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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
*...back to work..* Xiao Jean saes. its back to work again. todae no government! bahaha. time went quite fast w/o government todae. nth much also lo. just had lots of chats with my dajie. lol.had lots of fun. went off earlier todae. and went home myself. when i reached interchange. went to Q bread to buy bread. DEN KENA CHEAT OF MY $1.30!! the name saes.'cheese and blueberry' den i happily bought the bread. in the end. its only cheese and lots of fattenin cheese!! retarded Q bread. den nehmind. eat my bread and drink my lime juice. i alighted the bus and walked home. reached under my block outside the lift. i saw the Lift B's door like half open and stucked! inside no people! den the lift indicator outside is Level 1 going up!! CREEPY TO THE MAX TIMES A ZILLION LA!!!! OMFG!!! den thank god. got this macho man stand outside the lift. buzz the town council people and tell them abt it. and we took the same lift up. goodness gracious me. i think if not for the macho man arhs. ill be like freakin out. dunno take stairs or lift or stand ther and die. cos i am afraid of lifts esp after that lift encounter with the expo dudes. shakeheads!!! argh.. idiotic man. i dun care lo. i now demand hon to send me home tml!! *.. Women are the Rose and Thorns of Men..* Jean saes. todae is a long long dae. but yet ive enjoyed myself dearly. morning had CB presentation. woot. thanks to Shannen. Ive got blazer from her. thanks to Elizebeth.Ive lent shoes from her. lol. thanks to their grp. we had tips for our presentation. LUB YOU ALL! =)) Presentation went quite well todae. GOODNESS! end of all the misery! bhahaha. after the whole presentation. ITS CAMWHORE TIME!! bahahahha. OUR CLASS IS SUPERB TO THE MAX TIMES THREE ZILLION! i jux simply love the class. everyone is so fun. now fungwee's camera all filled with 2m03's photos. lol. Kek and Joyce todae also last dae with us le. well guys. its fun workin u with all. =)) to kek! we will all miss you!! hee. thought of the daes when he first came into our grp. think he realli cannot stand us. NOW? hahahah. MISS US DUDE!!! MISS US!! we noe deep inside u will. dun u? =X after sch ended. went opposite. den edmund came along. sae nic n brina missing. *shakehead* den went lookin for them lo! GOT US SO WORRIED LA! wins liao. we almost like went Pasir Ris to look for them. U GUYS BETTER THANK EDMUND N FIQ FOR BEING SO GREAT FRENS! lol. went home to slp awhile. den went out to meet hon and guys for a trip to Red Dot Museum! woot. hon nv gimme face in front of his tutors. goodness me. i like almost wanted to dig in the ground and hide my face there times ten! had a good trip. saw some amazing things. i swear to God that one fine dae im gonna be that FILTHY RICH. to get those artefacts and display at my own hse! hahaha. went down to Cine had KFC. den went for billards awhile and me n hon went off to meet hafizS. went to Starbucks had free drinks. lol. den walk around den headed for home. todae! my toes got stepped on by once by nic and THREE TIMES by HON!!! ARGH! Pain to the MAX TIMES TEN!!! u watch out lo hon. next time u wear slippers. U DIE!! lol. oh yah! wanna sae happy birthdae to Andy Kor kor! thousand apologies! ur birthdae so long le now den wish u. late better than nv wish right? hahah. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE TO ANDY! *claps and sing birthdae song!~* =)) now presentations and reports are over. BUT still got IJ to do. and i stil hav my bloody econs to present. arhs. and i haven finish my articles. goodness. well. long entry todae. BUT last part of my entry todae. wanna sae this to Fiq: zillions apologies for 2 daes ago. im realli sorry for making u tear. emotions do freak over me. but jux wanna let you noe. i DO wan this beautiful story to continue on. let bygones be bygones. and we hav so much things to look forward to. =)) *huggies.* Friday, July 28, 2006
