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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live.
— Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

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Thursday, August 09, 2007

a failure who never does anything right in her Life. Everything that she does is always never enough. Family, relationships.. it all appears the same.. at the end of the dae.. i realise that im standing alone again.. so cold.. this world.. so cold that im shivering.. people always say that they care.. but how many really do cares? im really wondering now.. at this time.. i guess most of the people at this hour is outside celebrating National Day? People.. do have fun on my behalf..

Life is realli about responsibilites.. im realli in no status in no position to comment anything.. everything that i do is bad.. everything that i say is wrong.. why is it always always and always my fault.. i realli wan to give up.. i almost got killed.. im realli realli tired.. tears and tears and tears.. keep fallin non stop... i cant stop them.. im exhausted.. im devasted.. im loss for words.. im desperate for a long sleep which i would never wake up anymore.. im tearing myself into pieces.

i wanna breakdown.

where were you guys when i needed you so?
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay