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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
wed taha. another off dae for jean. woke up early in the morning to study for macro. dunno if will fail or not. *tsktsk* took me freakin 1.5 hrs to finish. didnt realli finish though. lol. went home. took my own sweet time to pack. haha. went with You to meet Fate. ouh well. it was certainly stunning to see him again after some time. hmm. its all over. its all the past. its has all been burnt into ashes. anyways.ive got tigger back. =) poor tigger. think he has grown thinner. mus be hell at his hse huh? lol. hen hao. went to pizza hut for lunch with You. went around window shopping. decided to watch movie 'The Break-up' it was a nice.touching and realistic movie. =) brought me into tears again. ouh well. then it was raining cats and dogs. didnt noe wher to go. so went home to put stuffs den go out walk walk again lo. ouh well. we had another great talk did we? =) mummy is so happy with You. jean is so happy. cos everyone is happy. hen hao. Westlife is having concert on the 8th Sep!! haha. remember those daes when i Love them till the bits man. hhaa. sOoo cute. =X class chalet cancelled. Korea trip brought forward to 3rd october. lol. after my birthdae jiu shi korea trip le. hen hao! haha. so much activties. lol. no need work again. so that means cannot anyhow take off le. haha. *tsktsk* Jean wanna watch 'High School Musical' again!!!!! Wednesday, August 30, 2006
sick tues. todae didnt go for work. morning called dianna to inform her. she ask me rest well. woke up with the whole body aching. alittle feverish. my throat wan to die also. veri xin ku. afternoon woke up. went downstairs to rent dvd to watch. rent High School Musical! taha! super nice man. got me into tears. a realli touching nice and interesting show. goodness. i fell in love with the movie man. hahaha. went out to meet You for dinner. den on and joe called. they went to jean's hse to visit jean. BUT she went out! shakehead. den on angry with jean. *sobsob* you all also nv inform me. but i realli appreciate that they are so concerned abt me. on realli angry with me times ten lo! dun wanna talk to me. *tsk* joe scolded on siak. shakehead. den they went off to Blue (again). den jean went to wait for You to finish work. whole dae nv eat. den went to eat Old chang Kee. taha. hen hao. so nice lo. sick liao still eat old chang kee. wanna die earlier. but hack care la. lol. recently is an illness dae. alot of ppl sick. Jean.You.lawrence.dajie.on. bad weather. everyone mux take care and drink more water k. dun be like Jean. wanna eat old chang kee when sick. haha. those who smoke. smoke lesser k. those who drinks. drink lesser k. drink water more. eat lesser junk food. lol. hen hao. wed got macro paper. thought got revision slides to study. in the end. dun hav. haha. die~ ouh well. get it over and done with. wed meeting fate to return him his labby. ouh well. bring about the end if everythin btw me and him. i no longer owes him. he no longer owes me. hen hao. and den WE are goin out!!! after so mani daes of work like buffolos. we are goin out. hahha. hen hao. tml is gonna be a long dae. ciao everyone~ take care. =) Tuesday, August 29, 2006
farked up and boring mondae. Jean had mondae blues. shakehead. morning You took cab down to accompany me for breakfast. =) i love it. den went to post office. Jean had a bad tummy ache back den. cos Jean had prata with green tea for breakfast. serve Jean right. lol. went to fetch Your brother frm his school den You send me to interchange. went to work again. haiis. one plus the 4th floor manager came to me. ask me go buy new shirt. hen hao. not ask me to buy. force me to buy. " You go down walk walk lo. Bossini Girdano having sales. " -_- in the end i never buy. went off frm work early. cos dianna told me to do so. so to realise. some people wan to big fark behind me. wad? you think i kena transfer because of your few words? you wait long long k. you wan to talk so much behind me. ouh well. jealous times ten? wad to do? wan to blame. blame yourself. dun think you are forever right. i will tolerate your nonsense. but dun ever come big fark with me ever again. if you have a problem with me. just come to me straight. dun do such little actions behind me. cos that wont work de k. so wad its tough there at Robinsons? i rather take the pain there. ouh well. go ahead if you think that you are realli THAT charming~ pls la. grow up man. goodness. Monday, August 28, 2006
Jean at Robinson Centrepoint oh well. Jean has been transferred to Robinson for one month. one freakin month. fri was Jean's first dae at Robinson Centrepoint. shakehead. the first dae of work. was made to buy a pair of black covered shoes for work. hen hao. spent $49.90 to get a pair of heels. backside itchy la. thought can wear for presentations also in the future. zZz. in the end. my legs ache like fark the whole dae. the freakin heels. argh. the mangement there strict like hell. not flexible at all. haiis. hate it to the core. made myself some new frens. haiis. they cant be compared to the dudes in C4 man. haiis. i feel like goin back c4. but its now a chance for me to noe more people and develop myself. i miss the dudes in c4. now under baby care products. goodness. have a chance to get realli close with the babies. taha. the babies there are damn super cute to the max times a million man!!!! they are so cute wonderful and adorable. at least at Robinsons. no irritating kids running about like monkeys. lol. seeing the babies sOOooooOO cute. i start pondering how my future kids will look like. (cos at there realli nth to do.so thoughts started running wild) lol. small tiny little hands legs and everything. they are just simply so sweet. =)) sundae at work. nth to do. start staring at the tv that plays the dvd for kids. lol. so cute. den i start smiling to myself like an idiot. lol. cos they are jux so cute!!! lol. im fallin deeper for babies man. hee. and one more thing. idiotic. all along i thought macro paper is on the 31st this month. goodness. luckily i wennt to check again jux now. its on the 30th!!!!!!!!!!!! scared me to hell!!! wa.. i almost got myself dead again. nv take again have to take sup paper liao lo. retarded man luckily i took off on wed and thurs. happily thinkin that wed can study. chicken shit. wed is the paper lo. lucky ass. haha. but i haven study lehs. die. counting down. 1mth 2 daes more is Jean's 18th birthdae. woot. so fast arhs. time realli flies. Jean is finally 18. who wanna check my ic again after my 18th birthdae. ill bloody throw my ic at them! lol. hen hao. recently got too exhausted frm work. whole body aching. coughing quite badly. goodness. last movie was 'click' so it was quite some time i hadnt watch movie. i wan to watch movie!! i wan to slp! i wan chivas! i wan hoegarden! i wan shopping! i wan sing! i wan You! i wan to eat Royce chocolates man. haiis. I WAN CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!!!! hmm. gonna the 9th again. hen hao. how are you sweetie? you noe that i miss you. and i am.always.=) thanks for the effort for everything. waiting for me to come back to tamp after work everydae. insisting to send me home though ur feet realli hurts. everything sweetie. *huggies* Friday, August 25, 2006
bored.
What Age Will You Die?
Which of the X-Men Are You?
What Element Is Your Love?
What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?
What Color Flower Are You?
Are You More Cat or Dog?
What Mixed Drink Are You?
What Do People Envy About You?
What Pattern Is Your Brain?
The Underwear Oracle
How Pure Are You?
What Breed of Puppy Are You?
What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?
What Color Is Your Aura?