*.. sunshine after the rain...* Jean saes. its quite a pretty long dae todae. well. had a super duper long talk and quarrel with hon todae. so much tears shed todae too. haiis. finally everythin is cleared. BUT! we hav more impt things to worry abt!! haiis. todae go sch onli for jap class lo. no class also. onli consultation for jap presentation. den Kenneth daddy bought me chocolates and chewing gum. todae one whole dae eat that pack of chocolates onli lo. eat too much liao den i feel like puking. shakehead. waited for him to end his arts app class. had another talk. went to watch The Lake House. it was a nice, short and sweet movie. quite a twist in the story too. I WAN TO EAT CHOCOLATE TAUHUI LO!!! i dun care lo. u this pretty boy better faster go pass ur TP lo!!! went to eat Long John Silver. den suddenly realise that management at LJS realli good at Cost saving. IKEA shld follow their example man!!! LOL! walked home. realised another big issue. omfg. haiis. dun worry hon. =)) everythin will be fine (i hope so.) AND! im supposed to be treat like a Queen from todae onwards! bhahaha. WOOT! sunshine after the rain. i wan the best for us. =)) lets go through this together. *huggies* Wednesday, July 26, 2006
*.. woman loves jerks..* Jean saes. woman loves jerks. this was wad Kek told me. is it true? Ladies out there? DO U GALS FALL FOR JERKS?!?! im Losing my cool. im losing my Chill. haiis. zillion things to worry and think about. i realli. haiis. so emo after talkin to kek la. argh. haiis. liping jie there's things also haven settle yet. argh. haiis. sometimes i realli wish to hear this sentence. 'I am jealous.' or something. or am i too desperate for things to go my way? or im too spoilt brat in the past? **and for god's sake, im not against anyone in this post. this is jux a sentence in the conversation.believe it or not.** Tuesday, July 25, 2006
*...it drags longer and longer..* Jean saes. at this very moment. I jux saw a freakin lizard FLY past me. goodness. Lizards are the most disgusting thing on Earth that should vanish. wadever. todae took mc from my econs class again~ just dun feel like going.(as usual) niwaes my right eye has like a lump in it. painful to the max times ten. go see doctor at the same time also. see? one stone kill two birds. im havin more and more excuses for myself man. goodness. haiis. I wan to change blogskin! but im like super duper lazy to the max. todae reach sch. for awhile den project end liao. at the end of the dae. jux finished my presentation slides. i still hav like one thousand things to do la! most retarded. macro articles. jap skit. in addition. 2 weeks later will be test week again! oh my freakin god! im gonna study real hard. haiis. see? never ending. nehmind. i stil can cope de. realli lookin forward to the holidaes. ANOTHER THING! 7th Lunar Ghost Festival is here to visit! this lunar calendar still got 2 months of Ghost Festival. So People. DO NOT STAY TOO LATE OUTSIDE. especially gals arhs. make sure got people accompany u to go home late at night. shakehead. How Superstitous are You? lol. jux take care lots people. some misunderstandings are goin around me. haiis. i feel so bad. Jean shld jux stand in the middle of the road and die. ARGH! so mani freakin things in mind. DIE DIE DIE! Monday, July 24, 2006
*..one more week to go..* Jean saes. ytd nv update blog.too tired le. onli slpt for 2 hrs. wa.everydae like that i will die de lo. ytd went to work. quite some things happened. at night suppose to go out with dajie and vincent they all. in the end mummy sick in the end i had to put dajie on areoplane. thousand apologies. zhen dui bu qi. before goin home.went to pasir ris to meet hon pass him smthing. den guess who i saw? MR DERRICK CHING!! the idiotic bastard who made the youngsters fall for his trap. and took all our $$ to pay for his bloody credit card bills. thanks arhs. talked to him for awhile and he passed me his bloody name card. farkin retarded. after that took cab went home to look after sick mummy. projects till late and den had 2 hours slp. todae morning had mp presentation with Jeffery Ho. lol.now speak of his name to my class. think all the 'XYZ' words will come out from the class. shakehead. after presentation, my funky grp mates started doing that bryan boy thingy. lol. printed IJ to hand in. lunch at Biz Park. den went to prepare for presentation again. FAOM was like so much better than the MP la. MP i prepare like mad. in the end i stammered. haiis. he interrupted my presentation somemore. after FAOM slack awhile with classmates den went home to put labby. den went to TM with hon.