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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007
had a hyper dae i swear. a ddae for Jean to realli laugh her tears out. shakeheads. ouh well.. chocolate or strawberry for you sir? laughs* apology accepted like wad ive said. so dun keep wasting money and buy stuffs. ive predicted all that to come along. in any case. it doesnt helps. things may get worst. my galfren in a difficult position and she has her own problems to settle too so i would realli appreciate it if u could just ask her too much. becos. she doesnt know everything ok. you seemed to be happy now. she happy for you. forget about her ya. *monkeyness* GSS is here. someone please grab and tie my hands up before im realli bankrupt! everydae is CHinese New Year! muahaha... Monday, May 28, 2007
getting so used to this Life and this Earth. getting so tired that I dun feel like speaking anymore. thats never a thing that ive done well. thanks for the gift. apology accepted. but please do let time pass and heal. not now. its a broken mirror. and i swear ive never been so close in a cat fight before and almost got me shattered into pieces like the glasses do. lol! Appreciating people around who are there for me when i needed someone to. belle.zichao.ervin.xiong.esmund.hao. thanks for all the fun and love. *hugs. the 4-in-Love. laughs! Jean.Belle.Kiki.Tracy. Saturday, May 26, 2007
i realli need to vanish into thin air like NOW NOW NOW!!!!!!!!! Thursday, May 24, 2007
tryin to take things slow and easy. trying to get the daes to go by. walk with Jean. be paitent with Jean. always said. seeing is believing. but i believed thats doesnt realli apply in all cases and situations. always being called in such stuffs. someone please do explain to me why and why. i dun wanna lose a friend. i dun wanna friend lose friend. hoping that time would turn back to where it all started. and i believe i would make things right. sadly.theres no turning back. *poof!* and make Jean vanish into thin air. Jean.I hate you. Monday, May 21, 2007
tsk. quite some stuffs happened recently. got the little superwoman to tears for quite a few dae.. laughs* ouhwell.. lill superwoman sometimes do has her soft side too. but.. *shrugs* getting so tired.. didnt know wad to do.. didnt noe wad to sae.. but ya.. oh ya. bai is back and saved his ass from the crash. welcome back dude! laughs. hurray for eileen cos eugene is back too. laughs! Wednesday, May 16, 2007
mani mani mani things happened within one week... tsktsk.. wads bottoms up becoming like? goodness gracious me.. complications and more complications. secrets and yet more secrets. this is getting me no where. this is getting us no where. this is getting everyone no where. questions being posted. im still looking for the answer. lei le. qing ren - beyond. AAAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!! GIMME A BREAK!!!!!!! Tuesday, May 15, 2007
tsktsktsk.. one week.. so much stuffs happened.. i swear that things are getting so much more complicated than wad ive thought it would be.. more and more secrets~! and as usual.. i noe the most stuffs.. do i? muhahah.. ouh well.. there goes the weekends again.. its gonna be back to school... went around Central todae with the bottom peeps.. had some heavy dinner.. i need to cut down!! Bottoms is an addiction. growls.. Friday, May 11, 2007
weeet! Xiong's birthdae! hahah! happy birthdae dude.. though i dunno how old are u! laughs!~ had quite a bit of laughter with all the cake chasing and stuffs.. im beginnin to realli love those peeps down there.. bangsats!!! muhahahha... through the daes of emptiness and lonliness... these poops brought life and laughter to Jean. (: ouh well.. cheers to bottoms up! >.< Thursday, May 10, 2007
laughs.. in this Life.. Do expect the UNexpected... God knows man... Monday, May 07, 2007
hmm.. tummy is getting better.. but throat doesnt seem any better.. i had been a good gal and have not been drinking for quite some time alreadi ok! *laughs..* Life seems to be so boring.. tell me why man.. waddddsssup with the feeling.. tsk... havin doubts about people.. having doubts about myself.. suddenly felt lost.. like why?! feelin so tired.. and feel like slping at home everidae and not doin anythin... CAN I? Sunday, May 06, 2007
hmm... missing for a few daes.. now im back.. tsk.. was down with intestine and throat infection for the past few daes. goodness.. Doc saes its at the early stage.. with all the never ending supply and endless medication.. im like so sick of the pills.. tsk. on and off. the pain comes back. so oh God.. please let me get better.. laughs.. think its realli time to cut down on the daily long hours of activites and get my health back. but ouh well~ its hard~ im tryinnnnn~~ lol! oh ya! i saw Juntai todae at bottoms.. laughs.. was like wondering who the hell would scream my chinese name in the public ar.. idiot.. lol.. oh well.. back to work in a few hours time.. i guess Johnny must be soooo mad at us.. tsk.. prepare for the thunderstormmmmmmm... Friday, May 04, 2007
Jean refuses to admit she has bunny teeth. and wadddssup with all the tic tac toes during lectures.. i need to be more attentive in school man. argh... and JEAN IS SICK!!!! sick till like rottting and dying on Bottoms' sofa. tsk. thanks to Crystal Jade. and esmund was lucky enough not to eat the congee. thanks to the one spoonful. im like rotting everywhere. as for zichao who ate the whole bowl. he cant even roll now for nuts. laughs! Tuesday, May 01, 2007
friendster is just so lousy. Jean had so mani pictures to upload. but all cannot! *growls!!!* tsk.btms mani daes straight. so entertaining till like snapshots and candids are taken everywhere with everyone. laughs. haha. finally got to see the new class. Shannen and Jenny is in my grp! hooorrayyy! not lonely anymore. hee. so fast projects are like starting again. tsk. tell me how shld i rot man. -.- LABOUR DAE = double pay! muhahahhahah... SPideY is out!!! mani mani shows coming out. fast fast fast! |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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