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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
*... I have a piece of sky...* Jean goes.*lalala lalala elmo song* faints. handed in my BOE proposal le.thank god. off goes another subject.save me man. todae.went for cb lec.went to find in n joseph to sit. den i got stunned.omfg.haha.=X nvm lo.like that lo.ppl also went to the back sit.shakehead. everyone was like so farked up with Bala.tryin to teach us how to ans MCQ.rofl. sch also nth much todae.went to macro claz. the tutor mc.finally she caught the virus! haha. 'er.are you having a flu? if you dun mind.i have kids at home.' and that tutor took a step back. thats was wad she did to me when i went to class with flu. now.wahha.bao yin!! after class.went down to suntec. ben lai shi yao go find lawrence jim they all de. den they all off todae.omg. den no choice.went to look for laoda. went KFC (again) for lunch with Jim (aircon) and laoda. went went Skygarden sit sit. den went Arcade. lol.played Puzzle Bubble 3.rofl. wad to do.lose again.shakehead. they had like more than 2 hours break la.dots. den went to meet xiaoxiong. went walk walk awhile den sit down talk lo. jiuzheyang. shakehead. went back Tampines met up with Faizal and Land. lol. they thousand years nv change de. love them so much! had a tiff with Fate.yea.dun wanna sae so much le. waste my breathe. Kelly came to me on MSN.tellin me her brother is in the hospital again. damn.theres realli nth i can do le.haiis. so please. i realli see no point in doin all these? is he realli mentally sick? or is he doin all these to gain attention? im so sick and tired and irritated. wad else more do you expect from me? fang guo wo hao ma? haiis. *cry on my shoulder-???* Tuesday, May 30, 2006
*...dots...* Jean letting out a big sigh. got myself into some unneccesary mess from john amy they all.argh. haiis.dou kuai wo.nth better to do.create all the farked up things. im having a real terrible headache now. ask me hows my dae.yea.nth much. how well can school be? after lec when to eat KFC with In.Joesph.Louis. sat down there and time passes so slowly.goddamn. when to rush FAOM tutorial and went to clas. damn the tutor.his tutorial only flash our own ans on transparencies. correct wrong.den finish liao.wtf. waste time la.dots. after class.went tm as usual. watch 'over the hedge again. lame.exaggerating.never fail to make me laugh. went home.erm.jiu zhe yang ba. yea. i love the clouds.you love the blue sky. home.stuck with my proposal. i dunno wad the fark im typing. just tryin to fill up all the spaces. haiis.dunno la. xinqingbuhaojiushizheyang. laoer goin mustafa.omfg. haiis.as for me. i dun even noe wher the fark am i transferrin to. haiis.wo bu yao. zhen de bu yao. im feelin so farked up. dunno why also. felt that my presence in this universe. im onli approached when ppl is interested. den after a period.they dump me aside. den when they are in good mood. den they come for you. yea.nice one yea. thanks man. thanks to the world. makin me such a HAPPY gal. yea. thanks. damn. *shi jie wei yi de ni - Gary Cao Ge* Monday, May 29, 2006
*...im goin nuts...* Jean screams. argh!wo zhen de kuai yao feng diao le.haiis. ytd didnt realli hav the mood and time to blog. cos after work went supper with mrmok 2jims vincent lawrence and jingting. as a farewell dinner to jingting at makansutra. laoda nv came along though.he had somthing on. at supper.those people keep on sayin.haiis. realise at that point of time. at any moment. think i'll may just burst out in tears. luckily jim said something to stop that topic.thank god. after that.we went drinkin.HoeGardens. damn nice beer.smooth. i drank about 1.5 bottles onli.not considered much le. took cab went home.$16.85 luckily i didnt hav to pay for supper and drink. thanks alot to the guys for their treat. went home.sehs. was lyin on bed from one am plus. the next moment i looked at the clock. was 0315hrs. damn.this is ever the first time i laid on bed so long and i nv slp! den msg shaohong n teddy. in the end fell asleep at 0400+ hrs. and work up 1000hrs todae mornin to do all the chores. cook.wash.clean.sweep.mop.all. after that.happily went to work. prayin for the start of another good dae. lunch cum dinner was at sizzler todae. with laoda shaohong n jim. nice dinner man.made me alsmost fell asleep after a heavy meal.argh. everythin went well. till the presence of IVY! damn.she 'dropped' by with her family. and was talkin to laoda. den after she left. laoda called for me n lawrence. told us that lawrence will noe when and wher he is goin tml after the meetin. and as for the parttimers.me and maoshan. one of us will be out. and most prob. is me. me.me.me!! do you know how stone i went after hearin that piece of news? laoda went on and on talkin. but nth went into my mind. my mind was blank. empty. i went back to sales floor stonnin. i told shaohong abt it. he went huh also. yea.tears started swellin up. i cant take it anymore. got myself an excuse to went downstairs. shaohong went with me. there i went. laughin and yet cryin bitterly at the same time. Carrefour suntec. eversince im there. so much things had been happenin. though its a short two months time. im so happy and glad. that im workin there. all the people around. so much fun.so much laughter. they are all my great brothers and sisters. every start of the weekdae. i always tell myself. great.its another dae drawin near to the weekend. im goin back work again! and all the ppl there are wonderful! lawrence.jim.shaohong.laoda.kumar.everyone n everyone. why? why? why now? when i had jux found my home. where i belong.and yet? you are takin it away from me again? jux tell me why? im disappointed. tears everywhere. things wont be the same anymore. stop makin a fool out of me hao ma. wo zhen de hao lei le. thinkin that im gonna settle myself down at carrefour. yet yet and yet. wad else more can i sae? kill me please. rather than all the torture. *Jean in tears.wan an* Saturday, May 27, 2006
*..MY new blog...* Jean yawns. shakehead.my new blog. though not veri nice. im noob to this.so it realli takes time for me to get this thing right. lol. its sooOOoooo empty. bleahs. nites. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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