How Libra Are You? Jean saes. oh well. these damn lame quizzes are from www.blogthings.com if anyone of you is interested. can go and try out. quite boring though. lol. now is considered as fridae le. thurs went to bugis with dajie. had fun. went window shopping. all i could do is to onli watch her shop. den went down to suntec. waited for You to finish work. waited for 1.5 hours. hen hao.lol. kim called. ask me to transfer out to Robinsons to help. -_- change of working place. know more people. learn more new things. it may not be a bad thing. let things in c4 to settle down first ba. they dun need Jean also. so doesnt realli matter. =) Wednesday, August 23, 2006
mon and tues. Jean is back after two daes. lol. mon was a fulfilling dae. lol. met You and got You off to work. went down ecp. somethings happened. *sighs* den went orchard. den went batok for dinner. den just on time back in tampines to meet You after You finish work. =) biking is fun man. taha. So when are You gonna get ur freaking license done? im still waiting. lol. tuesdae. suppose to wake up early go sim lim with mummy. den in the end im too tired to wake. hahha. had breakfast with mummy. off i went for work. Guess Wad i saw on the train. the most digusting times ten thing ive seen recently. this uncle. after work todae. den Jim asked me go down drink. -_- last min. i realli couldnt attend. thousand apologies. heard that he wont be there anymore. haiis. in near future. i hav one more lesser person for me to talk to le. haiis. to Jim:I wish you all the best in ur future undertakings. I realli wish that you will make it in Project Superstar. stop doin those things le. its gonna affect ur vocals. realli hope that you will carry on with life well. all the best. =)) one more dae. end of the Chinese Lunar 7th month. i hope my luck would den increase a little. no more worries for me. =) oh well. Joe has 'created' a show for Jean. The New Show: Everyone Loves Jean. Episode 1: When the Persistent Meets Jean Episode 2: What is So Good about Jean lol. this thingy. onli me.You.Joe will understand the meaning behind it. TAHA! rofl. shitty Joe. thanks man. niwaes. STAY TUNED Peeps. lol. ok.last part of my blog entry todae. hmm. to You. Yes You. its been a long way Huh? =) just wanna let You noe. You hav never left my mind at any moment. its still a long way to go. stay with me will You? *huggies* Monday, August 21, 2006
hen hao 2 daes nv blog. same old things. sundae nv work. sat night kena fever. rotted at home. joe called to go out. den went out lo. at home also do nothing. mummy not at home so i sneaked out. haha. went to town with You.joe and yewon. den no wher to go. no money to go balcony also. so sians. in the end. got money. den went down to boat quay. amelia and dom came along also. had chivas. not much also. no kick. cos drank veri little. den need to reach home fast. mummy will start naggin again. *tsk* end of dae. mon off. dunno wad to do. my mood was spoilt a few mins ago. misunderstandings alot. fark man. if you have a problem. come to me straight. dun be such a wimp and scold at one corner k. and i tell u. stories muz here two sides. you wan to be bias against me. i hav nth to sae also. all along the things i have done to help us get back the friendship. it had all gone down the drain hen hao. wo mei hua shuo. continue wadever u think is right and not Bitch ba. Saturday, August 19, 2006
.. 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around. 12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you. 13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON. oh well. this is a forwarded email frm dajie. which makes sense and which i find it veri true. so decided to blog it. =) jean todae. pretty long dae. fri no work. off. morning went school and had my last CB lesson. everyone had lots of fun. =) den me.You.Sheryl.Fer.omar. went over to macdonald to have breakfast. den met fungkay and headed towards sheryl yeo's house to party. lol. watch comedy dvds. hen hao. it was fun! with all be b-i-t-c-h fest sessions! taha! so much fun. had maggi mee. den watch dvd again den we all took cab and headed home to tm. oh well. nth much. wo lei le. henduodongxiwobuzhidaozhenmekaikou. buzhidaozhenmeshuo. woyijingjinglile. goodnite. =) Friday, August 18, 2006
