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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
*...life man...* Jean saes. ytd i nv blog.cos realli realli no mood to do anything at all. somethings happened and got me realli realli very upset. and i cried and cried all night for many hours. haiis.wad is the world realli becoming to. adults always sae wadever they think it is right. but when they do things. its always of the opposite. its realli hard for me to face all. all wan me to go talk to her abt it. but i realli dunno how to. im freaking upset. till the max!!!! i realli dunno wad to do. Fine.its over. that was wad happened to me ytd. almost realli broke down ytd. thanks to liping jie taoyangui n dage. den i manage to calm down a little and catch some sleep. todae i was late for project. very late. reach liao den i never contribute much also. im realli very sorry my dear grp mates. realli too much things cropped up. haiis. saw cindy in school outside library todae. so happy to see her. den we chatted for awhile den i went back to my project. den saw nic. haha.then i ran out again. at the busstop. saw thian. den i talk to him. finally got response le. -__- haiis. saw adi at busstop also. =)) went back for project then after that went cyber centre to vote for the election. lol. den rot in sch awhile. den rang longyun up. we went tm lo. no wher to go also. todae hon not free to acc. sobs. was freakingly lonely todae. ate long john. den yaozhong msg me to slack. haha.ask him to come alone n join us. he freakingly lost his wallet in the toilet. omg. why are the people around me all so blur? sat at coffee bean.for mani hours. den joe came along.lol. 3 frens from diff grps. den left me joe n ly. sat until 9pm den we went home le. oh well. we spend so much time talkin abt the past and present. lots of laughter. at least put my mind off somethings. haiis. home till now.haven eat. feelin hungry. house ran out of maggi. -_- and my WONDERFUL mother haven reach home.=)) oh well. i dun wanna care so much le. 2more weeks. till the dateline of all the reports. damn.im gonna realli die. more sleepless nights to come. somemore hav to fetch siblings to school at 6am. woot. sometimes i realli wonder. 18yrs of life. my life has never been peaceful for too long a period. haiis. so freakin tired. can i jux pack and leave hse jux for 2 or 3 daes? can i? i decided to change my new blog skin. looks so plain n rot. cos alot of people complainin to me that they cant read a single thing. lol. tagboard also ok liao. so no more excuses for not tagging! =)) ruiqi msged me. den i guailan with him. his excuses is that. he too busy.didnt notice me. YA RIGHT!! thanks man.. u like that sae ni jiu win liao lo. todae walk with ly. den i was jux beside ly. he freakingly sae hi to ly when he is not realli close with him. and knn. im transparent. den he sae he nv saw me! WIN LIAO! i realli bo wei gong la. he sae that time the bus incident he realli got nth to explain. that means it was intentional at that time! foOOooo!~ song arh?? kena play out like that. den still give excuses till like that. haiis. nth to sae.=)) nite. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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