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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Monday, January 29, 2007
tell me where it hurts. and tell me wad happened. that got Jean into this state. Saturday, January 27, 2007
freakin tired. alot of things had been happening for the past few daes. Jean realli dunno what the hell is goin on. argh. for goodness sake. gimme a break would you. fridae was Customer Relationship Management presentation. and Jean almost screwed it up and made group members hearts stopped beating. Poops, Im realli sorry that I almost screwed up the presentation. and thanks alot for the help. had Communication Skills 2 consulation. and as usual. the teacher loves to gets off track during consultation. isnt she a dear? (: argh. wadever. alot of things are bothering Jean now. realli dunno how to explain or start from where to explain. gooodness. feeling tired. mentally and physically. its like no matter how many hours you had slept. you had this feeling that its never enough. as for now. due to too much things to bother about. Jean just wished to finish up School work asap. get over and done with bloody presentations, reports, individual journals, peer evaluation and wad so ever la. kill me now! nth much la. also dunno wad to sae le. Jean realli feel like sleeping and dun wan to wake up. and its the weekends approaching and back to work again. as Jean was telling Din on fridae after school, technology can make a person's life better or worst. dun you agree so? some great inventions of friendsters, bloggers, myspace.. blah blah.. all these nonsense.. dun you agree that it either worsens or better a person's life? for Jean, technology made things worst for her. nononon. worst is not the appropriate word to use. but 'complicated'. count Jean not complicated enough, therefore added more 'complicatiions' to Jean's life ya? thanks alot. feeling lost. (: and oh ya! Jean is not in a relationship or wad so ever with Din ok~! this is the question that people are popping up to Jean. BRO!!! the confusion is starting again! omfg... Friday, January 26, 2007
thursdae wasnt a realli good dae for Jean though Advertising & Promotion presentation was alright. had Hospitality tutorial and it was much fun with the peeps. bunch of laughters. taha. Presentation again next thursdae though. omfg. Jean is dying of presentations can. ARGH. morning alreadi got a little pissed off. but nehmind. evening everything became worst. haiis. dun wanna blog much about what had happened or else later dai ji liao liao again. super sians one ok. -.- To the YOU who had read Jean's blog and went to call and kp. that is the problem of your side. if you want to kp so much. you better make sure he dun come to Jean and say this and say that. its none of my business ok. but when calls and messages reached me, it becomes my problem. AND. i dun wan all these nonsense. you happy with that is your problem. so, do take others into consideration and cos you may indirectly implicate other people ok. thanks alot for your kindest attention. wadever k. tsk. Din helped Jean to install Microsoft Office. yea man. he's the man. hahaha. and ouh well. Jean's mood became better with the help of Chocolates! mehh..~ hen hao. went over to Jean's favourite lab again and stayed in school till 2315hrs can. cos Jean is loving the lab more and more. was feeling veri restless since the evening, thus decided to watch a comedy online. haha. watched 'Johnny Tucker must die' .. that show initally wanted to go and watch when it was screened. but in the end due to busy schedule, Jean didnt get to watch. and just now was desperately need laughter. and Jean did enjoyed herself! lol. due to Jean's 'lucky' mouth of hoping pokemon would fall and hurt his leg. he did ok. feeling damn bad can. me and my mouth. yea man. aka sleep king. left Jean entertainment-less again tonight. lol. swt dreams dude. and yea. Jean and Din had fun in the lab. running about, doing work, music-ing and cam whoring too! muhahah..  This is the shit that cheered Jean up after the webcam session. (: Chocolates! Jean finished the both herself ok. and ouh ya. i think i remembered that someone owes me Royce chocolates!!!!  Din and Jean. tsk. i think im growing fatter can.  chubby cheeks of Jean! lol.  its Jean's legs with HAIRY LEGS!! lol.  Monkey face! lol.  i need to diet my face like now.  Before we left the lab.  MY poor leg can. Fridae Customer Relationship Management presentation. tell me abt it. im freakin tired and i need to go sleep now and i shall really go sleep now. nites people. (: Wednesday, January 24, 2007
