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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
k800i  I love this pic. (: ^^hen hao... super busy recently. till i have no time to breathe. my apologies to frens whom ive neglected. or never reply. or never contact much recently. Jean is realli sorry ok. with all the school stuffs.projects.presentations. house stuffs.siblings stuffs. tsk. realli alot to do. dun even have to sleep. and my dark circles are getting worst. ive got my sony ericsson K800i =X happy like shit. camera is clear. just that the battery a little too sucky hen hao. im gonna take mani mani hum jin peng photo and upload times ten. wahhaha. many many pictures! lets see how clear the camera is!~ =X You have no freaking idea how long i took to finish this entry. to upload the photos. damn. i still have like HTM presentation slides to touch up. and presentation on thurs! *poof!!* there goes my A for HTM. (: This is little Alfred. Aka. Hum Jin Peng. Cute and sOooo Innocent! 
 The Moo that was found in SAA building. I quite like it.
this is like Jean's table in class. forever messy. take a peep in Jean's bag. wahhaha. JUNKS! and messiness!! Jean AKA Doremon.  My Levis Specs is broken. omfg. im like blind now. $120!!!! -.- * Auntie Fer and Me at Fiq's hse nite*  (:
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
hearts baby alfred hearts baby alfred. but didnt realli get to see him for some daes le. i miss him boy. missing his small little fingers. his small little toes. cute little rosy cheeks. and yes. my frens sae that he look like hum ji peng~ err. work on sat and sun realli sucks la. with the long freakin hours and freaking idiotic office ppl and management. wanna jackpot times ten to attract crowd. sorry ok. i cant do tat. didnt get to see freda on sundae. so was rather peaceful. had a big group dinner. which i never had that even once before when i was working there 2 mths ago. i kinda miss the people ther. risking our lives to go for snake breaks. hahahha mon was as usual. mondae blues. joe called to go k. but couldnt make it. freakingly tired. thought it was revision lec this week. but its the week after. TSK. so mani things. so little time. i... nehmind~ tsk. Sunday, November 26, 2006
robinsons back to robinsons todae. of cos. welcomed jean back with big arms open. how on earth could i forget dearest Freda?????? he/she or it. just can get the words right from her mouth. the things it do. the things it saes. the way it walks and fling its messy long ugly hair. you will feel like just shuddup and not sae a single thing. and just give her a tight slap on her face. yes. you can sae that my xiao pinkyness is back. but thats the fact. wanna provoke me times ten again todae. nehmind im a graceful person with paitence. so yup. eda sae it is juz jealousy. lol. meeting the robinsons ppl again is fun. of cos. the management still sucks. freakin jackpot. waste my time. jimmy msg me again. as a fren. yes. i feel much appreciated. realise that goin to Bangkok is the realli trend now. like wtf is so good in there and make ppl go there despite all the bomb shits? lol. just dun understand. but ouh well. just go and be the PR of Thailand. and you people can stay there happily ever after ok. lol. hen hao. christmas is coming. the season of LoVe is back~ i cant believe it. but to slow down my steps and think. so much has been happening for the past few years. time realli realli flies. believe or not. yes. im 18. goodness. ouhwell. im tired. (: hearts alfred. i miss alfred. i miss his innocent sweet smile. Saturday, November 25, 2006
misunderstandin went school for 45 mins. shiok ar? mornin went tm walk walk. bought a G2000 shirt for HTM presentation next thurs. which i haven finish my report n presentation slide. tsk. and fark i have to go back robinsons in a few hours time. to work 1000-2200hrs TSK! wan to die lo. haiis. its not the hours that matters. its the place. omfg. haiis. but wadever la. its just 2 daes. AND got misunderstandin btw me n jasmen. omg. luckily i cleared the misunderstanding le. jasmen. remember wad ive said. You dun have to do something great to be someone's fren. and. when it comes to problems and stress. calm down and think of wad realli happen. and solved them one by one ya. (: cos when the problems and stress levels come together. a person will go crazy. you can cry. you can breakdown. you can depression. but oonly for one time. and get over with it. (: lol. its back to Doctor Jean people. nites. and i hearts baby alfred. he makes my dae. (: Friday, November 24, 2006
