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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Come with me Stay the night You say the words but boy it don't feel right What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late) You take my hand And you say you've changed But boy you know your begging don't fool me Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late) So let me on down 'Cause time has made me strong I'm starting to move on I'm gonna say this now Your chance has come and gone And you know... [Chorus:] It's just too little too late a little too wrong And I can't wait But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late) You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase To be real It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late) Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm [Verse 2:] I was young And in love I gave you everything But it wasn't enough And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late) Go find someone else In letting you go I'm loving myself You got a problem But don't come asking me for help 'Cause you know... [Chorus:] It's just too little too late a little too wrong And I can't wait But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late) You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase To be real It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late) [Bridge] I can love with all of my heart, baby I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give) With a player like you I don't have a prayer That's no way to live Ohhhh... mmm nooo It's just too little too late Yeaahhhh... [Chorus:] It's just too little too late a little too wrong And I can't wait But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late) You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase To be real It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late) Yeah You know it's just too little too late Oh, I can't wait [Chorus (fading):] It's just too little too late a little too wrong And I can't wait But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late) You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase To be real It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late) *Jojo- too lill too late.. Life changed.. things changed.. laughs.. Life still goes on.. Earth still has to spin... some things happpen for a reason.. think its time to learn how to lead life by myself and stop giving a shit about others. always caring about how others feel..but who would come and care about how Jean feels? some people.. like to talk and gossip behind me.. alot of things.. dun assume that i do not know.. gossip all you like.. so i dun give a damn.. anything you would wan to noe.. you can come and ask me straight.. doing things behind my back doesnt help.. too much happenings recently. i need a break. Saturday, July 28, 2007
Guys... Realize that the girl holding onto u is PERFECT in her own special way. The way she laughs.. The way she sleeps.. The way she loves you The way she tries to please you... Always remember that. She can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can love her more. For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her.. There might also be someone out there.. who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now, fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you. Understand that. Imagine this, guys. When you are holding her today.. .and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal. and then you run back to her... and u do the same.... but you see love in her eyes... What do you think? Do you feel the hurt? Can you feel the guilt? She loves you not because you are good looking,have money, buy her things,make her parents happy, or that you have a car. She loves you for who you are. Your every touch, every word you say, everything you do.Guys. Cherish and appreciate your girl. Don't break her fragile heart. She is the only one who can love you that way. You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have. For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you. so real and yet so true.. nice huh.. laughs* girls... you can repost this if you like.. cos ive found this on someone's blog.. Thursday, July 26, 2007
back to update.. one week has past.. things happened.. things solved.. people come people go.. hmmm... no comments!!! >.< oh well...~ had been rather busy with stuffs and school.. as for work wise.. Jean had ended 1 yr 4mths of Philips journey.. everyone.. please sae Bye to Jean.. thank you.. should i go for my operation? laughs... gonna be 2 weeks MC though.. and gonna be hospitalised for 2 daes.. should i go? should i go? I scared to stay in the hospital.. -.-! tsk... YI YAN NAN JIN!!!!!!! haiix.. so many things i wish to sae.. so many things i noe.. but who noes and who understands? people always and forever claims that they understand.. but no.. they dun.. why? cos they are not Jean.. nor any part of Jean.. only Jean or any part of Jean would really truly madly deeply understand how it feels and how is it like... am i being the bad person? laughs.. always and forever the one causing all the shits.. well.. God had finally let me have a taste of how its like.. laughs.. ouh well.. BUT.. i cant tahan~~~~~ lol... Jean has high tolerance level.. step my tail.. and you shall die... hen duo hua.. shuo bu chu kou.. left also wrong.. right also wrong.. laughs.. just wish me luck!! (: IM PSYCHOTIC!!!!! muahhahahaha... Friday, July 20, 2007
