Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Monday, January 22, 2007
labby is back! jean was labby-less for the past few daes! omfg. feel so much like dying and dun even feel like goin home lo. cos basically there is nth else jean can do at home without a labtop. all thanks to jean's cutest little brother on the earth. who wants to use jean's labby and play some Pokemon shit. den in the end anyhow click. kena some shitty bug. a.R.g.H past few daes was filling with programs. *thurs* stressed up dae.with all the problems coming in.almost died. but the dae was brightened alot.cos jean met up with Land! jean 'long lost brother'. damn. almost didnt see him for one year. and to realise how time realli realli flies alot. and no one could had expected.and jean got to know something that was beyond her imaginations. but yea. ouh well. den went to attend his fren's mum's funeral. sit awhile and we went off. went off to Bedok interchange. and saw lawrence and weijie. weijie didnt see me i guess. (thats good) whereas lawrence pretended he didnt see me. but jean went to tap him and yea. he forced a hi. -.- took bus 28 home and pigged. *fridae* didnt went to school. cos got too much things to do esp cos have to take new house key. woke up and rushed some stuffs. took labby down to best denki to get Alvin help Jean to fixed it. everyone tried to help Jean but i guessed it just couldnt work. Jean den rushed back home again. fetched the 2 cutest siblings Jean ever had and went downstairs to get the stuffs for the new house. ah boon and on were under Jean's new hse when we reached. Mummy was late with the keys and by right everything has to be done by 1700hrs. ouh well. things went alittle haywired but everything was well. Ah Boon and On came over to Jean's hse to look for the damn recovery cd but couldnt find. A'G'r'O times ten like hell. think the maid ate it up and Jean wanted to eat her up. den hacked care. went to wait for Ah Leong to come fetched us. Mummy wanted Jean to give them a treat cos of their help. so we went down to fisherman's. and ouhwell~ we had 4 jugs of beer even though we sae we dun wan to drink and Ah Boon sae he cannot drink~ lol. home at last. slpt at 0400hrs and next dae.. its gonna be work again. *saturdae* suprisingly. Jean was able to make herself wake up earlier to go for work earlier. nth much. Sales was good. so on form that dae. muhahaha. left earlier at 2000hrs and took train down to Jurong East. met up with On and took cab down to Penjuru. once everything done. went Tong Guan for dinner cum supper with the peeps. talked awhile. went over to Joe the Bestie hse to look for the recovery cd and in the end its not the same series. lol. acc Ah Boon to walk to Batok den boarded cab home. and On that idiot. lied to Jean that he wld go Joe's hse and slp. in the end walked from Batok to his hse. and Miss Jean has to call and wake him up from his emo-ness. and therefore. slpt at 0400hrs again. and the next dae. its work again~ lol. *sundae* though Jean woke up late for work. but in the end she was still the earliest. onli left with the 2 Js' which is Jean and Johnny to do sales. lol. lunch cum dinner with Melissa and we were both like hungry ghost. taha. was quite tired but at the later of the dae we had some little entertainment of our own! make Jean so paiseh. but ouhwell. Melissa owes Jean a double forfeit! muahhaha.. *evil grins* and ouh ya.. yuheng msg me todae. taha. so fast in Tekkong le. ouhwell. keeps complaining. and he is still lao yang zi. wont change de. lol. so long nv see the RSS gang le. this is another evidence of how time realli flies. lol. Ronald Macdonald came down and looked for Jean todae with his frens. slacked awhile den he aeroplane Jean. lol. went back Best Denki and slacked around in office. den went off with Bobby. took cab home cos Jean was tired. yea man. that all. and to realise. wad a boring life Jean has. work school frens. but wad to do. Jean realli realli dont like studying. haix. Jean wants to work! argh. tell me abt it man. diverted attention and please bring it back. Jean wants $$$$!!!! 10k is Jean's debt now. how to solve? anyone please tell Jean? dun understand the situation Jean is in now. not even Jean does. dunno what she's thinking. dunno wad she realli wants. what is it that she realli wants? what is it that she's realli thinking? feeling the agony. -Living in the world of agony- |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |