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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
A few mins before Christmas ends. Merry Christmas Everyone !!! I betcha everyone had fun. (:that would nice to hear. if you were to ask me if I did enjoy myself or not? laughs. sadly, its a no. every christmas seems to be a drag. and getting worst each year in fact. each christmas always brought back memories of what happened each previous year. For the sake of the near future that I see, I willing to tolerate what ever that is going on. Im acting to be blind, pretending to be deaf, trying to be a mute. (: it really seems that everything is in a total mess. everything happened at the wrong time. tell me. who to clear up all the shits? my dear girl, I understand how you feel, so screwed, so messed up. I can tell that your feelings and affections seems to be growing. but there he stands, tall and mighty. you wanted to let him know, and yet you wished that he would never ever get to know. 'cause you are afraid to lose the affectionate friendship between the both of you now. 'cause you are afraid that if you ever were to wanted more from him, you would end up losing your own precious lill fren that you hold so dear. You felt that both of you were from the two different worlds. Dont you? so many words, you took them back. You're hiding in his shadows, you love being there for him, with no complains. You feel the itch, you feel the twitch, you feel the warmth, you feel the love, you feel the heartache too. Yet he doesnt speaks, doesnt speaks anything to you. At all. its like the magic words. sometimes you feel as if you are flying up high into the skies like those beautiful remote kites. next moment, you felt dead, cause you are being slit down the throat by him. think back, are your efforts appreciated? (: cheer up my dear girl! I know you are trying and its very tough, but, be strong. Santa, Jean had a bad Christmas. Isnt Christmas suppose to be a day filled with warmth & love? but its ok. I can still endure. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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