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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
emo shits feeling like a nobody. feeling irritated. stop asking where im going.stop asking where i m. till now he still dun noe me? if i want to let him noe. ill just tell him straight. he dun even have to ask. sometimes when i just dun feel like saying anything. he keep forcing me. its not as if he tell me everything and everything of you. he will only be telling me of wad he had did with the click. and its the click that ive noe. he also never tell me about his outside stuff. why should i tell him? why? i sae i got mani stuffs to do means i have stuffs to do. i need to do my own stuffs. why does he keep asking? why he ask non stop? i dun wanna go crazy. please. i wanna clean ties with him means i realli wanna clean ties with him. dun make me feel sick of him. i realli dun wan to. he should know it well that i hate people asking me this and that. many times i had told him. that i can handle my things well by myself. and i realli can. for him its different. he cant takes stress. and onli i noe him well. or rather. he wants to let me know wad is happening. and if so. by all means. ill be there to lend a listening ear and ill calm him down. i noe its hard for him. but things are not easy for me too. ive always told him to do the right thing. and to take things to stride one by one. case by case. but he just dunno hows to manage his stress. and den it turns to askin me wad i did todae where have i gone todae why im gonna be busy on fridae~ i dun wanna sae so much. can? i just felt irritated and annoyed. and after this. he is gonna apologise again. im not shooing him off from me. but at least. let me have my rights. when i dun wanna sae means there is not big deal and i can handle. i dun wanna sae means i dun wanna sae. everydae come home so tired le. but all these shits always make me lose myself. goddam. ARGH.......................... im drifting frm this world from the people whom i thgt they were closest to me. but there is so such a limit of wad i can do to the people around. getting super tired living on this earth. i wan my own life. ARGH!!! FEELing farked~~~~~~ think im realli pms-ing |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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