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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
*fridae* laughs. didnt wennt to work. the weather was like so tempting. or probably God just noes that Jean needs a good rest at home thus happily just allowed me to. *grins* stayed at home and slpt all the way and cooked dinner. den went down to btms. DSB gang were there can. ahhaha. den called xiaobai to come also. so long nv see bai le. still as round man him. lol! DSB left around 12plus while Jean stayed till 0200hrs. mummy called and screwed me. *shakeheads* more curfews to come man!! *growls* thats for being such a mummy's gal. lol. but ouh well. i dun mind~ cos i L.o.V.e them. (: enjoyed myself. thats the most important thing of all. ouh yea. let me clear this misunderstanding man. tsk. Jean is single but not realli available cos she doesnt realli wants to be available for now. anything that anyone wants to know. ask me straight. thanks man. tsk. sometimes somethings. xing jiu hao bu yao mi xing. but if realli wan, i do not have a choice to. I just want to be happy. Friday, April 27, 2007
weeeeeettttttttttttttttttt happenings and mani happenings.. wed night watch '200 pounds Beauty' with zc.. I swear that Jean teared like mad can.. tsk tsk.. and i swear that the Korean lead actress voice is so damn impactful and strong. nice and touching movie! thurs went to watch again! laughs. and without fail, Jean teared again~ *laughs.* had another piercing on the right ear again. please tell me that im mad but i love the sensation that's created man. hahaha haha.. PEOPLE~ heard my blog's song? yea man. the editor claims credit for me. Special thanks to Mr Tan for the hard work and creating this for me! *laughs* and as i said again. does my face realli looks like a waitress?! why did people always and always mistaken me as the waitress at Bottoms?!!!!! *GROWLS!* Thursday, April 26, 2007
test test test test Tuesday, April 24, 2007
*sundae* a veri typical and normal sundae at work. nth much also. sales wasnt very fantastic as well. but tsk~ i swear ive done my best can. had this 'stalker' came clingling to Jean. laughs. but target is not me.. hor Angeline??? lol! wonder if Angeline is gonna to read my blog or not. and i swear~ she's gonna kkill Jean as soon as she sees Jean! lol! after work was supper with collegues. for the first time workin at Century Best for so long.. first time i had supper with KA and HA people. Jolene, Melissa, Angeline, Evelyn, Lionel and Jean! haha.. headed to Geylang for steamboats. and i swear again~ that the men down their realli looked at us like one kind can. (-.-!!!) MEN~~~ (*urks*) hahah... some people realli irritated and disappointment. duno wad to sae le. or rather. I dont feel like saying anythin. (: *mondae* mondae blues. realli freakin tired so ive decided to slp at home for the morning. Mummy Jean was angry with Jean on sundae night, so in order to make things out, Jean as a Marketing student realli went to the supermarket for 'marketing' to cook dinner. bought alot of things home. haha.. cooked and headed to Cine for a freakin gross show - Turistas . lol.. but its seem to have some similarities with Final Destination 3 whereby everyone starts laughing till they roll during the horror scenes. had subway double chocolate cookie! haha. *Loves* after movie was window shopping around. nothing caught my eye todae. soo0o0o0o.. good.. go a little looser on the pocket man. tsk! had Pasta Mania for dinner and had my usual food!  Marinara! doesnt realli look that appealing but ouhwell. it tasted nice. thats all that i cared! haha.. feeling happy with the food~ laughs~! and my picture is always taken when im like eating? ahaahah..  i swear this picture is damn unglam! but cute right?! muahhaha.. thanks to zichao for his contribution to this man! haha.  headed down to Bottoms for a pure singing session. not realli in the right mood to sing but yea. and yes. Jean played darts for a few rounds man. but i won a match that im so proud of myself! haha.   Jean is the 6th! haha.. not bad le ok! enjoying Life and have fun. thats it man. gonna be back to sch tml. have to switch back again. tsk tsk.. ouh welll~! Sunday, April 22, 2007
tsk. just got home not realli long ago. Shuchun like just text Jean on msn. and send Jean this url. http://sggirls.com/sg_photo_display.php?photo_id=184630 http://sggirls.com/sg_photo_display.php?photo_id=184629 http://sggirls.com/sg_photo_display.php?photo_id=184628 http://sggirls.com/sg_photo_display.php?photo_id=184627 tsktsk. ouhwell. frreaakkiinn tired dae i swear... nth much.. boos! LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying... Saturday, April 21, 2007
