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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
past few daes im working my lungs and heart out. Wad ive learnt recently. Never to put in so much of my feelings and emotions. especially when it comes to work. in a few hours time. im gonna have my macro sup paper. and yet im here updating my blog entry. lol. Its realli hard for me to switch my mind and body back to studies alreadi. im stuck in the working world. yet at the same time. there are too much complications at work which i would never want to get involved with. YET. i cant escape from the clutches of God. Just wanna drown me with all the tests and obstacles. Getting so tired. If i Fail this sup paper AGAIN. im gonna get expelled frm school. lol. like wad ive always said. Study no longer is a responsibility but it has become a task. a task for me which i have to complete. Working is my passion. Working is my Life. Working is Jean. this issue has been in me for the past 2 years. way before Poly life started. I do my best in everything. be it comes to relationship friends work even studying. but again and again. im being pulled down. getting dishearted and discouraged time and time again. So wad if i had did so much better this year? one last chance and im gonna get expel so the probability is 50-50 haha. hen hao. SO~ the chance of failing again is veri high. taha. after my paper. goin down to Yishun Harvey Norman. i dun even noe where the hell is that. im leaving my comfort zone again. happily thinkin that i would be spendin my 18th birthdae in Robinsons. now~ have to leave again. thanks ar kim~ hope i wont get any nonsense frm there. realli. quarrel with mummy over money again. haiis. she realli always and always wan to spoil my mood. i jus feel like tellin her off sayin that i dun wanna go Korea anymore. haiis. recently realli no mood to do anythin. jux wanna stay at home and slp and think things out. going 18 in 2 daes time. let it be a peaceful 18 birthdae. Drink Drank Drunk. dun be afraid of losing her. the more You think of losing her. the more You will. its Perception. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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