=)) well. its been a long time we last took a good and slow stroll like todae. so much things in Life. two presentations are over and it took some workload off my shoulders. i wanna sae a million and trillion thanks to my wonderful groupmates. i realli appreciate their great understanding for my situation. they are always being veri caring towards me. im veri thankful to them as they had helped me alot. its realli a great pleasure for me to be in this group. =)) now i hav like thousand and one things to do. and millions and ten things to worry about. haiis. when will my Life become peaceful? Dajie. i wont blame you k. haiis. i'll get it over if its realli true. as for now. Im jux looking forward to the holidaes. especially for the class chalet. and the South Korea trip. which mummy promised me to let me go le. =)) haiis.why cant problems go away with the smoke? i jux wanna be me. i jux wanna be happy. Sunday, July 23, 2006
*..long dae...* Jean saes. oh boy.there goes another dae at work. slpt till quite late todae. den drag myself out off bed to work. this new guy called nick joined our Carrefour Philips family todae. so like not friendly de him.lol. so tiring. its been quite sometime that i ever went back to work. everyone like start askin. 'Jean, why so long never see you?' is it realli that long? its only 2weeks people.haha. well.SOOoooOO many people knew about the incident that ferance scolded me. even KUMAR also noes la! wtf. that jerk went around telling everyone and everyone. like nobody's business man. dots. luckily he went home early. no need to face him. heard that he recently gave quite abit of stuns. shakehead. on the other hand. heard of some great news frm dajie.lol. all the best man! and seriously i dunno why. why the hell we always kena the same situation de Huh jie? argh.no a good sign though.lol. beautiful young mummy she wannabe. lmao. to dage. if u ever bully her again. im bloody gonna smack u lo! im serious k.dots. i miss dajie man~ hee. love you lots. after work. dajie's fren drove me to Cathy. went to meet hon.=)) with 2 hafizs. den took NR7 home. bloody long ride. well.end of the dae. to realise that ive lots of things left undone. my macro articles. presentation slides. script. jap skit. individual journal. goodness me. tons of work. more slpless nights to come! and i miss my funky grpmates! =)) Friday, July 21, 2006
*...END OF PROJECTS..!..* Jean saes. after 2 weeks in a roll. finally reach the end of project datelines. sleepless nights.all the hard work. finally its time to get some good sleep. to fungkay,banana woman, lizard fer, kekkekkekek,joyce. thanks for all the hard work people. time for a good break after the presentations. to sharul.marcus and hon. for all the hours they guys had waited for us to finish. lol. though some things cropped up during project work. but ive enjoyed myself. all the sleepless nights are worthwhile. because of these bunch of wonderful great buddies i have. all of them never failed to brighten up my dae. whenever im feelin low. they are the ones that understand me the most! *huggies ppl* all the B-I-T-C-H-I-N-G times were fun! =X recently tons and tons of things are goin on around me. i realli have no energy to ask alot. so people.dun blame me hao ma. =)) to all the msgs that i never reply. thousand apologies. im realli realli veri tied down with work and stuffs. though projects are done. next whole week will be on journels, peer apprasials and presentations. i wan to eat Jack's Place!! plus red wine!!! AND we are gonna do the BRYAN BOY THINGY! WAHAHAH. think we are gonna be famous for doin that man! shakehead. im gettin veri worried for some things. like wad ive said. i realli hope that my instincts wont be correct this time. back to carrefour tml. think tml and sundae gonna be a time full of stuffs again. haiis. i feel like shit! *where you go - fort minor.* *...im breakin down..* Jean saes. wo zhen de hao lei. im realli dying. so much things happenin. projects alone realli giving me a huge punch. yet things around are not adding bonus. yet giving me even more hell than i could take. everydae less than 3 hrs of slp. yay man. im gonna breakdown soon. Sunday, July 16, 2006
*..weet...~* Jean saes. sat and sun. ive spent my time happily.=)) true smiles and laughter from the heart. saturadae. mornin went to school for captains ball. was made the referee. got me some headache.lol. but super fun! i rrealli got burnt under the hot blazing sun! for like 5 hrs. after all the events ended. we all hav some fun water splash! lol. =)) hon came sch find me. that muddlehead got his bike practical dates mixed up! shakehead* super blur headed! went home to change and bathe. went to meet hon and hafiz. sure a super duper crap but fun guy. lol. went over to sheryl's hse to drop my stuffs. i stepped on a ahbeng's shoes with my heels! wahahhaa. her hse super far n wulu la! haha.super fun at her hse. went to baybeats at esplanade!! weet~! my first time though! ppl moshin around! me.hon.fungwee.sheryl.marcus.fer.sharul.his cousin+fren.and JOE! kena squeeze like hell! haha.super warm!! den went back to sheryl's hse. to start with the project marothon. PERVERTS!RETARDS!FARTS!BURPS! lol. super duper fun! lots of fun and laughter! many pictures too! thanks gals! You Gals Roacks!!! =)) retardedly crazy. im thankful that ive this bunch of grpmates. thanks ladies. =)) sundae. at sheryl's hse. lol.nth else but eat.play.pictures.projects. laugh.laughter.smiles. lol. too much to sae here. somemore i veri lazy now. hee. jux got back home frm meetin hon.=)) well.too much things had been happenin recently. no comments. dun wan to sae. all i hav in mind now. is sch.projects.crazy classmates.hon. nth else. i jux wan Jean to smile. =)) im gonna change new blog skin. whahaah. =)) Friday, July 14, 2006
*...fcuked up dae..* Jean saes. haiis.dunno why recently so mani idiotic and retarded things. i realli going mad liao. todae onli consultation. stayed in the freakin school for the whole dae. to finish up the projects. in the end also cant finish. haiis.never mind.10 hours in school. todae alot of ppl called me. kimfong.yewon.joe.kumar. haiis.realli freakingly tired. so much things happenin around. i realli dunno when would i realli breakdown. PEOPLE! CAN U ALL GIMME A BREAK??!!! went home.some conflict happened at home. haiis.AGAIN!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!! why cant there be PEACE? Why cant all this shit leave me ALONE!! raising the white flag to God. let me go. i need to breathe. Adults are not always right. Elder siblings should not always give in the younger. I am only Human. I have temper. I have my Pride too. I think its time to stop all my cursing and my swearings. i curse and swear too much recently. thats the huge change in me. Im a emo freak now. *all i have to give-Backstreets Boys* *............* Jean saes. 2years of my working life. this is the first time i kena kan like fark. someone whom i think dote and understands me the most. spoils everything. if i dun have to rush my projects do u think i still need to take off? sae i last min. do u think i wld noe before hand that i cant finish my projects and i need leave? wake up earlier in the weekdaes? u dun even noe wad the hell im doin all along. you have no right to comment on anything. 6am fetch siblings to school. come back 7 plus. change den go school. one whole dae. reach home 10+pm. slp at 1 or 2 am at nite. everydae like that. u all work work work. u noe how big the differances is when you work n study? you think its veri easy. disappointment. recently.work place also so much things happened. now after this incident. its realli time for me to look for another job. feel that i cant stay there for too long. wo zhen de hao lei. too much committments for me. i cant cope. i cant balance. BO WEI GONG! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wednesday, July 12, 2006