holidaes!!! 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? [Jean: i dun have crotch though. -_-] 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. [Jean: Get a universal remote like 'Click'. makes life easier.=)] 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? [Jean: i dun catch the joke.] 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! [Jean: doesnt it makes sense? lol.] 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $8 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. [Jean: ???] 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? [Jean: true enough] 7. When something is 'new and improved!' Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new. [-_-] 8 When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer? [Jean: arbo wad? sex? taha!] 9 When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass? [-_-!!] jean saes oh well.thats all folks. haha. wed n thurs. nth much. school den work. tired like hell. fridae off one dae. accompany You. =) ferance coming back soon. all the fun gonna end soon too. sobs. nth much. =) my hands and legs are trembling and shakin. dunno why also. oh well! lalala. HERE COMES THE HOLIDAES!! to everyone who is still studyin for examinations now. STUDY HARD. haha. im so mean.=X cant wait for all the programs to come up. =) Tuesday, August 15, 2006
different perception Men and women perceive the same world through different eyes. Men sees things and relationships to each other in a spatial way, as though he is putting pieces of jigsaw puzzle together. Women literally take in a bigger, wider and broader picture and see the fine details. but the individual pieces of the puzzles and their relationship to the next piece is more relavant than their spatial postitioning. Male awareness is concerned with getting results, acheving goals, status and power, winning competition and getting efficiently to the bottom line. Female awareness is focused on communication, cooperation, harmony, love, sharing the relationship to one another. this contrast is so amazing that I realli wonder why Men and Women can even consider in living together in the first place. =) This is how Men and Women are nurture down the generations. thats wad i feel. but isnt it true? its jux so amazing how a couple can get together despite the differences. So couples. CHERISH! oh well. it was a good dae for jean. =) woke up with the bright sun. before goin out. the rain wanna pour most heavily. -_- went for macro todae. almost kena debarred. luckily the course manager was the best! so kind of him. den went reservoir. almost die-ed also luckily Longyun was smart! bhahah. went Sim Lim with You. had fun todae. had LongJohn's. walked down to suntec. went to buy herbal tea for lawrence, dage and xiaoqigui. lol.they so happy. went Sky Garden den Toy R Us. played Xbox!! hahahhaha.FUN! made our way back home. window shopping along the way. it was simple but it feels great.=) just got to realise my edusave so much $$. taha! im a rich gal. nanannananan~~~~ free south korea trip. lol. oh well. simple dae. nth much also. tml work. pon class. bhaha. *temperature - sean paul* Monday, August 14, 2006
a woman's worth tell her that You cant live without her. tell her that You can give up everything for her. tell her that she is Your one and Only. tell her that You are jealous. tell her that she is more precious than anythin else to You. tell her that You appreciate all that she had done. show her that You love her. let her know that You love her. tell her that You wont betray the trust and love given to You. tell her You wanna be forever with her. Dun treat her as any other passing gf that You gonna have. Pamper her. Shower her with care love and concern and attention. Shower her with smiles and hugs and kisses. dun make her sad. dun make her cry. dun let her worry. dun make her lonely. respect who she is. at least inform her of what you are doin, going etc. its not like as though its reporting ur whereabouts. buts its coming naturally from you that you want her to noe wad you are doing. dun take things for granted. for one dae. no use regretting when it is gone. **PS..this entry is not against anyone or anything. Its Just a summary of things..*** -_- Ask Jean how her weekends were? she will tell you that she had almost pee-ed in her pants. saturadae after work. went to visit You cos You are not feeling well. something realli freakingly scary thing happened. those who wan to noe. go ask Jean.lol. but its better for you all not to noe.haha. but peeps in Carrefour noe le.lmao. sundae. work as usual. dage talked to me again!! sohappy. i thought he dun wan talk to me le. haha. =) joe and Yewon came down!!!! suprise suprise!!!!! Jean jux Love sUprises!!!!!! =)) they summore never call Jean lo. cos they just noe the place that Jean gonna be at! taha! HUGGIES TO THEM!!! =) told them abt Jean's 'experience' also. lol. on insisted on sending Jean home. so oh well. and You are sick You cant fetch Jean also. do You noe how affected jean got over the incident? that the sounds keep ringing in her ears. jux take it that jean is exaggerating.lol.=) mummy laugh saying that yewon got this 'guai boyish look'. lmao. that poor thing send me to my doorstep den dunno how he go home. superb frens i have. =) thanks brothers! mummy and Jean had a good long talk. =) oh well. dun ask abt the content. =) Jean's tired. nitenite. *hui dao guo qu-jay chou* Saturday, August 12, 2006