tell me more abt the feelin Flushed away todae. funny show. waiting for Happy Feet. (: todae had mani things to do. rushing here and there. feeling damn exhausted. alfred is growin le. looks cuter and cuter as each dae goes by. sister got PSLE results. wasnt as good as wad we had expected. noe she is feeling disappointed. thats why i wanted to be there todae when she gets her results. no matter good bad. joy or tears. someone has to be there for her. too young for her to take everything alone. ive grown. i can take everything alone. shes too young. (: flunk CRM IJ. flunk HTM class assignment. tests all coming soon. can i flunk all of them? rushing HTM report for mon. presentation slides for thurs. hen hao. like wad ive always said. when wld work be all done and i can realli rest? tsk. classmates went to MOS. hope they are having fun. they sure will. (: tonight. like now. sudden gush of emo. dun ask me why. i duno. when wld the past be gone? i dun wan the ugly past. i dun wan the unhappy past. but i cant seems to remove them frm my brains. weird thoughts in my mind. weird feelins im havin. suddenly to realise. that im moving to another world. another world wherebyt onli me myself exist. everything to myself. im feeling that im becoming weirder as each dae goes by. tell me wad im feeling. tell me wad im thinkiin. im seeing the shadows. Wednesday, November 22, 2006
split personality someone told me. that i have split personality wads up with the split personality who is who? who am i? Jean is who? onghuipeng is who? has life just gonna be so emo shit? mask; im wearing. so who is the real me? jean or onghuipeng? i also have no idea. who are the real frens and who are the enemies? why do they all look the same to me? who is realli gonna be there. to understand to know. to feel wads being felt. what the hell am i doing now. i also dunno. so much things to do. so little time. time for me. to mia again. mia from ppl whom ive tried to keep in contact with. cos seeing them happy. im happy too. i dun have to be there. wonderful. (: soon enough. jean wld vanish frm their hearts. laughter and tears wld forever be in me. i'll hold them dear to my heart. sometimes i realise. not to take things to much on the emotions. handbrake on the emotions gal. cos how well u treat people. people maynot treat u the same way back. farkshit. i dun even understand wad im sayin. tsk. i wan my life. i wan to settle down. im tired. of school. of work. of life. of everything. feeling dead* emo shits feeling like a nobody. feeling irritated. stop asking where im going.stop asking where i m. till now he still dun noe me? if i want to let him noe. ill just tell him straight. he dun even have to ask. sometimes when i just dun feel like saying anything. he keep forcing me. its not as if he tell me everything and everything of you. he will only be telling me of wad he had did with the click. and its the click that ive noe. he also never tell me about his outside stuff. why should i tell him? why? i sae i got mani stuffs to do means i have stuffs to do. i need to do my own stuffs. why does he keep asking? why he ask non stop? i dun wanna go crazy. please. i wanna clean ties with him means i realli wanna clean ties with him. dun make me feel sick of him. i realli dun wan to. he should know it well that i hate people asking me this and that. many times i had told him. that i can handle my things well by myself. and i realli can. for him its different. he cant takes stress. and onli i noe him well. or rather. he wants to let me know wad is happening. and if so. by all means. ill be there to lend a listening ear and ill calm him down. i noe its hard for him. but things are not easy for me too. ive always told him to do the right thing. and to take things to stride one by one. case by case. but he just dunno hows to manage his stress. and den it turns to askin me wad i did todae where have i gone todae why im gonna be busy on fridae~ i dun wanna sae so much. can? i just felt irritated and annoyed. and after this. he is gonna apologise again. im not shooing him off from me. but at least. let me have my rights. when i dun wanna sae means there is not big deal and i can handle. i dun wanna sae means i dun wanna sae. everydae come home so tired le. but all these shits always make me lose myself. goddam. ARGH.......................... im drifting frm this world from the people whom i thgt they were closest to me. but there is so such a limit of wad i can do to the people around. getting super tired living on this earth. i wan my own life. ARGH!!! FEELing farked~~~~~~ think im realli pms-ing Tuesday, November 21, 2006