ok~ now. *fridae* i guess. no one read my blog and no one prayed for me. tsk. tell me why the hell wld i fail my final theory again? *sads* realli not paiseh to sae it out can. but yea. Jean failed again. realli not meant to be for studying de la. sOoooo ive decided to carry on wit the lessons first. so at least i am able to understand the mechanisms well with the hands on. tsk! went to Macperson for prawn noodles and headed back home to rest. the weather realli makes me KO. KO-ed for a few hrs till 1800+hrs. got disturbed and work up. *laughs* cooked dinner and changed. headed for IKEA. walked around budden in the end, left IKEA empty handed but bloated stomach. lol!  Swedish Meatballs~~ balls cooked with some swedish sauce and strawberries jam. lol. Yums..... favourite! >.< nice chicken wings that caused like $1.30. and amazingly, Jean ate these up w/o dirtying my hands! see the skills of removing chicken wing bones by using only a fork and knife in spilt seconds. that comes with experiences man! those who wans to pick up this unique skill. give Jean a call, and i'll get back to you! *hahha... [does this sound like free advertising for IKEA food ?]  Fish and Chips! muhahahhaha.   look at the whole table of food! *roars!* someone please console and tell me that im not goin to put on any weight?! weeeeeee...... After eating................   muhahahhha.. tell me am i disgusting or am i disgusting.. but ouh well.. its fun~ >.< Friday, April 20, 2007
its was freakin 2.5hrs of sleep for ytd can. tsk. in order to keep myself to be realli awake for work. im like faggin non stop the whole dae. freaking bad for health i swear. had been yawning non stop. Soooo i had to tell the others who told me that they are sleeping.. to sleep Jean's share and transfer it to external harddisk and transfer it to me man. *laughs... I swear i never had so much food in like 24hrs. had Yakun for breakfast. with the humongous eggs ever. and the never ending supply of Yakun's toasted kaya breads. lunch was kuay chap with Mr Kasper and Mr Alvin.. and had a realli hard time digesting that meal cos we were all laughing like mad.. tsktsktsk. left work. and Jean had ate Cornetto's Luv You deep deep strawberry icecream. and also bought a whole roll of Vitagen. *mehhhhh~! hahah.... headed down to Esplanade aka Durian. walked to the Tatami Shop and V tea room and had a little chat session with my ex collegues and cousins there.. hahaha.. they sae ive grown up man. indeed~! lols.. down to Makan Sutra after that, and had a little of damn spicy Hokkien Mee and 'qing tang' too.. goodness.. im alreadi like damn bloated.. headed down to Siglap and Jean dropped by Georges to visit Oms... hahaha.. Mr Oms was like screaming at me when he saw me.. laughs.. tsk.. i miss the poops man.. ill see u poops in school during lectures ya? and damn la. all freakin different class.. who the hell is in T05.. please let me freakin noe.. i wonder how to survive man.. *sobs* after which.. its Legend with the Bottom's peeps. had a short session of wonderful ice chilled beer. and have a good laugh at the ladies there who are tryin to.. you know~~ lols... and den.............. its food again at 85......... I swear ive not been eating like this for years can.. tell me that im not putting on weight.. argh.......  this is what happens to the left over 'fang yu' esp when Jean had found people who shares the same 'hobby' like Jean and L.o.V.e.S to play with food~ muhahahhah.................... and tada! here i am at home. im like having my Final Theory test again later on which i haven even freakin study.. tsk.. Everyone.. like please put your hands together and pray hard for Jean that she will pass with flying colours. thank you to you!!! *lucks to Jean* Thursday, April 19, 2007
woooootttttttt. its realli a dae to rest man. when was the freakin last time tat Jean had such a break like this. tsktsktsk. ouh well. woke up in the afternoon. was like wondering should i go to work or not. muhahha.. decided not to. and ouhwell.. cooked porridge for Little Bernie cos he had fever. He requested man. so Jean had no choice but to fulfill the sick little patient's request. *laughs* went to East Coast Park for a breather. had a large cup of Earl Grey tea. feeling so 'tai tai' can! hahaha... soon ar.. ill be leading that type of life. muhahaha.. met zichao and we headed down to Suntec.. go walk walk around. went Carrefour to see the beloved ex collegues. dinner.. and went to the fountain there to sit.. tsk.. suay sia.. go there then they are like renovating the place.. no water can.. goodnesss.. lol..  rotted for awhile. and went for another sinful meal.. BEN AND JERRY'S!!! muahhaahahah.. found this freakin cute table. cant resist the temptation of the colours of the table man...  Jean is like sooOoOOoo attracted to the colourful table. so she insisted to sit on this. haha.. here comes the Ice-cream...............................
