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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Friday, September 21, 2007
OK! NOW NOW NOW NOW! TELL ME ITS FRIDAE!!!! lol! omg. finally man! weekends are FINALLY here after the long draggy week. i tell you AH.. MY tummy was rolling and mixing around so badly when I was on the way to work. omfg. Imagine how much pain I was in. goodness. ohwell. dinner was with Fiq at Mak's Place. and i dunno why. Ive paid ten dollars for food, but I didnt even had 5 bucks gone down my tummy. I dunno. Food wasnt realli appealing yesterdae. So i didnt had much. ((: had a long talk with Fiq and haha. Miracles do happen eh. had a walk all the way from Mak's back home. haha. LONG WALK can. I need to exercise. Growing fatter I am. tskk. reached home. had a talk with mummy. which got me pretty restless and moodless before i went to bed to end the dae. 'should i continue studying if Im able to get bank Loan?' That was my question posted to her. At first she replied scarastically and asked if I even have the heart to continue studying. I kept quiet and didnt wanna say much. after some time later, and I assume that she gave a thought to my question, she said to me, ' I think its not really feasible for you to study even if you are able to get a bank loan. I still owe your grandma 10k and every month Im using 1k of her money to support you all! You can always study in the future after the family is stable down. Like the (who-so&so.. my cousins' names) also like that wad.. blah blah blah blah...' and she goes on. i dint even bother to continue listening to what she says after that. HELLO. You dont need to pay for my anything at all except for school fees through CPF. You dont even give me a single cent since like dunno when. and now Im sayin I wanna study if I could. and you are telling me not to because You are in a pile of freaking huge debt. and you want me to help cover the hole. ((: thankyou. when it comes to family. *letting out a big sigh. speechless. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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