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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
Jean's new haircut lol. todae after school outta of blue. tells bf. 'i think i should go for a haircut.' and then there we were in bus 15 making our way to Century Square SuperCuts. tsk** haircut is damn super short. hhaha. Jean dunno why sudden got the mood to leave my comfort zone of long hair. but ouh well. but wads done as been done. seeing all the long cut droppin onto the floor after each snip of the sissors. lol. oh ya! the guy who did my hair for me. his name is KENNY too. wahhahahaa. looks fierce but yet so soft~ awwwww~~~ lol. ouh well. some people sae i look great with the new haircut. some people sae that i look chubby with the new haircut. some people sae i look younger with the new haircut. so many comments. tsk tsk tsk. sch sch sch. getting sick man. formed project grps. some little problems were met.hmmm. im still adjusting myself back to class man. projects this sem is realli heavy weightage. basically all my modules its coursework base. -.- back to sales floor on sat. back to the real Jean. lol. sales sales sales. yay~ thats still wad Jean likes to do. =) the Yeah Yeahs. thats wad we called our communication skills 2 project grp. taha. sounds so corny. many things had been happening recently. and Jean has been damn busy. thousands and millions of apologies to people that i had ignored on msn.messages.and calls. at work.at home.bf.bf family.close frens.not so close frens. tsk.there is realli too much things to handle at one go. its amazingly how fast Humans can change. and to people who still believes in the word 'Forever' lol. its time to wake up people. Weather VS Humans its equal. you cant see the difference anymore. accept the fact that People do come and Go in Life. Cherish Life. cos Life is just so short and fragile. sometimes the more effort a party puts in. the more the party will get hurt. so many good examples around me to evident. when a person decides to change. he or she will just turn into another person whom is so cold blooded. so cold blooded that you will actualli slap yourself away and start questioning. 'is this the person that ive fallen for?' no point feeling agony or wad so ever. wad is done and it cannot be undone. veri simple. its just like PBL. you have the problem now. you just need the solution. and as Humans. we should have the courage to pick things up. which is insufficient. we should have twice the courage to let things go. though its hard. but when things comes to a dead end. there is no way back. like wad Jean has always said. once a mirror is broken. no matter how you fix or glue or staple the glass pieces back. the mirror will still have the cracks. once a person is dishearted. he or she wld never turn back again anymore. its hard for me to believe that there is a forever in Love too. tryin my best in the relationship. but IF. IF. it fails. it must be fate. thats all i can sae. cos shit bounds to happen everytime. so im rather dishearted. but. i just tell myself. i just wanna be happpy with wad i am. and wad i have now. :) back to work back to sales floor. thats who i am. Jean. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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