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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
JEAN'S 18th BIRTHDAE! tahahahah. JEAN IS FINALLY 18!!! lalalalala~ =X 28th September which is thursdae. Jean went over to NorthPoint Harvey Norman. haha. that side boring is boring. but the people there are all jokers to the max. their lameness are so professional until wadever lame things they said. they wont laugh. so whole dae. Jean is like an idiot laughing all the way. but it was fun la. hahaha. im in so good terms with the department head. lol. hen hao. thursdae work. den saw Kelvin Lim. haha. but i didnt call out to him. lol. den as expected. i saw Chong Wei. haha. with his gf celebrating his birthdae. lol. den talk to him for awhile den he go off le. at nite. tahaha. went to change den punch card. all my colleuges over there wish Jean Happy Birthdae. lol. Jean wannabe so happy times ten. took the train down to Raffles. met Fiq at the control station den went over to Blue. Joe.On.Guan.Patrick.Miao.Vincent.Charles. hahah. these are the onli names i can remember so far. think i still feelin tipsy now. lol. they were all there singing and waiting for Jean to arrive. XD reach there onli. 2 Chivas Neat. 1 Shot. nehmind. warm up onli. but that was enough for me to walk over to McDonalds to wait for Liping and cannot walk properly and my face red red. lol. called alex. he went to buy nuggets for me and meal for his god sis. went over to WoW to find Nick my new god brother and my dasao, Dawn. Jean went over and just nice. Her favourite songs came. taha. hen hao. den lawrence jim and shao hong came over to WoW. den we walked over to Blue cos its 0000hrs and its Jean's birthdae.lol. went over to Blue. DEN CAME ALL THE MANY MANY CHIVAS. lol. in total. Jean drank 2 Chivas. 6 Chivas Shots. 1 WaterFall. 1 Beer. taha. The damn Waterfall was burning. being dragged into cab home. puked so much times ten under my block. think in total i pukes 8 times. lol. break record. drink so long. first time drink till vomit. but oh well. standard one cos its the Birthdae Gal. Luckily Mummy nv find out. =X Wednesday, September 27, 2006
past few daes im working my lungs and heart out. Wad ive learnt recently. Never to put in so much of my feelings and emotions. especially when it comes to work. in a few hours time. im gonna have my macro sup paper. and yet im here updating my blog entry. lol. Its realli hard for me to switch my mind and body back to studies alreadi. im stuck in the working world. yet at the same time. there are too much complications at work which i would never want to get involved with. YET. i cant escape from the clutches of God. Just wanna drown me with all the tests and obstacles. Getting so tired. If i Fail this sup paper AGAIN. im gonna get expelled frm school. lol. like wad ive always said. Study no longer is a responsibility but it has become a task. a task for me which i have to complete. Working is my passion. Working is my Life. Working is Jean. this issue has been in me for the past 2 years. way before Poly life started. I do my best in everything. be it comes to relationship friends work even studying. but again and again. im being pulled down. getting dishearted and discouraged time and time again. So wad if i had did so much better this year? one last chance and im gonna get expel so the probability is 50-50 haha. hen hao. SO~ the chance of failing again is veri high. taha. after my paper. goin down to Yishun Harvey Norman. i dun even noe where the hell is that. im leaving my comfort zone again. happily thinkin that i would be spendin my 18th birthdae in Robinsons. now~ have to leave again. thanks ar kim~ hope i wont get any nonsense frm there. realli. quarrel with mummy over money again. haiis. she realli always and always wan to spoil my mood. i jus feel like tellin her off sayin that i dun wanna go Korea anymore. haiis. recently realli no mood to do anythin. jux wanna stay at home and slp and think things out. going 18 in 2 daes time. let it be a peaceful 18 birthdae. Drink Drank Drunk. dun be afraid of losing her. the more You think of losing her. the more You will. its Perception. Monday, September 25, 2006