*..headaches...* Jean saes. oh well. thousand apologises for not blogging ytd. anyways. there is like no such rules that indicates that you have to blog everydae? lol. well.yesterday night i was like too tired to do anything. so i went off to sleep without blogging. nth much also la. projects datelines are drawing near. and everyone is so busy with projects n projects. todae also la. no lesson the whole dae. projects projects projects. feel so freakingly tired. think everyone feels the same also. haiis. weekends still need to work. have to take off for projects. this month like freakingly work so little. i also dunno how to explain to the people up there. later they think i fake or smthings. haiis. den now still got like captain's ball for BSG. i reali dunno how to split my time. but all these to me are not tasks. they are responsibilities. after everything ended. i realli need a break. need a break for myself. to be with myself. listen to myself for some time. listen to wad Jean wans sometimes. doing wad Jean wans sometimes. the feeling may be great. =)) jean is so freaking retardedly useless when it comes to project work. everyone seems to be very busy and have lots of things to yet. yet im like so free den there is nth for me to do. oh well. todae in school. managed to stop a gal frm crying. lol. my beloved Shannen gal. smile always ya. =)) sundae need to take off again. sat night goin over sheryl's hse over night. they gonna rush projects. i hope im off some use. or else i wld rather go to work. after project todae. abt half the class together went to opposite to eat Macdonald for dinner. had fun. =)) ive told myself. to lessen all the troubles and responsibilties for myself. to some people. im realli that insignificant. from todae onwards. if you dun come to me. i wont go to you asking anymore. im too tired for all these shit. ask u nicely. den retardedly gimme such dao replies. once.twice.thrice. i can tahan. but everytime like this. i also bo wei gong k. wadever. i dun care anymore now. you are not the onli one stressed out in this world. heed other's advice when you need help. thats all i can sae. Tuesday, July 11, 2006
*...End of FIFA World Cup 2006..* Jean exclaims. weet.at this moment. its already 38 hrs without slp for me!! haha. these 2 daes never blog. my blog supporters got miss me ma?? =X well.sundae night. went national lib did project with grp mates. den after tat. me.hon.fungwee.john.yvonne n bg.fer n bf. we all went down to Plaza Singapura. the journey along the way. evveryone had lots of fun and laughter. and its been a veri long time ever since i took a break on the weekends. and be the consumer.lol. i realli need a break man. ive enjoyed myself. thanks to all the people who were together with me that night. =)) for the freakin first time in my life. im watchin Soccer LIVE!! wahahaha. the atmosphere was great! =)) We were the 1st 100 to sit in with the BiG Screen!! -Excited!!- in the end. Italy won. Zidane realli disappointed me sia. shakehead. but he was like so freakingly macho and handsome with his every move! omg. Hon was veri disappointed with the results. and Zidane got a freakin RED CARD!! it was already 5am Mondae mornin when the whole FIFA World Cup ended. No more World Cup. means more sleep for everyone. lesser income for some people.lol. went to sch like zombie. did a little for project. Jean feel so useless man.dots. then in the end Sue lou called and said MP is cancelled. wth. then me n hon went cable tv to slack. went for FAOM claz. Paul Ng was late. den nvm. no class also. consulation less than half and hour. take attendance. end of sch liao.wtf. decided went fungwee's hse to do project. saw stupid edmund at the kopitam.lol. lol.lonely n pure freak. nv reply my msg.woot. u win liao!!! hahah.sae this fri wanna go eat seafood. later nic dun welcome me den i dun go liao. wahha. =X at fungwee's hse. lol.halfway through. i didnt realise. i fell asleep for one hour. my hp rang den i woke up. to realise that fer omar me n hon were all sleeping! except for fungwee! LOL. hahahaha. freakin 4 project reports datelines are due in one week's time. IM GONNA BE DEAD!!! sians man. how its like 39 hrs w/o slp.WOOT! jux now came back home. received call from dajie. haiis. took cab down to fetch her frm suntec. den went to jalan teck whye to dage's hse. haiis.alot of things la. why u all like that de. zhen de hui kai xin ma? it realli hurts to see that scene at his hse. RETARDED! still sae me. haiis.win le. i realli bo wei gong liao. thanks alot man. im goin off to bed. cannot tahan liao. tml still got freakin econs tut. omfg. haiis. goodnite ppl. i mean.Good morning.=) Sunday, July 09, 2006
*..can everyone pls stop ki-siao-ing?..* Jean cries. can everyone stop ki-siao-ing? not as is being ridiculous. but. jux dun quarrel anymore. im realli feelin damn terrible. dajie dage and taoyangui. i realli beg all of you. Jean on her knees. i jux wan all of us to be happy. is it realli that hard? not to get sensative over things? to dage. haiis.its not that im siding dajie. but things are realli that simple. nothing else. no lame excuses. no retarded excuses. but that is jux it. haiis. bu yao zhe yang le. dun drink cough syrup anymore hao ma. i realli beg you. to dajie. jie.it realli hurts me to see u like this. dont drink anymore hao ma. promise me. or else next time i realli dun go slack with u anymore. haiis. u noe that im always there when you need. *huggies..* to taoyangui. how long more are u gonna do this to me? to my happy family. i realli wish that its realli happy family. i realli wan to see us 4 go out smile laugh n chill together. is it that hard to achieve? u all may think that u all are not impt to me. but in fact u people realli are. don be like this anymore hao ma. wo zhen de hao lei. dun sae that i can no need care all these. no. i have to care. for u people are my happy family. bu yao zai zhe yang xia qu le. i cant take it. if this realli carries on. im gonna leave carrefour. if u ppl think that im not impt to u all at all. im fine with that. jux let me noe. and im gonna stop interferrin with everything u ppl do. after work. went to meet hon. we had a great talk.=)) frm happy to not happy. frm not funny to funny things. to Pirates of the CurryBean?? lol.shakehead. took cab home. the cab driver freakingly look like DR ARONAL TAN!! WTF!!! 17 years of life. im so sick. farkin so sick. im realli tired. i freakingly need a break. wad will this world be like without Jean? there will be no more irritating ppl. work.friends.school.family. all. freakingly sick. freakingly retarded. freakingly pervertic. save me plx. *when a man loves a woman - micheal bloton* Friday, July 07, 2006
*.. Jean screams...* Jean screams. JEAN HATES HUIPENG TO THE MAX!!! jean realli feel veri tired of everything. so disappointed and angry yet there is nth she can do. she' s feelin so terrible inside. does anyone noes? all Jean can do is to cry and cry. does anyone noes? she dunno wad to do. does anyone noes? she always has to put on a happy front. does anyone noes? jean wants to talk to her abt it so badly.but she cant. does anyone noes? jean's gonna breakdown soon. does anyone noes? jean realli need someone to talk to. does anyone noes? jean is so sick of crying. does anyone noes? jean is cryin everydae. does anyone noes? jean loves her mummy. does She noes? jean feels like dying. does anyone noes? jean wans to talk to prettyboy so much. does He noes? no.no.no.no.no. no one noes. onli Jean noes. *because im a girl - Kiss* Thursday, July 06, 2006
*.happy daes..* Jean saes. to my blog viewers.hee.ytd nv update. thousand apologises. cos i fell asleep on the table while i was online.lol. shakehead. nth much also recently. but at least there are smiles in my daes. feelin super tired super shag recently. dunno why also. so much things happening. jux droppin to sae im alright for those who are realli concerned abt me. im off to bed le. =))  Tuesday, July 04, 2006
*...life man...* Jean saes. ytd i nv blog.cos realli realli no mood to do anything at all. somethings happened and got me realli realli very upset. and i cried and cried all night for many hours. haiis.wad is the world realli becoming to. adults always sae wadever they think it is right. but when they do things. its always of the opposite. its realli hard for me to face all. all wan me to go talk to her abt it. but i realli dunno how to. im freaking upset. till the max!!!! i realli dunno wad to do. Fine.its over. that was wad happened to me ytd. almost realli broke down ytd. thanks to liping jie taoyangui n dage. den i manage to calm down a little and catch some sleep. todae i was late for project. very late. reach liao den i never contribute much also. im realli very sorry my dear grp mates. realli too much things cropped up. haiis. saw cindy in school outside library todae. so happy to see her. den we chatted for awhile den i went back to my project. den saw nic. haha.then i ran out again. at the busstop. saw thian. den i talk to him. finally