i need colours Men See You As Understated You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well. Jean needs.colours. to brighten up her Life im not greedy. i just wan rainbow colours. that will do. not just black and white. add more colours. so i can cover up the ugly side of the world need more colours. to turn away all those blues add more colours to brighten up Life and things around me need more colours to make me happy. mondae blues im having. pms-ing all the way. hen hao. didnt make it for field work. felt guilty. but guess they had lotsa fun. (: evenin kbox. terrible bomb headache. huggies to DSB. Dunno why. but i Just simply LovE this click. (: tues no school. so im off to work. Jean. stop pms-ing and get back to work. tsk. people~ that 'tatoo' is not a real one. its air brush ok???? Monday, November 20, 2006
comm skills that spoiled the weekends great~ communication skills 2 realli sucks cos they realli did spoilt my weekends. tsktsktsk. just to realise the test is coming in like 3 weeks time. reports and IJ to be done in 2 weeks time. and bloody-ly Jean is still not in School's frequency at all! hen hao. Jun Tai came over to tampines to meet me for dinner at work todae. its an idiotic-ly 2 freaking years since i last saw him. bookin in to tekkong.haha. to realise again that its been 2 years almost 3. since i had last seen my secondary school frens. haha. those were the daes man. i reali hope they are doin well. (: i miss them all. as for my workin life. some things are gettin pretty bad. you can see more politics coming up. haha. why cant everyone be like Jean?? so ther wont be politics at work anymore!! hahaha. XD ouh well. its mondae blues. and getting back to school and class. hen hao. and~~ last time. my tagboard cant be viewed. so no one tagged. now its nicely done. also no one tagged~ tsk tsk. onli kenny will tag lo hor kenny??? hahah. but people's com sucks.. cannot view my blog.. hen hao. *cheers to the never ending assignments and problems people~* Saturday, November 18, 2006
the tiring fridae hen hao. fri wan to most packed dae. full of activities. after school, rotted at kopitiam waiting for fer. den went down to CDC to enrol for my BTT. freakingly have to wait for 2 mths for my BTT as a private. the test is only in Jan 07. omfg. after cdc it was alreadi 5 plus. meet quite a number of TP students there. and like a table full of xiao bluely?? hen hao. took a cab home and changed. went out to Marina South with my family. had steamboat for dinner. hen hao. wan to eat so full and cannot walk. had lots of fun in the arcade after that. with some stupid game of pool with my mummy n uncle. hahahaha. realli laugh my ass off. after pool, we headed down to catch prawns. haha. caught quite a few and it got a little boring soon. my siblings were like so damn happy todae. i hope they realli enjoyed themselves. (: at least for now. the smiles on their faces. are real and precious to me. super tiring dae. tml have to work. mondae hav to hand in resume and covered letter. haiis. which i have no bloody time and energy to do. sunday night sure no need to slp again le. great~  Presenting THE YEAH YEAHS~!  Can these 2 be for real? -The Night Out- Friday, November 17, 2006
daes. What Are The Keys To Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. took this link from Kenny's blog. ouh well. seems like most is like true times ten. haha. just came back from that Thai movie. tsk tsk. its damn bloody movie. and i realli mean iterally Bloody~ dun wan to mention liao.. later tonight cannot slp.-.- wed was a pretty long dae. had school den went to omar's hse slack. dinner initally at Cafe Cartel. in the end. Jean like popped her head next door to the waiteress. 'erm excuse me. are you guys opened for biz?' 'will the kitchen take long to prepare?' i asked this when we were sitting at the cartel table. hen hao. haha. den went down to omar's workplace drank beer and played games. met some people which i dun realli like. -.