so long nv blog oh well!!! aloha every one. so sorry that recently hadnt been updating. so much has been happening so far. goodness. how time realli flies. had been too tired recently to blog. believe it or not. a hard core blogger like me wld resist the temptation to blog. lol. this mon.which is the following few hours time. its gonna be my last dae at Robinsons again. it was too sudden for me. haiis. kim called and told me to go Yishun Harvey Norman. HAIIS. den after one week. to Century Square Best Denki. haiis. im like a ball now. im missing my robinson collegues there lots. found my paradise. yet have to leave again. 4 more daes. 18th year old birthdae. wad should i wish for my birthdae this year? *tsk* Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Classic sentences MONDAE! was the most terrible dae so far for the month. lol. ouh well. most of you still haven noe wad happened. was at work. den the bloody Bapok whose ITS name is Freda. came to my dear Philips counter and scolded me. taha. 'Dont try to Show off Your beauty to me' 'Im gonna complain to the manageress. I Know what to Do. Im goin to do it Professionally~ Not like You~' But the MOST Classic sentence that made me veri fed up. 'You are a woman of NO Morality' that is wad IT saes to me. that realli made me burst and i rebutted her back. here is the 'conversation' after that. Freda: 'You are a woman of NO Morality' Jean: 'Like wise~' Freda: 'NO~ Im not like wise!' Jean: 'OF COS YOU ARE NOT! Because You are not even a woman!' taha. this one realli made me laugh inside me. that IT continue barkin for awhile. den IT went off. IT has been going around everywhere to everyone whom she noes. and tryin to bitch fest about me to everyone. lol. onli those who are blind and deaf and who is 'clever' enough to listen to her rubbish. haha. BUT. the incident onli happen when im alone at my counter. bloody no balls bapok. oh yahs. IT realli no balls. *tsk* wad to do? Though i may look fine. taha. i cried after the whole incident. what realli got me so sad was that. a few people witnessed the whole process of Jean being humiliated in the public. yet no one lend a helping hand. =) called dianna and talked to her and i started realli to cry. called my mum and i cried terribly too. all the people around me wher veri concerned about me. YOU rushed down with James as fast as You could. Eda and Kid rushed up to look for me. Alex came from taka to look for me. even those weird cleaner guys were standing at my side. lol. im a lucky gal. i dun have to cry. cos seriously for this issue. i realli have to settle this myself. no one will have the right or the enough power to settle this for me professionaly. i went to talked to the floor manager le. she is willingly to help. HOPEFUlli~ TO FREDA Can you stop making a fool and a nusiance to everyone around? People keep quiet doesnt mean that he or she is scared of you. this time you are realli messing around with the wrong person. and ouh well. dun worry. since no one dares to teach you a lesson. I WILL. Jean will. =) i wont do anythin rash towards you. I will settle this professionaly~~ =) try me again. believe this or not. Listen. IM gonna get YOU OUT of Robinsons. =) Monday, September 18, 2006
sat n sundae. my sat n sun was damn screwed. screwed to the hell. People out there. a message to all. If you guys are working. happen to get into Robinsons Centrepoint Level 5. I TELL U AR!!! better ask for transfer!!! dun go there and make urself suffer and stressed out during the wonderful holidaes man. THE STAFF THERE ARE ALL FARKED UP TO THE CORE TIMES TEN!! sorry ar. being so vulgar. but i tell u all. better not. To Staff like Anthony.SanSan.Suseela.Selina.Annie. Who the hell do you think you guys are? so wad you are the staff there? so wad if you peeps have 25% discount when purchase stuffs there? big fark eh? promoter like me go out for 5 mins. cannot ar? who is the bald shiny head who always in the store take stock and happily smoking when its not allowed? who with the bloody crooked eyes always go ransack other ppl's drawers and telllin the whole world that your husband didnt have sex with you for months? who is the one who smoke break half and hour and come back and happily chit chatting and not serving the customer crowd and serving without Staff tag? who is the one wearing black jeans everydae which i dun even think u even bother to wash them when you are suppose to wear full black formal pants and you walkin around with that arrogant face of yours and look as if the whole world owes you money? and lastly who is the supervisor who go MIA for hours and found sitting inside the pantry flipping newspapers? the things that they had done and their names are in order. SOOOO colourful ar? lol. *TSK*TSK*TSK*TSK* PLEASE LA!!! You all wanna shoot people ar. think first can or not. i wasnt at my damn promotion table for 5 mins. and to realise the WHOLE DEPARTMENT is lookin for me. =) OH YA! Forgotten one more person. How on earth can i forget abt her? She is my Fairy God Mother. *smiles* oh well. Her name is Alison who is the Department Head of Robinsons Level 5 Nursury Department. She is the BEST!! best until cannot describe. Cos she talks to me as if i am her dog in front of EVERYBODY. and farked me up side down when im mia cos im having my BREAK. treathens to call my sales rep down~ kickin a big fuss~ insisting that i always mia when she saes she is monitoring me when she is ALWAYS not around~ so good ar she? lol. she made the whole 4th Floor Cookware section noes abt me. haha. so? sorry ok. you dunno wad they are saying to me and behind you. you dunno that they are onli treating you as a person who likes to fart alot. =)) the people whom i realli hold dear to my heart in Level Five. EDA.CHRIS.JAC.DORA.KID.KOK PENG. who helped me all along when all these shit happens. to the Bapok in Level 2. pls. YOU NEED A FARKIN BIG MIRROR. why would i wan to look at you in the first place? hell waste of my time and effort. think ill puke all my 17 years of rice out. You like to walk around with that stucked up attitude of yours. You are not up to my standard k. so dun start barking around like a mad dog would you? i dun understand why the management would even hire some one like You. UTTER DISGRACE TO LADIES ON THIS EARTH. You are not fit to be a Lady (which you are trying so hard to be one) =) 'Fark You Bitch' were the words You said to me when i was on the phone. if you have the guts. stop saying all those shits behind OR beside me. jux walk up to me and sae it straight in my face wld you? im waiting. this is not the first time i kena from you. ive kept quiet all the while. but~ dun think im scared of you ok? Jealous that im not angry? Jealous the IM PURE 100% WOMAN and you ARE NOT N NEVER WILL BE? thats so sad man~ im feelin so0o0o0o0o0o0o sad for you. *sniff*sniff* =) i'll be waiting for you darlin. bring it on. =) Realli wan to sae a big thank you to everyone who is helping me. dianna.fairuz.kader.irene.rose.nick.alex. and many others whom ive left out. always listen to me grumble. ive been realli controlling my temper for these 2 daes. and guess who is the person who made me lose control and blow my top? My Mum. =) 2 classic sentences on each dae that made me crazy. 1. 'Im not the one for you to grumble to.' 2. 'WHO ASK YOU TO ALWAYS DO THINGS DEN COCKED UP?' hen hao. ouh well. thanks to You. She is fine. She smiles Because of You. Hugs. =) Saturday, September 16, 2006
lazy to blog im so lazy to blog recently. cos being too tired from work. *tsk* work is boring BUT fun. lol. so contridicting. ouh well. 2 more weeks! taha! im gonna turn 18. and im gonna slam my IC on those people who always like to check my IC. =) so mani of u like to tag my tagboard so much. when comes to ask opinions of my birthdae cake. no one wans to tag liao. lmao. 28th Night. @ Blue. Its gonna be the dae. =) lol. ouh well. nth much. Lets take a look at something.    
so nice right? haha. well~ i cant wait for 28th nite.=X She Loves You.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
freakin macro. wed is was the end of Jean's off dae. ouh well. now is back to work again. *tsk* work is super boring to the max times ten todae. cos jura freaks are not there to accompany Jean. den got lots of rubbish and nonsense. Jean in centrepoint. Alex in Taka. Nick is CK Tangs. like that also can have lots of rubbish. lol. alex suppose to come down acc me. in the end Jean given boarding pass. but the flight went off earlier than expected. he put me on aeroplane. shakehead. joe n guan came down todae. came to talk to me for awhile. den they went off le. the stupid he or she or it or wadever u called those ppl. tsk. It has terrible attitude problem. disgusting to the max times ten. Jean received her examinations results todae. which gave her a huge shock cos she was expecting results to be released only on thursdae. got her results. Macro. AGAIN. F. Freaking Farking F. ive got a F for my Macro AGAIN. hen hao hen hao. ive realli got nth to sae le. my yr 2 subjects results were so much better. way so much better than im starting to feel proud of myself. BUT. Just that one freaking f. spoilt my whole dae. was realli so restless todae. haiis. wadever~ i realli dun wan to think le. worst still. IF the sup paper crushes with Korea Trip!!!!!!!!!!! HAIIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im realli prayin to god. Be with Her. Would You? She is still waiting. For You to be her Perfect Man. Not Just Plain Words. But with Your heart. Let Bygones be Bygones. alloy sent me the birthdae cakes foto through email! so nice of him. thanks dude! =)) super nice la the cakes! They realli make me wan to eat all of them now! Lol. Now. Let us now look at some of the pictures of the Yummy Birthdae Cakes!!
