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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
GUESS WAD??!! Ive found my new Love finally after all the long years...!! Ive named him/her (which ive yet to find out) Tangtang! which means like sweetsweet! laughs! I swear.. tangtang is my love.. ill upload pics soon with tangtang!!! ^.^ Saturday, June 23, 2007
tsk.. all the intensive exercise in one dae.. ouh well! went running with zichao eugene and eileen. laughs.. ran from ECP mac to bedok jetty.. den rotted back again.. 6km in all? goodness... Jean cant ran anymore i swear.. *shakeheads* went home and slpt for a few hrs.. and joined DSB at ECP..(again*) the rest were skating while me and my beloved guan didi was cycling.. haha... shag ar i swear!!! hahah.. went off after that.. oh people! please do watch surf up.. its damn funny and entertaining.. laughs.. ouhwell.. there shld be all for now.. AND! there is like a pattern i guess.. which emo entries frens tend to tag.. haha.. i just Jean's daily entries are too boring.. lol! Tuesday, June 19, 2007
laughs.. i noe mummy Loves me.. Jean sae wanna eat sweet dumplings.. she todae realli went to buy like alot for me.. laughs... wad a mummy gal am i.. Yes. i am. lol.. everyone got owned with the hanyupingying blog post.. its fun ok! hee... work harder! Monday, June 18, 2007
laughs..... kan jian sheng bian de peng you dou yi ge ge zai tao zui zai ai he in.. cheng shuang cheng dui.. yi ge ge dou zai jie hun.. yi ge ge dou zai bao bao man yue.. wo zhi neng gou zan zai yi pang xian mu.. xian mu na kuai le he xin fu de wei xiao.. bian yi zhi fan fu de wen zhi ji.. dao di ji shi zai neng dao zhi ji.. dao zhi ji lian shang dai zhe ma chen zhen you xin fu de wei xiao.. he zhi ji xin ai de nan ren gong du yi sheng.. wo yi dui zhe ge shi jie hao lei hao lei.. lu tu zhen de hao yao yuan.. zhen de bu zhi gai ru he zai zou zhe ren sheng dao lu le.. you na me nan ma? wo zhi ji yao de shi shen me.. wo dou bu qing chu.. xin qing zui jin dou shi chen chen de... xian mu zhe sheng bian de ren.. xin li zhong shi dai zhe suan suan de wei dao.. wo gai zhen me ban? ye xu shi yi qian kui qian le tai duo.. shang hai le tai duo zhen xin teng ai wo de ren.. suo yi cai hui bian cheng zhe yang.. chong qian cuo de tai duo tai duo le.. shang hai le na me duo ren.. wo yi shou dao cheng fa yi zhi bei shang hai le.. que jue de zhe tiao lu zhen de yue lai yue nan zou.. haiis............. wo zhen de hen xiang fang qi sheng ming..... buaiaiwoderennawoaiderenyouzainali?' wo hai zai xun zhao.. ke shi.. hao lei... Thursday, June 14, 2007
.jpg) laughs.. this pic nice ar.. shakehead.. love the blood and the broken glass.. muhhaha.. just came back from bottoms.. and i swear ahhao owes me smthing man.. for helpin him settle his 'stalker'.. rofl... to the everyone out there: tsk... Jean is not being emo ok.. laughs.. im still me.. no worries.. (: Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Now. Speaking in the character of Ong Hui Peng. was just randomly reading through blogs. have just yet to realise after reading his blog. yes. one year has past. its realli scaring and amazingly how time realli flies. and yes. to rewind the clock. so much things had happened. Love.joys.heartaches.diappointments.disagreements.emptiness.fear.tears.laughters. Name it. I had it all. drifting real apart from lots and lots of people. had been realli been indulging in ma' own world. tell me what had i realli gained from all these. what wrongs had i done to people around me who cares and loves about me. and why am i always running away from things that i do not like and refuses off everything? people ive hurt and till now i know that they still care. why is everyone being so nice to me? but i just do not want to look back at all anymore, yet i miss the laughing me. its just that smthing lacking and changing of me. what is it. tell me wad is it. and yes. on the 9th, i could have been the happiest and feelin most loved lill girl. but where was I? laughs. (: i miss my own laughs. i miss my own happiness. i miss the old me. when nothing matters at all. yet, future is all i wan. or rather not wad i wan. Future is what i NEED to have. a MUST to have for the little ones back at home. Home. speaking of home. do they know what is Home? do they even understand of the meaning of the word Family? i do not wish to be the me now. i had changed. changed so horribly. doing things that i wld nv imagine. doing things that i wld regret in the future. tell me that its all a mistake to leave home back in Year 2004. mistakes.its all mistakes. horrible mistakes. horrible me. be my fren. sincerely. with no motives. thats all i need. thats all i ask for. Friday, June 08, 2007
its been quite a few daes that ive updated. ouhwell. yea. im sorry i had to reject the poops to double O on thurs night. cos im realli not feelin well. sorry my dears. its not that i do not want to talk to you. its not that i refuse to do so. everytime i see you. the fear is there. i tried facing you to talk. but its realli sad for me to realise that i realli do not know how to even start a conversation to you anymore. its always the first few sentences. and thats it. sad. its realli sad. from a friend. to everything now. you've lost a friend. or rather wad u name it. 'zhi ji.' im sorry. things cant be wad how it used to. the fear. the scars. im realli tired. if i would have a choice again. i wld rather not get into any of these mess. i need to get out of all these shits. i wan the happy me again. Friday, June 01, 2007
guess wad? Jean's got her black hair! *laughs. and ouh damn. they said i looked too innocent with black hair. Jean is so harmless~ hahaa... i hate tests and examinations! |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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