- cabby home. changed. and went east coast for supper with family. reach home like 1+ and im K.O! farking tired. thurs was like ok~ tutorial as usual. and wanna see this Xiao Pinky with the same shirt and same air brush paint like me. like so super disgusting to the max la! turn off times ten. cant stand her pinkyness~ yukes!! lol. htm project meeting. den went home to get sis realli for her graduation night. evening then went for the movie lo. until now. tsk tsk tsk. Some times somethings are just so hard to explain. like how some people prefer to tell their problems to other people rather than Jean. when they claimed that Jean is the one whom they will turn to in times of need. ask ask ask. nth nth nth. lol. disappointment Another type of people. they like to pester you times ten. wanna persistant like mad and never think of consequences. jumping to conclusions as they like. didnt bother to reply or explain. cos there is realli like no point. if the person realli truely is ur besties. they will be truely understanding. hen hao. (: lol. fark all those shits. they are wad i call fark shits. just let me get done wit my stuffs. people around me are not happy. im not feelin happy too. tell me how to make the people around me all happy? den ill be happy too. some people just doing bitchy things to destroy people's life. tsktsktsk. how childish can they get?? dun let them spoil my mood. hen hao. Wednesday, November 15, 2006
the shopping spree. todae. or rather. tuesdae. was quite a long dae. went to school for like 45 mins of consultation. went in unprepared though. labby also wanna cock up times ten. cannot excess to TP network. farkshit. went down to OGAWA at Marina Square. went to like interrogate the sales promoter times ten. asked alot of questions. and we popped our heads into OSIM too. ouh well. given boring topic for project. have to live with it. had some shits to do. so left in a hurry. after things done. went down to town.hen hao. first is to give the bloody check with ive like dragged so long to pay. den is to shopping spree. haha. so unexpected. but a bomb was spent todae. 4 pairs of Charles and Keith shoes. 1 black 3/4 sleeve black top and black pants from Mango. 2 girl boxers from Topshop. 1 long sleeve grey cardigan and black jeans from Zara. 2 pairs of shorts (1 pink and 1 white) and 1 demin skirt from Great World city. 1 nice grey dunno wad u call that top from Giordano. i think thats about it. LOL. ive like never spent so much at one go in my whole life. hen hao. mum was like super stunned when see saw all those and asked. 'Gal.. did you like just robbed the bank or smthing?' hahhahahahaha. thats like so encouraging of her lo.. -.- fully packed for this week. but im like realli realli tired. too much things to handle. too much complications. live by everydae now as one dae past another. i wonder how long will it further takes. for everything to end its life. so much things to do. so much things to sae. so much things for me to see. so much things for me to learn. i realli wan to slp and slp and slp and shut off the whole world. and i shall live on my own in my own universe. cos why? im a selfish gal. Tuesday, November 14, 2006
the new skin check out Jean's new blogskin. i pretty like this. cos its like nice simple and so short and sweet. millions thanks to charles who helped me with the editing of song and clock. wahha. i had like changed the bloody tagboard. so from now onwords. no excuse for people not to tag liao hor! haha. class per normal. things look normal. humans look emo. problems ever end. and kill Jean now cos her nose is so damn bloody blocked! board games dae at katong. lotsa fun. (: Sunday, November 12, 2006
the sentosa woke damn early. left for harbour front. why the hell is sentosa so far? alone somemore. -.- went siloso. nth much. was emo-ing and tanning all the dae. todae the DSB™ and DSS™ mostly all wanna emo. lol. ouh well. but in the afternoon more people came. got alittle bit better. (: after sentosa went to vivo city. ended up in the open area and slack. this click that jean has. is the click that can realli bring me laughter and smiles. cheers to DSB™ sunshine emo princess (: Saturday, November 11, 2006