hen hao. it has been a long dae for everyone in school. slept at 0300hrs and Jean woke up at 0900 cos have to report to 'base' at 1000hrs. reached base then do our stuffs and rehearse for our Retail Management Presentation. ouh well. everything went quite well and it wasnt as bad as Jean thought it would be. (: hen hao. Din was so nice and went home to took an extra helmet for Jean. he biked Jean home to take Jean's charger and biked Jean to work. Presentation ended at 1600hrs. and Jean happily reached work at 1700hrs. *tsk* this is the first time Jean was on a One-Man-Show. cos basically the whole sales floor was like empty and hollow. all the promoters were happily having their off daes. had Long John Sliver for 3-in-1 meal (breakfast,lunch and dinner). yea. and just got to know that Long John had increased their price. omg. *not good not good* all the nehnehpoks from Jean's class came to 'deliver' Jean's labby charger at workplace. taha. Jean happily and CLEVERLY left her charger in school when she was hurrying off. Thanks alot peeps for making the trip down. (: and yea man. the best thing that happened was that............. Jean bought a freaking Canon Printer at 99$ upon usual price 599$! muhahhahahahhahahaha.. happy like shit can! taha. worthwhile lo! hen hao. and Jean happily took cab home after work. lol. Jean misses her pokemon kaixinguo.tsktsk. these few daes freaking no entertainment to burn Jean through the nites.. TSK!  lol.. TP Gals toilet mirror so nice.. therefore People.. please come to TP.. LOL.. Formal wear..  this was the Heels that Jean wore to school for presentation todae. You wan to know the price to pay for trying to be pretty? lol. Refer to the next picture below.  BLISTERS!!!!!!!! though its a little blurry.. but ya.. lol.. pain ok.. luckily Jean was clever enough to bring haniplast can. taha.. shit. pain lo.... *tsk*  this is my dearest bro Din's bike. Jean quite like his bike. lol. lalala~ cool huh?  THIS IS A FREAK CAN? stupid Hadi.. lol... funny fella.. Thomas Phua always saes that he is from Mars... -.- Presentation one down. a few more to go. everybody. please endure can. Jean wants to go Bangkok like now now now. argh. Still deciding whether to go St James this coming Saturadae or not. cos im just freakin freakin tired. Argh. -itstheAddictionComing- left school around 1800hrs+. was freaking tired alreadi. the rest went for movie so jean went to meet up with din cos jean promised to help him after yesterdae nite. went dinner at simpang bebok. initally wanted to eat a better meal and to sit down there and chill. in the end. den it started to drizzle. -.- thanks~ AND the dizzle starts to get heavier. and the uncle there was so nice to offer us to sit into the kopitiam only when we are almost done with our food. (: THANKS UNCLE. sister called and just to realise jean has forgotten to help her do her stuff. thanks again. and SO........ jean and din HAPPILY & WILLINGLY went back to school. 0.0 went to the engine school's lab where the info communication students do their stuff. damn cool can. they uses their ATM card to grant access to the labs. omfg. lol. and the lab is damn cool la! AND SO... thats when the both of us starts to sit down and rot in the comfortable chairs. its like realli office type. got speakers somemore. and this time we realli happily started to blast songs in the lab where there is onli the both of us rotting. cheers to din! for letting me find the light in engine school and changed my perception. lol! Jean has always find engine school damn boring can! *tsk*  i find this picture damn irritating and ugly.but Jean still wants to post this. hooray! lol. thanks to din's shades. lol!  and yea. look how comfy i was! unglam ok! (: lol. and then Jean became damn angry! cos she happily did her Retail Management presentation slides. and CLEVERLY. she never save her slides. cheers to that! and HAPPILY she has to redo everything! *yay* *tsk* jean made din angry. and din didnt want to talk to jean. omg. argh. hey buddy! Im realli sorry ok! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!! (: I know you will! hee.. *huggies* rode down to Punggol and came back cos din wanted to take smthing frm his sister. It was finally home sweet home. *smiles* didnt got to noe din had bought his bike until ytd nite! damn shiok ok! lol. missing all the long bike rides from Jurong to Tampines! hahahaha! JOE! Jean misses your bike!! muhahaha....... *evilgrins* =X Everyone is so freaking tired. wed- Retail Management Presentation. thurs- Advertising and Promotion Presentation. Fri- Customer relationship Management Presentation. Mon- Integrated Marketing Project Presentation. We still have Internet Marketing report, A&P Individual Journal, Hospitality and Tourism Presentation, Communication Skills Role Play and so on and so for.. Jean also cannot rmb all le... slap me now please* drifting further and further away. thats how the feeling is like. drift and drift and one fine dae. Jean shall vanish into the thin air. (: i think it can never be like in the past anymore where laughters are there. its not that I cant accept it, but things presented to me shows me that. communication breakdown? Ive tried my best. its never Jealousy that crosses my mind. maybe its realli time for me to vanish completely. cos Im no longer needed. Jean shall carry on with her life and people whom are close dear to her heart, she knows it very well. cant help it but to think this way. but apologies. shall not give a damn anymore and shall stay my way. Im washing my hands off deals. (: oh yeh! and my laughter for everynight had most willingly fallen asleep i suppose. tsk!!! how to pass time like this! *Bang!!* *Jean's Dead* *Loud Applause* -itstheAddictionComing- Tuesday, January 23, 2007