got response le. -__- haiis. saw adi at busstop also. =)) went back for project then after that went cyber centre to vote for the election. lol. den rot in sch awhile. den rang longyun up. we went tm lo. no wher to go also. todae hon not free to acc. sobs. was freakingly lonely todae. ate long john. den yaozhong msg me to slack. haha.ask him to come alone n join us. he freakingly lost his wallet in the toilet. omg. why are the people around me all so blur? sat at coffee bean.for mani hours. den joe came along.lol. 3 frens from diff grps. den left me joe n ly. sat until 9pm den we went home le. oh well. we spend so much time talkin abt the past and present. lots of laughter. at least put my mind off somethings. haiis. home till now.haven eat. feelin hungry. house ran out of maggi. -_- and my WONDERFUL mother haven reach home.=)) oh well. i dun wanna care so much le. 2more weeks. till the dateline of all the reports. damn.im gonna realli die. more sleepless nights to come. somemore hav to fetch siblings to school at 6am. woot. sometimes i realli wonder. 18yrs of life. my life has never been peaceful for too long a period. haiis. so freakin tired. can i jux pack and leave hse jux for 2 or 3 daes? can i? i decided to change my new blog skin. looks so plain n rot. cos alot of people complainin to me that they cant read a single thing. lol. tagboard also ok liao. so no more excuses for not tagging! =)) ruiqi msged me. den i guailan with him. his excuses is that. he too busy.didnt notice me. YA RIGHT!! thanks man.. u like that sae ni jiu win liao lo. todae walk with ly. den i was jux beside ly. he freakingly sae hi to ly when he is not realli close with him. and knn. im transparent. den he sae he nv saw me! WIN LIAO! i realli bo wei gong la. he sae that time the bus incident he realli got nth to explain. that means it was intentional at that time! foOOooo!~ song arh?? kena play out like that. den still give excuses till like that. haiis. nth to sae.=)) nite. Monday, July 03, 2006
*..some great sunday...* Jean saes. this wonderful sunday started off with a great vomit in the mornin. thanks man. dragged myself to work. waited for the freakin bus for soOOo bloody long. reached carrefour. i called longyun. haha.he n lipseng workin. come out eat snake. feelin bloody weak the whole dae. went lunch with ferance n dajie. went to eat the noodle place again! nice. =)) shakehead. ppl do change huh. guys guys. even ferance also change. to me.he is no longer who he use to be le. now in my eyes. he is jux flirtin around. all the things he had said.all no farkin use le la. now to me. he is jux like any other normal guy. kns! not my prob also. good for me though. =)) lesser one trouble. dage taoyangui. you all see my this entry u all dun sae too much to him hor. -__- went off earlier frm work todae. took shuttle bus with longyun and lipseng. den went tamp meet hon. didnt expect to meet him todae also.=)) *smiles* todae at work.da ge n tanyangui nv come. like so quiet. no entertainment for me n dajie. like abit boring. no one for us to shoot.lol. haiis. on the other hand. i dunno la. realli at my wits towards them le. shakehead. shall not bother anymore. tired n sick of bickering. *cai hong tian tang - liu geng hong* Sunday, July 02, 2006
*.. dots dae...* Jean saes. todae is a reallli kns dae. haiis.dunno la. went to work in the afternoon. reach abt 1330. sales floor todae so much crowded. got 5 asses wearing white shirt from attachment. *shakehead* they cannot make it la. got one new guy frm InfraCare.Thomas. he also another dots guy. went lunch with jie n taoyangui n ferance. dunno la.todae realli freakingly alot of things. talk to ppl nicely.kena attitude. nose bled.give tissue. also like that. wanna go buy herbal tea. shop close. also like that lan lan lo. haiis.dunno la. realli kena shoot so many times todae. sorry le dajie and jim. shouldnt hav added u to my link on my blog. created so much misunderstandings. think everythin all started because of me. BECAUSE OF YOU JEAN!!!! YOU YOU YOU!! YOU REALLI DESERVE TO DIE! do this also wrong.do that also wrong. wad the fark am i doin man. i might as well go and DIE!! dunno la! kns. *wo you zui - wu ke qun* |
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