the MOS night. fri wanna super tiring dae. after class stayed in school with the click and waiting to set off to town. cos its fer fer's birddae. was hanging around and went to cartel for her birddae cake. hope she had enjoyed herself. couldnt make it for the movie cos gonna end veri late. so went home instead and changed to get down to MOS. was feeling a little unwell and was drenched in the rain alittle. by the time we reached MOS was alreadi like 2315. tsk. cos steven wanna drove us to MOMO instead. waste of time. lol. joe n gang was waiting anxiously liao. lol. went in. Name on the VIP list. hen hao. all the bouncers wanna come shakehands and intro to jean. cant rmb their names. hahah. feel like some big fark. cos the waiters n in charges are so attentive to our tables. wanna more than 10 ppl.tsk. got myself damn high of all the chivas and martell. of all the tar-ings and dancing. realli make myself sweat and tired. with all the emotions gushin back into the brains. at first was enjoyment. slowly when the night gets later. enjoyment turns into torture. bumped into Andy that night. so glad to see him cos its been a hell long ago when i last saw him or hear frm him. (: he is another brother whom ive realli miss him lots. there for me when i always needed to. just that ive never realli approach him about my stuffs. standing at one corner we started talking about some stuffs from the past. some facts about the present. yea. those were the daes. (: was realli glad to see him again. and hope he realli take cares of himself. kor. we wil meet up other dae again ok? (: got home. and off i go off to lalala land. woke up for work on sat. cough getting worst. with flu. sales todae for me was damn bad. never that been so bad. but it did todae. cos im feelin terrible. thanks for all the care n concern collegues had gave me. all the herbal tea and sweets. (: all the DSB people wanna all get a blog times ten. tsk tsk. but. bloggin is realli fun. isnt it people? lol. sentosa on sundae. cheers. Friday, November 10, 2006
argh. thursdae. doctor jean doctor jean. can help others yet cannot help oneself. aint that pathetic. just now den finally got my ass and magnet to the labtop and finish my IA and comm skills whole dae was damn exhausted. had been filing up myself with work and activities. and people that came for help. ive tried my best to help. feeling the agony.pain.frustration of the others. den who wld feel mine? lol. my whole dae went alright. but wad realli turn me off for the night. was someone giving me attitudes. some things i noe. yet i have to keep quiet. keep quiet nvm. still have to kena shoot. im keeping quiet. cos of the friends who get me to this piece of information. things are goin around fast. things are spinning so fast. i have nth to sae. cos i dunno wad to sae. all i noe is that. Guys are realli making me puke my lungs out. feeling vexed. tired. exhausted. annoyed. pissed off. fark. wadever. regardless of my temper now. still wanna wish the birthdae gal. to Winniefer Halim aka Auntie Fer Class Rep for 2Mo3. Happy 18th Birthdae Gal.. (: realli wish for all your wishes to come true. Wednesday, November 08, 2006
reading his blog back frm work. tired and all shagged out. seems to me that life is not getting any better. problems go. problems come again. ive like bloody so much things to do. idiotic. i better finish them up fast cos its like realli piling up. argh. starting to feel the project pressure. idiotic. cant life be ever peaceful? just for even that once? argh. jb trip was marvellous. lots of seafood and shopping. lots of buyin of endless supply of chewing gums. bought a few shirts too. family was happy too. thats the most important thing. and yea. reading his blog. realise that quite a number of people had known wad happened. and readin more blogs. realise tat ive been missing out lots of fun huh. lol. ouh well. seems like im drifting away frm school and everyone again. haahahhahahahaha. the cycle is like never ending. never never ending and rotating. argh fark. wad the feeling is that man. feeling like a damn ridiculous gal. who never gives her bf a chance when he like makes just ONE mistake? is that only that one mistake so simple as it is? its simple and clear that message hasnt got in clear. things should not be onli be looked on the surface. deep inside. no one will understand the real inner world of her. if ever blames falls on. there is nothing and no one to blame. feelings with friends will never be the same again. how people look at things. will never be the same again too. why must it be me again. lookin down at oneself. inferior. pain. aches. who wld actualli noe. no one will. (: more complications to come. lesser problems will go. tolerating. enduring. i need to work alone. had my another ear piercing finally. after months and months of hesitating. cos not realli motivated. so decided to pierce it. feel some pain to release inner pain. BUT. the bloody idiotic thing is that. the pain is not as pain as wad ive thought it would be. so overall its not veri pain. but still a little pain. the pain is pain till like a little psychotic for me. and i feel that the pain is shiok. so im intending to get one more on the same ear after some period later! think im realli gettin psychotic. HEN HAO! Monday, November 06, 2006
