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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Monday, May 29, 2006
*...im goin nuts...* Jean screams. argh!wo zhen de kuai yao feng diao le.haiis. ytd didnt realli hav the mood and time to blog. cos after work went supper with mrmok 2jims vincent lawrence and jingting. as a farewell dinner to jingting at makansutra. laoda nv came along though.he had somthing on. at supper.those people keep on sayin.haiis. realise at that point of time. at any moment. think i'll may just burst out in tears. luckily jim said something to stop that topic.thank god. after that.we went drinkin.HoeGardens. damn nice beer.smooth. i drank about 1.5 bottles onli.not considered much le. took cab went home.$16.85 luckily i didnt hav to pay for supper and drink. thanks alot to the guys for their treat. went home.sehs. was lyin on bed from one am plus. the next moment i looked at the clock. was 0315hrs. damn.this is ever the first time i laid on bed so long and i nv slp! den msg shaohong n teddy. in the end fell asleep at 0400+ hrs. and work up 1000hrs todae mornin to do all the chores. cook.wash.clean.sweep.mop.all. after that.happily went to work. prayin for the start of another good dae. lunch cum dinner was at sizzler todae. with laoda shaohong n jim. nice dinner man.made me alsmost fell asleep after a heavy meal.argh. everythin went well. till the presence of IVY! damn.she 'dropped' by with her family. and was talkin to laoda. den after she left. laoda called for me n lawrence. told us that lawrence will noe when and wher he is goin tml after the meetin. and as for the parttimers.me and maoshan. one of us will be out. and most prob. is me. me.me.me!! do you know how stone i went after hearin that piece of news? laoda went on and on talkin. but nth went into my mind. my mind was blank. empty. i went back to sales floor stonnin. i told shaohong abt it. he went huh also. yea.tears started swellin up. i cant take it anymore. got myself an excuse to went downstairs. shaohong went with me. there i went. laughin and yet cryin bitterly at the same time. Carrefour suntec. eversince im there. so much things had been happenin. though its a short two months time. im so happy and glad. that im workin there. all the people around. so much fun.so much laughter. they are all my great brothers and sisters. every start of the weekdae. i always tell myself. great.its another dae drawin near to the weekend. im goin back work again! and all the ppl there are wonderful! lawrence.jim.shaohong.laoda.kumar.everyone n everyone. why? why? why now? when i had jux found my home. where i belong.and yet? you are takin it away from me again? jux tell me why? im disappointed. tears everywhere. things wont be the same anymore. stop makin a fool out of me hao ma. wo zhen de hao lei le. thinkin that im gonna settle myself down at carrefour. yet yet and yet. wad else more can i sae? kill me please. rather than all the torture. *Jean in tears.wan an* |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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