Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live.
— Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Monday, March 29, 2010
I know nobody watches this space now. So here I am. Out-of-blue, suddenly just have the urge to post something.
Know what, I shouldnt have done that. Now, I feel the urge to go back there. Im poisoned!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
its has been 4 mths ever since i last updated this space.
this space seems to be like totally mine now again because it is just so dead. So dead that nobody remembers how lively it was in those days.
it seems like during days like this, i suddenly remembered this space. Today is the day that I made a choice. till the extend that a person's life and death seemed to be in my hands, and that freaked me out totally. Im really at my wits end.. I dunno what I shld do..
Hi Jean.. Its you and me again.. Welcome back to Life.. (:
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Ive never let my blog rot for so long before I guess. HELLO EVERYONE! I think no one missed me.. there is nothing on my tagboard. laughs. No one cares about Jean anymore la!
I will see you at the top. Its time for some decision making. (:
Monday, July 13, 2009
I've abandoned this little space for quite some time. updates to come soon I hope, when I have the time. (:
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
okayyyy!!! I really had fun over the past one week. all the places that ive went and the food that ive eaten really makes me a happy girl. and of cos, the companion makes everything perfect! ((:
the last picture is super random. Im using a new program on my G phone! =D
Thats all folks, im plainly lazy to blog everything here. hahaha. I gonna work hard from tmr onwards! JIAYOU!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Im officially jobless. And almost a week just went by, days without work do past by rather quickly. In fact, I do have a couple of jobs waiting for me. I do still have my value, dont I. laughs.
Well, Ive did quite a bit of stuffs for the past few days. I felt like a happy little girl. and I would dare say, I hadnt felt like this for the longest time.
Its always work, work, and more work throughout the past four years of my life.
A cup of Oreo berry drink, some potato wedges, a walk down to 'durian', down the river, holding the cigarette and chatting away. Im taking life slow for once. A good 5 years when we all last met, everything felt like those good old days back then. Yea, I couldnt describe everything that I felt. 8 years and going, for once, I felt real long lost friendship.
OKAY! enough of those. anyway, Im hooked on this. like Really really.
If I can find a guy like the following below, John Goh's life would be at risk!
Thursday, June 04, 2009
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay