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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
*..a dae with mixture of all feelings...* Jean saes. the dae started off quite well. mornin wake up.mummy was already yankin away on the phone. noisy siak.shou bu liao. woke up.prepare abit. den our family went to Tampines Safra to eat Sakura! weet!~ alot of things to eat lehs! haiyo.realli veri veri full after the meal. goodness gracious me. oysters.terriyaki chicken.sushi.sharkfin.salmon.ebi prawn.crabs.prawns. and mani mani mani mani more! lol.we had our fill. den some conflict btw mummy n sis.dots. spoil the happy mood. but after awhile alright le.haha. went to TM.lol. my prettyboy came along for the movie with my family. went to watch 'Garfield 2'. lmao.lame show lehs. haha.but most importantly my siblings enjoyed themselves. thats the most impt thing.=)) they went home after that. had 2 hours with my prettyboy. funny siak.we talked so much abt stuffs. den he walked me home. had a stop at the playround again.weet. den mummy called for the family meetin again. sians. sis called.and went cryin on the phone. reached home.almost all my aunts n uncles all at home. kns.said so much jiaoweis. realli cannot tahan them. haiis.yet i cant sae anything. realli veri fedup jux now. see mummy so agitated yet im like so helpless. haiis.dunno la. den everything over le. felt veri farked up. was abt to go jogging. den prettyboy called. he told me him and his brother jogged all the way frm pasir ris to tamp le. stunned. lol.that was realli a suprise. cos i didnt expect to see him again at nite. so i went to change and ran down to meet them. went to the wrong seven-eleven.lmao. his bro handsome wor! lol.but myprettyboy better.=X den he walked me home. went over to prata shop disturb my mum. den went over to sit at the playround. lol.seems like we realli like playgrounds huh. deprived of childhood.lol. den chat awhile den went home le. =)) felt so much better after seein him. thanks honey! well.overall for todae. its realli a dae with a mixture of mani feelings. but the dae ended with a smile at least. last part of my entry. some thoughts of the dae. due to me n prettyboy. ive lost a number of close frens. therefore the more i will cherish this relationship. mostly all these close frens are guys. but i told myself. if these ppl are ur true frens. they wld not be in such a way. if they are realli sincere n with no motives they are willin to be ur fren. den they deserve to be ur frens. so.if they were to leave my life. i'll tell myself. never to grieve over them. for they are not my true frens. lastly.to all the guys whom ive been together before. lol.ill show u guys that its ur loss for not cherishin me. no hard feelings though. life still goes on beautifulli.=)) i'll lead my happy life with prettyboy! *huggies* so prettyboy~it takes two hands to clap.=)) *fa ru xue-jaychou* |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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