the new Jean the sense of freedom the sense of space. the freshness of Life that jean yearned to have. now its back to me. (: past 5 mths. there has been lots of ups and downs. joy.laughter.tears.agony.anger. it had all turn into memories. though this is the greatest issue on my mind. now that its gone. there are more issues coming up along. have so much things to do. and seems like they are all startin to pile up. better start gettin my hands and brains working. and leave all the bullshits aside for the time being. taking a break frm school on mondae. tsk.tsk.tsk. dun feel like goin school. need to settle down the thoughts and emotions and all the nonsense that is goin round in the brain. this fridae MOS. this sunday Sentosa. Next thurs Party World. hen hao hen hao. farking let out all the stress that its inside. and. realise that Jean has reached the max psychotic stage of Human Life. Laughing and tearing at the same time. had you ever tried to laugh most loudly and yet at the same time. hot tears are rolling down ur cheeks? lol. Jean has reached that stage man. scary huh. so stay away frm Jean. cos she mad. lol.hen hao. (: Sunday, November 05, 2006
the feeling of love.pain.agony. fridae night was spent in town with joe.pat.meiyi. went to eat and watch 'The Prestige' freakin long show and made Jean realli think her brains upside down. met many ppl. amelia.tricia.thian.fer.yvonne. went home. had a long and tiring talk. whole dae at work. sales was not bad. people were not bad. things around were just so fine. with little Melody around to make jean happy. anson.johnny.hanwei.jolene.melissa.thomas.alvin. always there for me. (: i dunno who wad where when why. jimmy has stopped talkin to me. which im feeling utterly disappointed. why has things always end up like this? no matter where i go. i always end up with such bullshits. now i noe the feeling of being ignored. not replying msgs and not answering calls. think i had done all these shits to too many people. then its like payback time ya. joe.charles.kenny.vincent.ahguan.raymond.pat. this bunch of idiots are the best thing on earth that i could ever have for now. which jean had never expected them to. feelin down? wanna go out. they will be there. esp to Joe. never fails to be there for Jean. Really cherish this bunch of frens that i have. they are realli marvellous. Just wanna sae a big thank you to this DSB and DSS . wad would happen to Jean w/o you peeps. (: im serious ok. not kidding de. suddenly felt the sense of freedom. the feeling which had been missing quite some time. 天空灰的像哭过 离开你以后 并没有更自由 酸酸的空气 守住我们的距离 一幕醉心的结局 像呼吸般无法停息 抽屉泛黄的日记 找到了回忆 那笑容是傻气 你我的过去 被深深真的忘记 缺氧过后的爱情 存心的眼泪是多余 我知道你我都没有错 只是忘了怎么退后 信誓旦旦给的承诺 全被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错 只是放手比较好过 最美的爱情回忆里带去 天空灰的像哭过 离开你以后 并没有更自由 酸酸的空气 守住我们的距离 一幕醉心的结局 像呼吸般无法停息 抽屉泛黄的日记 找到了回忆 那笑容是傻气 你我的过去 被深深真的忘记 缺氧过后的爱情 存心的眼泪是多余 我知道你我都没有错 只是忘了怎么退后 信誓旦旦给的承诺 全被时间扑了空 我知道门都没有错 只是放手会比较好过 最美的爱情会一定带去 我知道我们都没有错 只是放手会比较好 过最美的爱情回忆里带去(待续)(相信你我还会有开始只因我们都没有错) Friday, November 03, 2006
helpless and lost feeling helpless and lost. its hurts to see him hurt by jean. everything that could be done to help. ive tried my best. and yes. he feels that ive changed his life. but im like torturing him. all the stress from all the levels coming in. i couldnt let him go. yet i feel that its a torture for him. broken promises for him. nonsense for him. work.friends.studies.family.bf. how am i gonna take the stress level like this. if jean is out of his life. how wld things be like? Wednesday, November 01, 2006
singing the lungs out. school till 1+ todae. tsk. communication skills is just a waste of time. task: how to write a resume. -.- never mind. got task to do. just do it well. THE GUARDIAN was up next on a lovely tuesdae afternoon. a 2 hr plus long movie that is able to touch your heart with the cruelty facts of this Life of making decisions of who to save and who should die. when a handful of people are struggling in the waves. all shouting the same two words. 'SAVE ME SAVE ME!!' THE GUARDIAN. Jean rates it 4 out of 5. (: after movie. wanna sing sang sung todae. at Cine Kbox for 4 freaking hours. sang my lungs out~ mani mani songs. joe.charles.ah guan.kenny.vincent.jean. sing sang sung for the complete 4 hrs. and wanna sing til the mic spoil. tsk*!! had lots of fun todae. (: |
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