A.d.d.i.c.t.i.o.n.. wads the feeling of addiction?when You feel like You're so hooked on something? (other than cigarrettes & liqour.lol) addicted to something. like sweets? chocolates? or even to someone that You like? taha. wads with the emotions man. lol. (: Monday, January 22, 2007
Tell Me Where It Hurts Tommy Shane Steiner Why is that sad look in your eyes and to realise again.how badly Jean hates school!!!!!!!!!! HURRY UP AND GET THIS OVER AND DONE WITH AND HURRY TO ATTACHMENT!! haix.. i wan to leave TP... like now... **to you. yea. this paragraph is for you.be happy. and forget about jean and let go. move on with life. and i can see that u are happy with life now and you wont need me anymore. u noe that there are mani others who cared. so just move on. and you noe that you need to do that. take cares.** and to FABIAN aka Pokemon. u idiot! Sundae 210706 Oh U N fabian Da dae became friendS and he claims that a green apple a dae keeps Jean worries away. i think i need to try doing that. lol. labby is back! jean was labby-less for the past few daes! omfg. feel so much like dying and dun even feel like goin home lo. cos basically there is nth else jean can do at home without a labtop. all thanks to jean's cutest little brother on the earth. who wants to use jean's labby and play some Pokemon shit. den in the end anyhow click. kena some shitty bug. a.R.g.H past few daes was filling with programs. *thurs* stressed up dae.with all the problems coming in.almost died. but the dae was brightened alot.cos jean met up with Land! jean 'long lost brother'. damn. almost didnt see him for one year. and to realise how time realli realli flies alot. and no one could had expected.and jean got to know something that was beyond her imaginations. but yea. ouh well. den went to attend his fren's mum's funeral. sit awhile and we went off. went off to Bedok interchange. and saw lawrence and weijie. weijie didnt see me i guess. (thats good) whereas lawrence pretended he didnt see me. but jean went to tap him and yea. he forced a hi. -.- took bus 28 home and pigged. *fridae* didnt went to school. cos got too much things to do esp cos have to take new house key. woke up and rushed some stuffs. took labby down to best denki to get Alvin help Jean to fixed it. everyone tried to help Jean but i guessed it just couldnt work. Jean den rushed back home again. fetched the 2 cutest siblings Jean ever had and went downstairs to get the stuffs for the new house. ah boon and on were under Jean's new hse when we reached. Mummy was late with the keys and by right everything has to be done by 1700hrs. ouh well. things went alittle haywired but everything was well. Ah Boon and On came over to Jean's hse to look for the damn recovery cd but couldnt find. A'G'r'O times ten like hell. think the maid ate it up and Jean wanted to eat her up. den hacked care. went to wait for Ah Leong to come fetched us. Mummy wanted Jean to give them a treat cos of their help. so we went down to fisherman's. and ouhwell~ we had 4 jugs of beer even though we sae we dun wan to drink and Ah Boon sae he cannot drink~ lol. home at last. slpt at 0400hrs and next dae.. its gonna be work again. *saturdae* suprisingly. Jean was able to make herself wake up earlier to go for work earlier. nth much. Sales was good. so on form that dae. muhahaha. left earlier at 2000hrs and took train down to Jurong East. met up with On and took cab down to Penjuru. once everything done. went Tong Guan for dinner cum supper with the peeps. talked awhile. went over to Joe the Bestie hse to look for the recovery cd and in the end its not the same series. lol. acc Ah Boon to walk to Batok den boarded cab home. and On that idiot. lied to Jean that he wld go Joe's hse and slp. in the end walked from Batok to his hse. and Miss Jean has to call and wake him up from his emo-ness. and therefore. slpt at 0400hrs again. and the next dae. its work again~ lol. *sundae* though Jean woke up late for work. but in the end she was still the earliest. onli left with the 2 Js' which is Jean and Johnny to do sales. lol. lunch cum dinner with Melissa and we were both like hungry ghost. taha. was quite tired but at the later of the dae we had