dunno why the ice cream looks so mini size here..but i swear this is damn sinful can! *roars!* with the hot fudge and M&M chocolates..... i can feel the ants are coming for me.. went walkin around aimlessly again after the sinful dessert. and we saw this.  damn funni.. and guess wad? inside is realli fire hose can. tsktsk. crawled down to Bottoms from Suntec. lol. its like Jean's mini concert. cos she pratically sang thoughout the night. and i can play darts for nuts ok! lol. dun pray pray hor! *laughs* now. home swit home. munching on the bread that mummi gave me. lols. understands that all of you are concerned about Jean. but worry peeps. Im fine. (: Wednesday, April 18, 2007
MIO Installation is up. internet connection is back. tsk. or rather. Jean's home life is back. new simple blogskin. new url. its time for a new change. for a new start. everyone needs that for now I guess. DSS would still forever be DSS. (: what has past, let it all. all of us just start all over hao ma? you guys dun have to worry abt Jean. you peeps shld noe it well that Jean can handle de ya? (: back from work. back from the singings. Jean will be h.A.p.P.y everydae so that she wld have lotsa to blog again! Tuesday, April 17, 2007
feeling that the whole world is turning their backs against Jean. Jean being the bad person again. in the future, You'll get to realise that this choice is not wrong at all. alot of things. just so hard to sae and explain. we shld had given things a real good thought before we made any choices in the begining. i regretted. regretted not thinkin hard enough before agreeing. how much different things wld be from now if decisions wasnt made that early. dunno wad to sae le. feeling just like a bitch, Sunday, April 15, 2007
ok people... Guess whose back?! lol.. hmmm.. er ok.. short period of time.. yet so much shit has happened.. where should Jean start from? so much to do yet so little time. so much to sae yet so farked up. hmmm. words to put up all what Jean has to sae. misunderstandings.miscommunications.heartaches.different directions.different mindsets.different aspirations.happiness.sadness.drink.drank.drunk.sing.sang.sung.screwed feelings.mixed feelings. do not ask Jean what has happened. cos the ones who has to noe has alreadi knew. do not ask Jean what she wants. cos she herself knows it better than anyone else. i belong to me - Jessica Simpsons. a.R.g.H... too much people Jean has hurt. never wld there be any chance anymore. too much apologies hav to be done. owing too much apologies to everyone. yup. as usual. LIFE STILL GOES ON. Like wad Jean has always say: The earth would never stops spinning for You. We have a choice a say in our lives. because its YOUR life. Yup. we live for ourselves. Wake up in the morning, everything goes brand new. You have a choice to be happy or sad. happily, times will past. sadily, time will have to past too. SssSSSoooOO.. why not wake up in the morning. and be happy? Work school and family. its all that i wanna work on. (: as for DSB... i still Love you peeeps... i hope you guys noe it too.. as far as wad ive mentioned to u guys in the 2006 Christmas Cards. ill still do it. (: |
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