Presenting Jean Birthdae Cake Gonnabe One: Belgium Chocolate Rum Cake. Presenting Jean Birthdae Cake Gonnabe Two: New York Cheese Cake. Presenting Jean Birthdae Cake Gonnabe Three: Strawberry Chocolate Cake. do they make you hungry? lol. Give me comments people. and see which yummy cake will make it to the finals. =X Wednesday, September 13, 2006
dammit You wan to know how She feels. yet after realli knowing. You cant accept it. after that long hour talk. everything is SUPPOSE to be fine. now its starting all over again. hen hao. Jean's previous blog entry had created another conflict. lol. hen hao. nothing more to sae. Since She had created so much hurt in You. wanna be frank with You. scare You cannot take it. Hiding how she feels. is that gonna be right? at this moment. Jean doesnt wan to make any more comments. SHE SUCKS. i have no idea wad to do now. Tuesday, September 12, 2006
happy her wannabe last three daes. did not realli have the mood to blog. *tsk* veri caught up with work. and ouh well. yes. i had fallen ill AGAIN. think my body is gettin so weak oh so weak. lol. but sales was not bad i can sae. haha many things happened at work. got to noe many more people. dudes like Edmund and Nick and Alex. yes. Edmund and Nick. lol. why mux it be these two names again. taha. sick realli veri xin ku wor. cough till like mad. vomit till like mad. thanks to the collegues at work for all their care n concern. and for takin care of me when im not feelin well. mondae went to stay over in alloy's chalet. ouh well. Jean promised not to drink de. taha. in the end. had one bottle of thirty three. Can You Feel the Kick?? hahah. of cos i can. somemore i sick. the kick was even stronger than it could be. taha. after eating all the HONEYed stuffs. my cough becomes worst. thanks huh. but it was a wonderful night. had a chat with everyone. pretty long one too. talkin abt our ghost experiences again. lol. and unknowingly i fell asleep. head was feeling super dizzy. woke up facing the cupboard. it was kinda freaky. lol. went down to the beach after i woke up. den went to stone 4 and sit. When i Look up into the sky goodness~ IT WAS A SUPER STARRY NITE!! there were realli thousand and one stars in the sky. it was realli a veri beautiful sight. realli wish i could capture that moment down. it has been such a long time ever since i last left Woodlands and saw so much stars. they are realli realli countless and scattered everywher around the sky. goodness. Jean was realli mesmorized by the beautiful scenery. just den. alloy saw a shooting star!! lol. but my view was being blocked by the retarded coconut tree. and by the time i realise. the thingy was gone. lol. ouhwell. just my luck then. but the starry sky realli made me so happy and smiling throughout the nite. SO beautiful~~~ its realli more than words that could expressed. =)) i didnt stayed there for too long. when off around tuesdae mornin ten plus. 2 more weeks to Jean's birthdae. how time realli flies. this is wad my fren told me. 'The best way to know Love is to Lose it' *tsk* 3 more weeks to Korea. suddenly i dun feel like going anymore. its realli losing its meaning. im not lookin forward to it anymore. i wanna work. work till i die. and hack care about the outside world outside. what should i wish for this year? That Humans shld live uniformly so as to reduce conflicts and arguements to restore world peace? hen hao. even animals dun live uniformly. how can that be even possible for Human Beings? =) wad ever~ at the end of the dae. this is getting more n more frequent nowadaes. ended up having a quarrel again with you. haiis. She dunno wad to sae. there is realli a communication break down. She dunno how to face you now. She dunno wad u wan. She dunno wad she wans. She dunno wad u can do now. She dunno wad She can do now. She can onli stay put helplessly. and stare in the blank. Basic Trust and Respect. She gave You all. Did You give it to her? Why should She even tell You everything and everything in her Freaking Life? Why does She even do so much silly things. telling so much People about You? Why did She do that? You dun speak up. You keep to Yourself. 'Hows ur dae?' 