some little entertainment of our own! make Jean so paiseh. but ouhwell. Melissa owes Jean a double forfeit! muahhaha.. *evil grins* and ouh ya.. yuheng msg me todae. taha. so fast in Tekkong le. ouhwell. keeps complaining. and he is still lao yang zi. wont change de. lol. so long nv see the RSS gang le. this is another evidence of how time realli flies. lol. Ronald Macdonald came down and looked for Jean todae with his frens. slacked awhile den he aeroplane Jean. lol. went back Best Denki and slacked around in office. den went off with Bobby. took cab home cos Jean was tired. yea man. that all. and to realise. wad a boring life Jean has. work school frens. but wad to do. Jean realli realli dont like studying. haix. Jean wants to work! argh. tell me abt it man. diverted attention and please bring it back. Jean wants $$$$!!!! 10k is Jean's debt now. how to solve? anyone please tell Jean? dun understand the situation Jean is in now. not even Jean does. dunno what she's thinking. dunno wad she realli wants. what is it that she realli wants? what is it that she's realli thinking? feeling the agony. -Living in the world of agony- Thursday, January 18, 2007
"thinking of the daes gone by thinking of the past and I wonder why why did all the love we had just died waving all the memories goodbye now thought this love of us would stay never saw the dae you might walk away never want to see me look me in the eye and say you are leaving this is wrong wrong everything we have is gone loneliness Ive ever known tell me why this game is over so good bye this game is over..." haha.. this is damn old song by Over the Top. yea.ouhwell. wed was fine. went to school early morning for HTM project. den went off to work. dennis came to fetch jean though. but jean still refuses to talk to him. work. bloody stock came wed work.stock come. thurs work.stock come. fridae work.stock come. sat work.stock also come! why does the stock L.o.V.e.S to come when Jean goes to work?! and is always when Jean is wearing a S.k.I.r.T?? (it rhymes. doesnt it? lol.) ouhwell. dinner at Sakae with bobby and dennis. had jean's favourite todae. (: back to work. and on came down to fetch jean back. ouhwell.ends the dae. some memories came floating back into jean. -emos- useless gal. and its proven. failed in relationships. failed in school even. tell me bout this~ -.- yea man. flunked IM damn badly. yea. jean failed her IM mid sem. and like the whole class. the one and onli failure. t.H.a.N.k.S Tuesday, January 16, 2007
jean blogs.noone tagged her board. jean dun blogs.noone tagged her board too. hmm... ouh well. wadever. wednesdae was the last dae jean has blogged. and now is like tues morning. lets talked abt jean's daes one by one. thurs. school from morning to ten. projects and reports. fridae. haha.report submission. thanks alot. everyone was freaking half dead by 1800hrs due to the last few daes of heavy rain and camping in one corner of school. trying to finish up work. evidence!  this is the workplace for us. this is where we called it as our 'Base'.  tsk.and thanks to the heavy rain. umbrellas are of good use at this moment.be it ugly or beautiful. everyone was rather stressed up for the past few daes. trying to come up with the millions and never ending reports. evidence!  yea man. being too stressed up. on the very same dae. being too violent, jean broke her bluetooth earpiece.
fridae evening is the time that our whole group is waiting for to celebrate.1st, its the end of some of the report submission. 2nd is because its our dear Commander Fer's bf's 19th birthdae. and thats Mr Affandi. lol. believe it or not. yea. 400+ pictures were taken that night with the 7 megapixles camera. we dunno how we dunno why. yea. but there were like so many pictures. glam ones unglam ones. name it. we all have it. pictures of fridae night would be posted up asap once Jean is free. lol. Saturdae: was quite a relaxing dae you can sae. went to Thiong Barhu Plaza watched 'Confessions of Pain'. got TAKASHI! muhahas... ANYWAYS!~ lol.. yea. the storyline of the show is not bad. worthwhile to watch. (: den took train down to Raffles Place. walked over to Victoria Concert Hall to attend YuHua's Symphonic Band Concert. they named themselves the 'SparksWind'. hen hao. Meiyi and beatrice were performing too. so in other words. me and on went over to give some 'eye power' support. it has been a long time ever since jean went for band concerts. but yea. jean did enjoy herself with the music. it was satisfying.lol. Jean misses her band daes. tsk. Jean misses playing her flute and piccolo. tsk. the passion. being dumped into one back corner somewhere somehow of jean. Jean misses the music and the sound. *sighs* ouh well.. no choice. after the concert. took cab down to Penjuru for the event and stayed till quite late. until to the extend that jean's dear friend Mr Leonard Sim wanna be angry with Jean. lol. =X when Jean reaches home.its about 0300hrs on a sundae morning. Sundae: didnt went to work. ronald called cos he wanted to look for Jean at work. tsk. so sorry ya. went over to sheryl's hse for project again. went off earlier in the evening for dinner at ECP and went back home. felt damn bad that jean had to leave them to finish the work. haiix. and ouh ya!!! On bought jean the 'Passion' cd that jean wanted!!! *hugs!!