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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
mehhh~ back from work and meetin up with joe, leonard, pat, xinyi and jiawei. went to bugis and den to 'hilltop'. tsk tsk tsk. had an interesting trip todae. den slack at batok and home at last. jiawei is saded~ lol! blinking of an eye. Chinese New Year has ended. lol. how time flies. freakin mani things happened. and~ no comments. dun wanna comment. dunno wad to sae le. all Jean can sae is that everyone has their own patience limit. do not wait till Jean lost hers and 'VoooOOommmm' cant wait for thurs~! muhahahhahaa. Tuesday, February 27, 2007
sat was a drinkin nite again at Bottom's up. lol. realli mani happenings to come. Soon Jean and Joe would have to welcome one more lady into the family. LOL! sundae night was overnight at Joe's hse with Charles Vincent Guan and Leonard and Pat. well. we had so much show to watch. tsk tsk tsk. mummy mani nights not coming home. More partying!!! hahahhaha. happy gal with happy people around. Jean dun wish anyone to be down. Cheers ppl. (: Thursday, February 22, 2007
mehhh~ shagged and tired! and Jean failed her final theory. am i dumb or am i dumb? tsk! lol.. and its mani TLC!!! tahahahah~~ woots.. too much to update cos its forever happening!!!! more to come! lol.. just came back from 'mc' todae. refuses to work todae cos im freakin tired~!!!! and Jean has been workin like a mad dog for the past few daes. poor staffs at best denki. all of them deserves a big hug! lol. dinner at tongguan~ tsk! when was the last time Jean ever cooked? years ago can? now also dun need me to cook lo! den still kena bully. tsk tsk. tell me about it~ muahahahhaha. ima happi gal~ boo!! Protege with Mr Tongguan and Mr Bai. lol! and home sweet home! Im shifting soon! horray!! Tuesday, February 20, 2007
have to admit. that CNY is getting boring every year. more and more politics are coming up. and damn. how much i hate it. i wan simple simple simple life. SIMPLE! i wan to have my own house. my own car. with my family. my own family. i wan MA LIFE! A-D-U-L-T-S! *puis!!!* work cos its like double pay? and store manager was kind enough to give the onli Chinese promoter who went to work todae a $4 angbao. mai hiam si buey pai la~ lol. (cheenapiang) and yes. seems like ive been missing quite abit from the poops from school. ppl. please noe that OngPengPeng still loves all of you. but yes. (: have fun in bangkok. *loves* Complicating as Life can be. Ups and downs many. it never ends. think its time to wake up and realli bang myself hard against the wall. As we get older, it is not the things we did that we often regret, but the things we didn't do. Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. Monday, February 19, 2007
All the singings and all the drinkings. tsk. making my cough worst everydae. lol. lost all my contacts. Jean would realli like to curse and swear the person who took my phone. tsk. my beloved K800. i miss it so much. no more 3.2 megapixels. no more phototakings. no more songs playing from phone. wad is life like this man. goodness. fated~ oh. Happy new year though. haha. and yes. more drinkings and playing to come. mehhhhh.. arent i excited.. woott... Thursday, February 15, 2007
Jean farkin lost her phone at Bugis. haiis. Monday, February 12, 2007
Jean is back! taha~ and yes. back from the busy horrible tiring weekends. last paper is on mondae but it alreadi feels like holidae. and greatly. Jean hadnt study. lol. just came back frm fishermans. haha. rubbish. played Indian Poker. meh~ paper gonna end at 1200hrs later. bloody irritating teachers wants us to stay for freakin 3hrs break and attend some celebration of learning. still have to bloodly wear RED can!!! in collabration with chinese new year celebration. WTF!!!! ouhwell. had updated blog's song. tsk. the song that puts Jean to sleep every night. the song that Jean listens to every now and then! muhaha. this is the very first Valentines that Jean is gonna go on single eversince years back. hahaha. This is what Jean calls Freedom. (: away from all the lovely dovely stuff. mehh~! JANUARY=SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hot. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully. Caring andloving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broodsabout the past and the old friends. Waits forfriends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut takes long to recover. FEBRUARY=SMARTSAbstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon.Has more than one best friend.Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsbut rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on theinside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. MARCH=GORGEOUSDrop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate &Secretive.Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot!Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborninthe most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks forothers.Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popularwith others * wink wink*.Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker!Can love asmuch as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!Trustworthy.Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of MFE these months!!Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assessesothers. APRIL=THUGStubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed andhighly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex.Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves todream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Goodimagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Lovesliterature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislikebeing at home. Restless. having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. MAY=SEXYSuave and compromising. Funny and humorous.Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind andsympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Doeswork well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Goodmemory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookfor information. Able to cheer everyone up and/ormake them laugh. Able to motivate oneself andothers. Understanding. Fun to be around.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure andtravelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. JUNE=Metal HeadLoves to chat. Loves those who love them. Lovesto takes things at the center. Inner and physicalbeauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angryoften. Treats friends importantly. Brave andfearless. Always making friends. Not easily hurt butrecovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Doesnot care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to bearound.Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure andtravelling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. JULY=ATTITUDEOutgoing personality. takes risks. feeds onattention. no self control. kind hearted. selfconfident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hatesnot being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to beloved. hates studying. in need of "that someone".longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld orrestricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring.always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.independent. strong willed. a fighter. AUGUST=FLIRTYou've got the best personality and are anabsolute pleasure to be around. You love to makenew friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirtand more than likely have a very attractivepartner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with anAugust brithday. It is also more than likelythat you have a massive record collection. When itcomes to films, you know how to pick them and may one daybecome a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,you've got the looks for it!!! SEPTEMBER=LOVER Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tendsto regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover canunderstand. (MEHH??? lol...) OCTOBER=HOTTIETrustworthy and loyal. Very passionate anddangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towardsyour inner and outer beauty and independentpersonality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotionaland temperamental sometimes. Meets new peopleeasily and very social in a group. Fearless andindependent. Can hold their own. Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you everbegin a relationship with someone from this month,hold on to them because their one of a kind. repostin 5 mins & you will excel in a major event comingup sometime this month. NOVEMBER=SWEETYThis straight-up means ur the most good-lookingLoyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitivein everything. Active in games and interactions.Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential inorganizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know. Easily influenced bykindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots ofideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends todelay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you willfind true love at 11:00 a.m. DECEMBER=BEAUTYLoves to chat. Loves those who love them. Lovesto takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Innerand physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angryoften. A meaningful love life partner.Treats friends importantly. Brave andfearless. Always making friends.It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt butrecovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill.Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions.Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. Saturday, February 10, 2007
yea..Jean is back. lol. apologises for not updating for the past few daes. there wasnt really much mood or time for Jean to blog. yups* when things get complicated, sometimes you would just dont feel like doing anything and throw all the things aside. too much had happened for the past few daes. so much to do. haix. hectic. in addition. had a great scolding from mother just an hour ago. haix. no comments. dont want to comments. got myself hooked on COnquer Online 2. yes. dunno wad to sae le ba. just want holidaes to come real soon. shall chills. and turn back to a workaholic. didnt make it to Fiq's Double O tonight. i think they are having fun now. lol. Im sorry that i didnt make it. i have my own pain and reasons and price to pay. Hope You understand. and I know i hadnt do smthing. so yea. there you go. Happy Belated 19th Birthdae to You Fiq.. (: I wish You all the best. Wednesday, February 07, 2007
yay! screwed up both of the papers on Mondae. good one. *sighx* but ya. dinner was steamboat at marina with Joe.Vincent.Charles.Patrick.AhGuan.Ivan.Keng.Kenny.Jasmen.Miao. mehh. had lots of laughter. Charles made a freakin funny video of 'Charles can Cook. So You cant.' nehheh.. Jean was laughing like hell. dinner so called ended when Kenny suddenly went off in the cab due to some shitty kids. tsk. andya. the poops went to Sentosa and got themselves all burnt. and Jean couldnt go cos she didnt noe she had two papers on Mondae until Sundae. meehhh. hahaha. Please people. Jean needs to go Sentosa! argh. after dinner. the rest went off. left with Jean.Ivan.Joe.Patrick.Vincent. Xiaobai and Leonard came along. and off we went to Marina South Pier. Nice and ideal place for couples to go. nice scenery to have a romantic candlelight dinner and a nice chat for Valentines. SO guys out there lookin for ideas and places to bring ur GF to dinner. yea. try that place. its cool. XD some of us got a little emo there. but ouhwell. thats a place for couples ya. a grp of ppl like us goin down to those places. how happy can we get?! lol! left around 1030 and we went down to a place. ok. no details here for now. *CENSORED!* hahhaha. but yea. we had a freakin night that dae. hahhaha. Xiaobai was nice enough to send Jean and Ivan back to tamp first ok. (: mehhh.. tues. Jean freakingly couldnt wake up and overslept. went to town to meet Joe and Leonard. and rotted in town. Leonard wanted to play billard. so yea. Jean had to go alone lo. 1700+ took cab down to Penjuru. Jean's 2nd home for now. (: yea. rotted a few hours. learnt some things. dinner and tada! home. (: Ivan and the Chef of the Night- Charles.  Miao and Jean's beloved didi- AhGuan.  The Gays of the Night- Keng and Kenny  My Bestie- Joe  ol The Act Cool Shit who got turned off by Keng and Kenny - Patrick  Boring People  Jean and her sweetie gal- Miao  Sunday, February 04, 2007
meh. On is flying off in 4hrs time. and Singapore and Thailand had just finished off their game. and ouh well. i had a feelin that its rather not safe now. tsk. but. bon voyage darlin. (: Meh~! Jean had drown the thought of goin to Bangkok. tsk. thinkin of eating grass after i came back made me cancelled the thought of it. ouh well. many chances in the future. so. no worries! (: Poops. please have fun (i noe u all will.lol) but just dun forget to buy some gifts back for ongpengpeng ok! hahah. thinkin of it. not goin bangkok is a good thingy also. muhahahhaa. so Jean would not missed out sweetie Joe's bdae!! muhahhaa..! BRO!! YOU ARE FREAKIN GONNA PUKE THAT DAE! ouh well. mani mani things as usual. and im too lazy to blog. all i can sae is that. FREAKIN TIREDNESS IS DRAININ ME OUT. Friday, February 02, 2007
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