'Fine.' thats all she gets? blah blah blah. making her feelin like an idiot. all dae she goes talking non stop. for wad? hoping to noe how did your dae went. how are You feeling and such. speaking of appreciation. so much things to talk about. Sick and mc from work. went to Your Workplace to acc You for dinner. den waited for You for hours to finish work. You fell ill. couging like mad. She bought Strepsils for You. She was ill for some daes already. She dun even get a freakin bottle of Mineral water for You. jux plainly askin her 'feelin better?' or 'how are you?' =) 'WAD THE FARK WAS THAT?' this sentence was the most classic out of everything. Would a man who cares and love for a lady sae this to her? in CAPS LOCK SOMEMORE? Her paitence level is very high. she still is able to take all these. of cos. now You have your part to argue back. This is wad she is thinking. and many more others. at the end of the dae. sleep. wake up. its another brand new dae. =) time time time. thats wads She has been telling herself. Give You time. Give herself time. but how Long is Time gonna wait? how long does it take for another outbreak? How long more can she Wait? She knows that it is not Your intention. all you know is to say that. Den she can also sae. all that she had hurt You. they are not her intentions too. which they are realli not her intentions at all too. =) Actions speaks louder than words. Dont You understand the Fact? You keep sayin that those are not Your intentions. She also noe how to speak onli. YOU ARE NOT SHOWIN HER ANYTHING. other than wad You said that You Love her? =) She's still waiting. She will wait till she runs out of Patience. simple. TELL HER that its madly in love. not just a habit. She is bleeding to death. is it you? or is it her? or is it the both of You? **THIS ENTRY IS NOT AGAINST ANYTHING OR ANYONE. =) it is just an entry that is about someone else that Jean knows =) TAHA. COS JEAN IS A HAPPY GIRL and she will never be sad again. Cheers~ =))** Thursday, September 07, 2006
happy Jean 2 daes nv blog. lol. anyone miss Jean? taha. ouh well. tues was off dae. went to many places with You. settle lots of things. watched 'Devil wears Prada' lol. freakin nice and funni show.haha. wed didnt blog. cos Jean was soooo0o0o0 moodless times ten. some things happened btw You and me. but in the end. everythin is fine. ya? =) THURSDAE! is the dae that made me super happy. Jean smiled the whole freakin dae. lol. todae jean was alone in counter. haha. den todae Jean ALONE. made 1008.7 of sales! ALONE OK! taha. so happy. somemore todae mani people sae Jean is Sweet!!! lol. taha. within one dae. ive made myself being recongised! yay! so happy! in charge praise me also lo! everyone praise me todae! lalalalala~ lol. =X finally Jean has found the light in Robinson. its not that bad anymore for me. i dun wanna go back c4. i dun wan. ONCE i cried cos i may be out of c4. now i dun care. my wish has been granted. and now im out of c4 on my own account. =) stay there. be the happy Jean. weekdaes independent. weekends see babies! lol. thats life! Politics everywhere. haha. but i dun care. Robinson politics. funny to the max hope wont have my share of politics. taha. Jean is so happy todae. cheers~ comin mondae. goin over to Alloysius's chalet. Red carpet and Honey gazed chicken waiting for me. lol. hen hao! SO EXCITED!!! =)) Mummy bought Jean some strawberries! so sweet of her! taha. Jean is hungry now. off she goes to eat strawberries!!! =)) Tuesday, September 05, 2006
sunburnt mondae jean is sOooo in pain now. my whole body and including my butt. is aching terribly now. lol. itchy backside lo. wan to tan. now realli tan times ten liao. taha. but ouh well~ i LOVE my body shade man!! i reali love the shade!! =X im so golden brown now. ready to eat. LOL. Jean has got mondae blues. *tsktsk* wan to so emo lo todae. but todae at work quite shiok. got the feeing of being a in charge. =X but todae jean at work did thousand and things. still got free red bean soup and cakes provided by the aunties down there. lol. todae did some sales. not bad la. blur times ten still can create sales. Lawrence came down todae!!! lol hen hao. i super happy to see him lo. after a while den he go le. shakehead. tues off! taha. got thousand and one things to do. wont be able to slp for long also. goin to watch Devil wears Prada. hen hao. =) hope its gonna be a great dae. 4th september. a wonderful guy jux passed away. due to a stingray. (???????) but oh well. he is such a amazing person. i love his shows. my Condolences. Monday, September 04, 2006
lovely sundae. sundae~ jean got sunburn. lol. now jean's face is soOooo rosy red~ taha. sooOoo cute. goodness. why am i praising that jean is Cute? im SoooOOO jealous! taha. enjoyed myself todae. I CAN FREAKIN BLADE NOW!!!! so happy!! =X haha. todae i dunno how mani thousand times. and now my butt realli hurts like hell. lol. CYCLING!! its been a veri veri long time that i last cycled. and im amazed by myself that i still realli can cycle. lol sundae is a happy dae. but for the whole dae. Jean onli ate Hot cakes in the late morning and 2 hotdog waffles in the evenin~ lol DIET!!! i need to lose weight!!!! lol. im amazed that Jean ate so little todae. ouh well. no wonder my stomach is growling times ten now. cannot eat at this hour le la. later Jean grow fat already. Gonna be Left on the Shelf lo! HOR???!!! lol. the dae ended well. but it could have been better if onli You are with me. =) Mondae.back to work again. lol. tues off again. mondae sure wake up with all the muscle aches. cos didnt realli expect the vigourous exercise todae. shakehead. ouhwell. its nice to work out. korea trip is drawing near. cant wait. HONEYMOON~ =X oh yahs. my tagboard cannot see right peeps? lol. purposely de. Highlight the tagboard den can see le ok? lol. cos Jean super lazy to edit. =X *cheers* Sunday, September 03, 2006
Jean's saturdae todae never go work. off. sundae also off. cos the gal that they send over wanna work. haiis. shakehead. wanna snatch my rice bowl lo. -_- nehmind. saturdae so boring. suppose to meet Land todae. its been ages when Jean last saw him. lots of catching up to do. missing those peeps lots man. those were the fun daes. =) den in the end. he put aeroplane again todae. oh well. not the first time. im actualli super used to it. lol. Relatives came over to visit grandma todae. zZz. bought along thousand and one durian. goodness. now my house. the durian smell wanna so strong times ten. argh. smells like gas leaking man. dots. went to expo find You for dinner. met lim si jie and Rykiel. they happen to work together man. goodness. small world. ate Hotdog waffles todae! haha.super nice. den Jean's freakin heels spoilt. haiis. walked barefooted to the taxi stand!! took the freakin cab home. Cab board on already $6.50 !!! by the time jean reach home already $8.90!! HEARTPAIN!! stupid shoes. retarded cab fares. you all think that cab fares are inelastic so wad?? increase till so high for wad? goodness~ 9+ den went out to wait for You to finish work. Jean fetch You frm the mRt. den You fetch Jean home. lol. =) missing You baby. ONE MORE WEEK! -jumps!!- sundae family outing to pasir ris! =) ouh well~ Friday, September 01, 2006
screwed fridae. Jean's fridae was being screwed badly. you noe wad Jean wanna do the most now? is to go find that bugger and confront him. ask him straight wad the fark does he wan. no mood to describe wad happened the whole dae. why muz all these nonsense happened? argh. long dae thurs is the end of jean's three daes off. ouh well. thurs was 'quite' a well spent dae. morning was raining so heavily times ten. freakin cold. went to school for south korea trip briefing. was quite a long session. auntie fer fungkay they all were there. goodness. it felt so great seeing them again. makes me realize how much im missing the gals man. cheers~ they realli nv fail to make me laugh. lol. den we all left for our seperate ways. those who need to work left for work. those who need to go out left for go out. lol. went to orchard to meet on. saw Vila on the way. taha. so long nv see RS ppl le. joe sick and put aeroplane todae. *tsktsk* went to cine for movie. 'Snakes on Plane' lmao show. graphics so fake. but its not a not bad movie other than the graphics. lol. walked down to robinsons. but dianna not there. ouh well. had a chat with eda. hahhaa. she is super cute man. hmm. some things happened. which i dun wan to mention it. er. haiis. to that person. im sorry that ive hurt you again and again. i can feel your care and concern. and i noe that you have done your best for me. i cant stop wad you wannna do i cannot control how you think but you shld noe the answer well le. hmm.next part of this entry. lets talk a little abt c4. though im not there anymore. but the politics are still there. always there. to the Other someone. now then ive realise. now muddle head i was in the past. to think that ive trust you so much. you've turn out to be the person that ive nv wanted you to be. do you noe that you've change so much? to such a retarded farker now. plz open up your eyes wide. and realli see clearly who realli are the ones beside you. helping you and being good to you. wake man. so much events coming up. jean is realli excitied. after todae. jean has made up her mind. no matter how tough robinsons is. she will stay on. cos at the end of the dae. she noes. that she still has You. waiting for jean to come back home. that will be good enough. =) Jean jux realised. You are always around when shit happens. You are always ther to hear jean grumbles. You are the one who accompanied her through the times. =) *huggies* We ARE special. |
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