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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
reading his blog back frm work. tired and all shagged out. seems to me that life is not getting any better. problems go. problems come again. ive like bloody so much things to do. idiotic. i better finish them up fast cos its like realli piling up. argh. starting to feel the project pressure. idiotic. cant life be ever peaceful? just for even that once? argh. jb trip was marvellous. lots of seafood and shopping. lots of buyin of endless supply of chewing gums. bought a few shirts too. family was happy too. thats the most important thing. and yea. reading his blog. realise that quite a number of people had known wad happened. and readin more blogs. realise tat ive been missing out lots of fun huh. lol. ouh well. seems like im drifting away frm school and everyone again. haahahhahahahaha. the cycle is like never ending. never never ending and rotating. argh fark. wad the feeling is that man. feeling like a damn ridiculous gal. who never gives her bf a chance when he like makes just ONE mistake? is that only that one mistake so simple as it is? its simple and clear that message hasnt got in clear. things should not be onli be looked on the surface. deep inside. no one will understand the real inner world of her. if ever blames falls on. there is nothing and no one to blame. feelings with friends will never be the same again. how people look at things. will never be the same again too. why must it be me again. lookin down at oneself. inferior. pain. aches. who wld actualli noe. no one will. (: more complications to come. lesser problems will go. tolerating. enduring. i need to work alone. had my another ear piercing finally. after months and months of hesitating. cos not realli motivated. so decided to pierce it. feel some pain to release inner pain. BUT. the bloody idiotic thing is that. the pain is not as pain as wad ive thought it would be. so overall its not veri pain. but still a little pain. the pain is pain till like a little psychotic for me. and i feel that the pain is shiok. so im intending to get one more on the same ear after some period later! think im realli gettin psychotic. HEN HAO! |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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