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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
omfg time slips away so freakin fast. its time for revision again. tsk. todae no school. but still got my butt outta my bed and down to school. took notes and start takin down notes for a&p suddenly realise i had been missing quite a few lessons. but its ok. i still noe wads going on in school. hen hao. sat - 2 events. Zoukout and Milkshake @ MOS. tsk. alot of people kept asking me which one im going. but people. its test week.taha. recently had been receiving those disrupting calls from Cheena Men again. DAMN irritating. had been repeatedly telling them that they've got the wrong number. they bloody wont listen. think the previous user of my number is a Cheena Woman. and think she does some weird stuffs. cos the people that had called always saes weird stuffs and hang the phone upon hearing on guys' voices. 0.0 henhao. dun wish to go into further details anymore. A few daes ago. an interesting question was being popped into me. 'wads the thing that you wld like to do the most now, if you were to die tml?' lol. i wan to pick up my flute once more. something which made me found the meaning in Life. whereby problems fades away with the flow of the musical notes. a paradise where u will forget everything. and be who you realli are. drifting away frm people around. being in my own world. that was wad i was told. that ive forgotten who i am. and like ive said. time doesnt allow me to slow down. im walking fast. doin things fast. eating fast. everything fast. (but sadly, not studying fast. 0.0) im not drifted away by Men. thats all i can sae. as a 18 year old teenage. everyone has the time in their world. to enjoy life and do things that they like and at their own pace. Jean does not have that luxury. no. mother.siblings.work.school.friends.house. got so much freakin things to do. so much so much. being the pillar of the family is not easy at all. wad to do? no choice for me either. thats my life. no one wld truly understands. the responsibilites.the worries.the expectation.the tasks.the pressure. no one understands. but im still a happy gal. at least in the front. (: i am one. sometimes i wish that pace wld slow down. and i could live my life normally like a 18 year old gal. normally. and wads the defination of normal. lol. thats like the million dollar question. no $$ is the greatest factor at home. no $$. den find ways to get. i cant be sitting at home or at Starbucks. grumbling abt situations and thinkin of how to get money. i dun have the luxury. haiis. just could anybody just understands? dun wish to care for anything now. so i beg those troubles for once. let me pull over with my studies first. and ill submit myself to you after that. screw life. maybe ive done too much evil deeds in the past. or its retribution. that this Life. im being tied down with so much stuffs. the person whom melts my heart away. -alfred  Gained knowledge while in school. Snapple - Mango. and my Favourite! (:  The Chilli spoils the taste. wad a waste. 
I'm loving it with medium rare. *before eating picture* This is how my nice plate looks like after meal. lol~  |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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