sugar honey.sexy baby. jean saes. now feeling super tired. though i had slept alot jux now. my fridae was so simple. cant believe that its actualli fridae night. had FAOM test. goodness. dun mention it le. shakehead. You came to school. Jean was so delighted to see You. den jean accompanied You to hand in your mc. den crossed over to opposite to find nic. they talked abt soccer and stuffs. so Jean sat there and kept quiet all along. den the guys went home. You were sick. but You wanted to eat KFC. Jean nv stop You. cos Jean wanna see You smile. and You did. which made her dae. she send You home instead todae. and she took a cab home. slp.wake up for dinner. till now lo. tired. cos had a misunderstanding with You jux now. as usual. cried. but like useless. (Y) <--- [type this in any MSN chat window and you all will noe wads this] work on sat after test. Jean is exhausted. *feng-jay chou* Friday, August 11, 2006
it becomes a hobby jean saes. im so hooked on blogging. im so lazy to write diary nowadaes. lol. oh well. let it be. now. viewing other people's blogs is a habit. online blogging becomes a hobby. haha. i dunno why i thought of this suddenly also. but nehmind. thursdae. super hectic dae. reach sch 0730. hon was in pain from the food poisoning and stuffs. yet he kept insisting on taking the test. but in the end he cannot tahan already. so he went to see doctor with his parents. left me alone in school from eight plus till the paper. sians-ed. study alone lo. no mood to study also. veri tired. like at this very moment. i should be still studyin FAOM. but im blogging. taha! duncare. feel like sleeping though. after test todae. got jap presentation. dun sae le. me n kenneth daddy arent pleased with our presentation. ar damn. nth can be done le. its over. brings us to the end of the Jap Journey. goodness. i wonder when will be the next time ill be touching jap again. enough of language CDS. ah.wadever. oh yahs. took alot of songs from edmundo. wahhaa. the mp3 that never gets full. lol. AND!!! Ive received a piece of good news todae. despite all the unhappy stuffs. that 2 frens of mine. whom ive expected them to be together le. though they took a longer time than i had expected to be together. but finally.they still did. the fact is. they are together now. im feeling so happy for them. =) Congrats people. May God bless You. =) nth much lo. my thursdae gone like this. half of my dae worrying for some people. -_- shakeheads. oh well. back to studyin FAOM. *jean tuning in to online radio Yes 933- gua mu xiang kan - cao ge* Thursday, August 10, 2006
welcome to the world of demons jean saes. wednesdae is national dae. jean is tired times ten to the power of one hundred! jux reached home frm work. was alone on night shift. oh well. double pay. wad to do? hais. oh yahs. bumped into ruijun jux now on my way back. he is with his parents. brand management also haven test tml.lols. so mani things happening to the people around me. im feeling the heartache for them. to Joe. my dear fren. You've got to be strong. We will all be here to stand with with you all along. should there be any problems. We'll always be there for you! because you are my fren. my good fren. my good buddy. =) to DaJie. haiis. i feel your heartache. dun think so much le k. xiaomei will always be there for you. dun always so sad le. cos it hurts me too. ill lend you my shoulder when you feel like crying ya. =) to DaGe. when you see this. IF u were to see this. jux to let you noe. that you will always be my DaGe no matter wad happens. to XiaoQiGui. till now you are still so dao. haiis. IF u were to see this. jux to let you noe. that you will always be my DaGe's xiaOdi which makes u my ErGe. and you will still be. to DaJie.DaGe.XiaoQiGui. i realli dunno wad is goin around. but when are we going to sit down eat talk drink. like how we used to? ill be waiting dear for the reunion. WELCOME TO CARREFOUR! WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF DEMONS!! where all the complications and real Life starts. henhao. said so much. lastly. to my devil. *huggies* cos Jean realli misses you. :) MP test on thurs. which is in less than 11hours time. plus my jap presentation. which i haven memorize my script. hen hao. prepare to die. oh well. i realli wish for this week to the gone real soon. Happy 41st Birthdae to Singapore!! and. nice fireworks we hav. =)) *jean tuning in to Yes 933 online radio* Wednesday, August 09, 2006