* lol.. Mondae: sort of didnt have to go to school.due to unforseen circumstances.Jean had been a wondering soul for like 4 hrs? lol. have to admit that the 4 hrs were well spent though. went to workplace. initally wanted to find bobby and dennis. but being freaking lazy, they are not at work. went to talk to thomas,yiqing,johnny,angeline and augustine and went to have a drink with Saifu. den jean took a train down to Somerset and walked over to Centrepoint (Mr Paul Ng's favourite hangout place.lol.) went to look for my dearest Eda and had a talk with her. as usual. that lady is always full of problems with relationships and marriage. lol. went to the household side to find the staff and promoters. talked to Nick korkor for some time. to Nick korkor, if you happen to see this entry, Jean wants to tell you to please cheer up alright. (: jean wants to see the gossip partner in you again. you are my korkor and you need to stand up again. *huggies* also chatted with rehmi and samuel for awhile. off jean goes down to arab street to purchase stuffs for the push cart on tuesdae. yea man. so jean took 250 down. tsk. there goes the hard earned $$$$$$ again. walked around for stuffs and yea. of cos. SHOPPING!! muhaha. and jean bought the dress that she saw online and most nice and most cheap can! 40% discount leh! goodness. so cheap! and staff is very friendly. gimme a good reason why jean should buy it?! lol!! haha...and yes. as like wad jean has been saying. as long as jean goes shopping with Commander Fer around, jean would nv goes home empty handed. YES. omg. yea man. shopped for stuffs and den 250 down to Joo Chiat Complex. yea man. lots of stuffs todae. and all of us got our childhood memories back playing with those 'balloons'? or wad ever u call that. HOME SWEET HOME!! and here i am. blogging. sleepy. taha. have to be in school by 0830hrs tml. yea man. freaking long entry. yea man. there are still many freakin things for jean to go do. in addition to the new house that is coming up. tsk. can die ok!!!!!! A.r.G.h.. gOOoooOoOd nite people. FEEL.GOOD Wednesday, January 10, 2007
blog blog blog. die die die. fainting in school. with the over flowing of project reports and deadlines. shoot me now. Tuesday, January 09, 2007
all the marathon had just started. jean wan to die liao. freakingly tired. realli need to slp times ten now. keep yawning the whole dae. and my tears are dripping down. morning woke up went to school and stayed till 2100hrs. couldnt get a peace of mind upon reaching home till now. damn idiotic. now when jean started to get her ass down to start doing work. yawnings again. jean needs someone to slap her times 3 million times now pls!!! this week and esp fridae is realli the deadline for Marketing Students. (1) Customer Relationship Management Report (2) Intergrated Marketing Project Report (3) Advertising and Promotion Report (4) Communication Skills 2 Individual Journal (5) M03 Retail Management Project - Push Cart Business wad else more? jean brain dead. cant think of anything le. D.I.E TO DSB!!!! sorry ar.. recently jean realli veri caught up with school work. know you peeps are also busy with school stuffs and work. den somemore ur founder Mr ah Joe is sick. so yea. next week after some reali dead lines. we go K again ok. Jean since long time nv K with u peeps le. Kenny and ah Guan's christmas cards are still with Jean lo. omg. realli need to meet up wit DSB cos jean realii misses u guys. especially all my PTBFs... LOL... >.< hee.. take care alright DSB.. jean sees u peeps next week! (:  had to pack some stuffs for vinte tml and suggested to get some dried rose petals. these dried petals jean had kept for one year? forgotten* now its in use. use and dump away. no use also just throw. no use keeping le. lol.  the dried petals are from this bouquet of flowers from Fate. (that was like million years ago) like ouhwell. have to throw away de. but before jean throws it away. lets see if it is of some use. lol.  Mr raindrops commented that jean has no pictures in her blog. lol. hen hao. so jean is trying her best to fit in wadever she can. yea. some self indulgence. just to realise. if you dun love learn to love urself. its even harder for others to learn to love you. hahah. so yea. there you go. nth much also. Monday, January 08, 2007