blinded by the things around. wozhendehuikaixinmahaishizheciyehuibianchengyigecuowudanshiwulunjie juruhewodoubuhuihouhuizheciwozhendexiwangtanengaiwodaodijudaotianya yingweiwozhendepailezhendeleilewoyaodetayizhidoubulaierwobuyaodeque yizhichuxianzaiwodeshengpangruguzheciyoushilingyicishibaiwoshuidoubu huiyuanxinlihaishihenhaipahaipabuzhidaodigaizhenmezuocaishiduihai payizhizaimingyundeshouzhongzhengzhahaiiswozhenmedoushuibuzhao. people.wish me all the best. (: Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Jean is a changed person. (: Monday, July 16, 2007
wooo... past few daes.. laughs... quite happening ah... thursdae 120707 Thiong's birthdae.. laughs.. drink drank drunk.. and he started to do some nonsense things.. hahaa.... everyone had fun i guessed.. and got to noe something frm bestie joe!!! muahahaha... lalalalal..... fridae 130707 i tell you ah.. this dae its realli a black fridae ah... alot of things happened.. so sometimes when you dun wan to believe somethings.. also quite hard ah.. tsktsktsk... at night when for night cycling and skating with the gang.. though jean didnt cycle nor skate... muhahaha.... OCH! woooo... all the air con rooms... laughs.. i wan go again....! >.< saturadae 140707 Well... this is the first sat nite that Jean went nowhere but stayed at home.. tsktsktsk.... im such a good gal... laughs.. this dae... Lets welcome Egg into the family!!! *applause...!* sundae 150707 oh... its bottoms night again... laughs... alex's cousin's 18th bdae... this dae... im pronouced as grandmother.. tskkk... Wednesday, July 11, 2007
someone commented that Ive grown matured over the 1 year through reading all my previous blog entries. tskk. tell me how free this person is. *wonders who the person is* ouh well.. not that there isnt any shit for me to blog about. But Jean is just being pure plain tired and lazy. thats all. Time is getting lesser and lesser. but the things to do is getting more and more. In Services Marketing, we learnt the 8 Ps. For Jean, Jean's life is full of 4 Ps too! Penjuru.Philips.Property.Projects. laughs. that was so random. i miss tangtang. I miss her jumpings and charding of leaves and my neighbours' flower pots. I miss the sound of her bell. A true life story which happens to one of my friends (whom i shall not name who.) Falling in love is not wrong. But falling for a married man is wrong. Sayin that you wont you wont and you wont. but in the end you had fallen into. You noe that this is wrong, unethical. yet you still carried on. He is your cup of tea. but the price of this cup of tea is too high that its impossible for you to pay. Loneliness and emptiness fills. I noe. I understand. Love and attention that you wanted with the right amount. I noe. I understand. dear fren. Please dont sink anymore deeper. Sunday, July 08, 2007
tangtang died. in a car crash. lost lots of blood. Tuesday, July 03, 2007
tsk.. long and hectic weekends realli dreached me out.. tsktsk.. soooooo happening.. haha.. Fridae night. DSB and Penjuru dudes came down with some other peeps. it was hell of drinking night. plus it was Ah Hao's birthdae night. tsk. i sweear everyone had a blast. lol. so messy and so much things happened. but im sure everyone had fun.. dont You?! laughs..drank quite a bit that dae. but im so happy that i didnt puked or had a hangover the next dae. haha. reached home at 6am on saturadae morning. Saturadae. Worked like a dog tat dae. 7hrs of work. personal sales 2k. WoW? non stop action i swear. laughs. after work was penjuru. and after penjuru was bottoms again for another night of Ahhao's. didnt drink anything at all and was rather busy helping out and stuffs. wanted to go home and left. den a couple started to quarrel. tsk. got us so worried and tried helping to resolve and ended up reachin home at 6am again. laughs. Sundae. work up at 0900hrs. had breakfast with my family. den came back did abit of hsework and Jean is off to work again. tsk. had some politics at work. goodness. and i swear the whole dae was damn slacked. oh ya! changed phone le. >.< ive let tangtang go.. how that i cant find her anymore.. *sighs...*  
i was told that i had the same expression as tang tang.. lols..
I MISS TANGTANG!!! |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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