the 2 month old 'birthdae' celebration jean saes. oh well. tues's cb test was a total flop. jean's strong instincts are tellin her that she will flunk. which i have a strong feeling of that too. 'hen hao' no use crying over spilled milk. there is nth u can do now right? =) after test went over to coffeeshop and chill. followed by a free car ride in Louis car! shiok and cool to the max times ten! lol. went over to thian's hse with hon and louis. they play their PS2 over there. jean was bored to hell and started to doze off most comfortably on the sofa. lol. Louis dropped jean home after that. den they went off for their soccer game back in school. met hon after his bathe and game. together with memekman and cibaiman. we headed down to marina bay for fire works. oh well. was being squeeze like hotdog bun. but overall it was fun! police kept chasing us down the road railings. den they suddenly realise. its no use.lol. the fireworks were so real so nice so wonderful so beautiful. ive took down quite a few videos of the fireworks. goodness. they reallo 'come' so near that you would have the feeling thats its approaching. super duper nice. and im so glad that ive agreed to come and missed the whole show. it was realli amazing. jux standing down there gazing up the whole sky. its realli wonderful. its realli beyond words to express. oh yup!! saw quite a few familiar faces. first is ryan from macro class. den i saw wendy n xuan!! followed by alvin wong and meiyee!!! shakehead. i realli couldnt realli believe myself that i saw them. sorta like a gathering. lol had supper at bugis and headed home. AND YES!!! THEY GAVE ME A NICK NAME TOO!! lol. from now on. Jean's gonna be named as lanjiao gal. lol. oh well. the reason behind this name. lol.outsiders dun hav to noe. bhahah. its gonna be a long dae for wednesdae. cos its National Day. its a public holidiae. its back to work again. oh well. boring life again. i need to study MP also which i haven enven touch anythin at all. enough of blogging. my eyelids are heavy. goodnite everyone. and oh yah! its our 2 months old 'birthdae' celebration todae though. >.< *huggies!!!!* Tuesday, August 08, 2006
hmm. Jean saes. oh well. in like less than ten hours time. Jean's gonna take her CB paper. the whole of mon. goes off like this. sweekeng msg early in the mornin. wanna meet me after 1600hrs todae. oh well. ms jean is not free to entertain him. ms jean has to study for her papers. den she freakingly tripped and fell at the stairs of the bridge. shakehead.-_- wad an embarrasement. goodness. had a cut on her left knee. which bled. oh well. blur jean. went to print notes. in the end kept with hon. at night forgotten to bring home. panic like hell when i realised that. den jean heard a familiar ringtone at her window!! 'too fast too furious' den suddenly a hand popped in with my stack of notes!!! gave me and my siblings a god damn shock!!! it was hon outside my window with sweat frm head to toe. goodness. argh! i poured him a cup of cold water. den off he ran to his bustop again. argh. melted my heart all the way. =)) counting down: 2 days. a few more daes of hard work. like wad fungwee had said. tada! beautiful holidaes. =)) cheers! ENDURE!  Monday, August 07, 2006
woot. Jean saes. todae went out with mummy.jean daddy wannabe and siblings. it was a long trip. but it was quite fun though. eat tons and tons of food. brought my siblings back home. hon was waitin for me under block. suppose to go study. oh well. we DID study. study so much somemore right? lol. chatted abt lots of things todae. esp abt the past. had a sudden heartache man. lol. nehmind. wads in the past let it past. im happy being who i am now. so no one can stop me. =)) oh well. went to our 'old home'! hee. lols. walked home after that. oh well. nth much todae too. simple dae. on the other hand. hope Joe is fine. Cheer up buddy! =)) |
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