sundae. woke up earlier. dragged jean outta of the best bed on earth. and got her ass down to work early. work was as usual. got better with the gals. (SUprisingly though) lol. many many gossssiippppppppssssssssssss~~ ( i like...~) ahahhaa lunch cum dinner with dennis bobby and kelvin at Soup resturant. cos jean had the sudden crave for samsui chicken? taha. didnt realli talk throughout the whole dinner though. cos stupid bobby wanna suan jean all the way. argh. so she better keep her mouth shut. left work at 1930hrs. took cab down to Penjuru to meet up with the peeps. dance finish le lo. tsk went to jurong east to continue. den eat abit. was forced to drink some beer. no choice but it was smooth and nice. no regrets. flew to atm and drew money to take cab home (again~) and to realise that jean had spent so much and so fast. DIE!!!!!!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ my god. gimme a tree now and ill shake that money off the tree. back from jurong. cab driver keep blabbering non stop!!! cab keep jerking. in the end jean felt like puking. damn idiotic. argh. now.home sweet home. mondae onwards. report marathon! recharge!! or shall DIE! Sunday, January 07, 2007
..... work as usual. borings. tsk. whole dae kena black face. argh. johhny nv come. so jean took advantage and snake alot todae. no sales also. sales floor was practically empty for the whole dae. bumped into ridhwan todae at food culture. wanna jio jean to lip disco. and grumble times ten that jean nv replies his msg. oops* sorry pal. wahha. bobby keep prompting jean to talk to dennis. no way. argh. Jean had just finished her Communication Skills 2 entry that is Due 8th January 07. So to my dearest classmates who happened to view jean's entry. please remember to add your entry too. like thank you to me? whole dae kena black face. nothing to sae also. dunno wad to sae. got to noe somethings which jean shouldnt be knowing. haiis. disappointment. its realli hard to trust guys. realli realli hard. logged in to msn. saw his msn nick. but den he change diao le. but jean alreadi saw. too late. dunno wad to sae le.. argh. fan fan fan fan fan.  the retro black and one photo. muhaha. yea man. this ben dan came and met jean for one hour. and happily took the 2327hrs train back to boonlay again. tsk. Saturday, January 06, 2007
BTT PASSED!!! muhahahha. so happy like shit. FTT is on 22nd Feb. haha. gonna pass this and slowly learn everything. lalalala. freakingly took 4 times cab todae. omg jean's gonna be cab queen la. -.- half my salary contributed back to cab. tsk. stayed in school till like 2100hrs. its back to campin in school life again. can die ok. tired tired tired. work again. argh. i neeed a god damn paid break now. Thursday, January 04, 2007
jean wants to recover fast fast. want to go back to school and finish up all the shits that are left undone. doctor gave 2 daes mc (suprisingly) rested at home for half the dae. an came over to fetch jean out for some fresh air at east coast. instead of hiding one corner at home. jean will become worst. curse of the golden flower was realli a waste of time. argh. freakin 2hrs show. the whole movie was full of our comments. lmao. jean is gonna become thinner cos everydae one meal leh. lols. yay yay. thin thin thin thinner thinner thinner. wahahaa. feel like drinkin chivas suddenly. any one can bring me? cos sick eat or drink anything is tasteless. so jean wed one meal - maggi mee. thurs one meal - double cheese burger. (favourite!) muhahaha. and drink Ribena~ internet marketing IJ 7 pages due on fri. BTT on fri too. and damn. jean hadnt touch any of them at all. ouh well. Tuesday, January 02, 2007
down with high fever. bad flu. terrible cough. weak enough to lie on bed and cannot wake up. the burning fire inside. the emptiness beneneth. couldnt believe it. it drews the end of Year 2006. its the start of 2007. there goes another one year. goddamit. can time please and realli slow down. so that Jean can try to follow up the pace and grab hold of all the things around. Jean needs to wake up. Jean refuses to wake up. too much has been happening around. couldnt digest at all. its overflowing the tolerance level. ill take it down. for the sake of the people who feel like bashing the farker up. and create unneccessary trouble. ill take it down. realli a waste of my time. counting down on sundae night was fun. it wasnt the roaring happening type. but it was fun. - losing money. lol. was pretty sick before that. but jean still made it down. leonard and gang always and forever like to fine a good old damn 'ulu' hole and dig inside there. on and jean spent one hour walking at ecp just to find them. hen hao. total lost 25$ that time. damn! haha cards and craps and crabs and fishes along ecp. nth much but at least. jean enjoyed herself so much more than christmas. a new year. no new year resoultion. i wan to smile again. |
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