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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Friday, February 29, 2008
welcome back. bbf has fallen asleep 'cause he's having golf later on and he shall force himself to wake up at 0700hrs. and Ive just ended my sms conversation with Val. we are O-bar-ing later at night together with Karen! =D VALERIE! YOU ARE DEEADDDDDDDD!!! wahahaha.. the girls had been bugging me for weeks and Ive finally agreed. on the accord that Ive to start work next week, and I wont have enough time&energy to play anymore. ohwell! but clubbing seems boring to me.. BUT for you my ladies!!!! and lets get a job together & we can continue farking around. =D oh yah Karen! why do you always laugh and giggle for so long when you pick up my call? I really cannot figure it out. tsk! I think i have a cute voice. thats why. hurhur! =D was reading up on some of secondary school friends' blog. time really flies ah. and I really hadnt seen them for years and years. (like eversince graduation in 2004) probably the last time they had seen me was the day we collected our 'O' levels cert. laughs. wendy was my buddy since Primary 2 till sec 4. Can you imagine? and I remembered the days that we did lots of rubbish stuffs. lol! *were you the one that we went to steal pencils from the bookshop together?* LOL! I think she was the longest friend that I had in the North. hahahha. still have lots of names that crossed my mind. xuan, weiting, qiumin, lixian, lynn, cheemei, alvino, yuheng, longyun, chongwei, alene, nina, cynthia, siyang, kelvin, juntai, wei song, kahmeng, john, yenhwee, lipseng, junyoung, kaili, kailing, tianze, jasper, amanda, shuying, cherie...... haha... i remembered some random names that appeared here and there that appeared in my secondary school days for awhile! =D Macgyver, lester, poh hua, yong bin and so on and so fore. I cant remember much. I dont even think I can recongize all their faces. laughs. oh! not forgetting Syirah! Ive been seeing her in TP for another 3 years! can be considered my oldest friend too! lol! they all play beautiful memories in different parts of my secondary school life. People who are there with me through my ups and downs. Ill never forget. (: Whats life without friends? You can know lots of people and have lots of friends. at the end of the day, who are the ones who really knows and understands you, there when you needed some one the most? and no matter what happens, they would not point fingers back at you when shit happens? think again are you my best friend? * * * * sucker. stop all the emotions! laughs. on the other hand! Im happy. Really happy and feeling blissful. Ive seeing bbf everyday without fail since like months again. and im always delightful and happy when he's around. thats all I need. to be happy. (: Wednesday, February 27, 2008
god damn! so here is it. Happy first month babe! (: Sunday, February 24, 2008
Its sunday afternoon and Im stuck at home with endless housechores. Ive been tidying the house like since 12plus till now and its really like never ending. tsk. reached home rather 'early' this morning, laughs. sat night bbf came to pick me up from late dinner with my family, and we headed towards town to catch up with his friends. we were early, thus we headed to Paulander for a pint. Live band at Paulander was great with all the familiar and nice songs, made us not wanting to leave place. after which we shifted over to Balacalva to meet up with the rest. had a few cups of whisky & brandy and we headed home. oh! I had a nice black colour Balacalva cricket lighter from the waiter! weeet! lalala! the picture below shows the range of my favourite Cricket lighters. the 1st one was the 1st lighter that I snatch from bbf. lol 2nd yellow one was the 2nd one that he gave me. [willingly] 3rd was taken from O bar and the last one was the black one from Balacalva! (:  I was just commenting that I had a healthy friday and what happened to sat? tsk. and to realise, Ive grown out of noisy and rowdy places. places like BoatQuay and clubs. guess Im getting rather sick of night life. its better in such a way, i feel, at least. so I can spend more time concentrating on family, bbf and work. ohwell. we shall see how it goes then. many misunderstood us, or rather me. If thats what you see in me, let it be. I do not need to explain or give any reasons to anyone. we love each other. thats all that matters. it feels like ages. Saturday, February 23, 2008
oh hello! friday night just slipped away and it had been the most healthy friday since like ages ago. laughs. woke up in the afternoon and I went to Katong plaza alone to cut here. Dunno why but ive took up so much time to locate the salon. sigh. walked down to Katong Shopping Centre to look for babe's godfather but he wasnt around thus i cabbed down to my younger brother's school to run some errands. in the cab, Kim called to ask about housing rental stuffs and realising that I was in the property line, the cab uncle begin talking to me, saying that he wants to sell and get a new house. nice of him. unfortunately, I didnt carry my namecards out with me, thus I left him my number. and it was so clever of me, to ask for the uncle's name and getting down the cab. to realise that I had forgetten to capture his number. SO SMARRT of me... SIGH! oh well.. mistakes. run errands and took a bus home 'cause ive decided to cut down on cab fare expenditures. its getting me crazy. rotted at home and hopped out of house to meet bbf at tm for dinner&movie. watched 'Juno' and it was quite a nice one. there was this line before the end of the show, 'He was the cheese of my marcaroni......' lol! it got us laughing all the way till the end of the show. that was rather cheesy and corny. laughs! when we walked out of the cinema and still laughing away with the corny line from the movie, bbf turned to me in the eyes and said, 'You are the bah chor of my bah chor mee.....' *** ** * Flips....... I didnt know what to say, but I almost fainted from laughter. I swear that was damn classic. Friday, February 22, 2008
Im just too bored. so there you go! new skin again. test test test test test test test test test test test test test test test Thursday, February 21, 2008
HELLLO PEOPLE. me, karen and val. we agreed that we are going to rot to death soon. and with that, we are going to fill ourselves up with activities. sauna and gym tml! yes la! in addition, we agreed too that Life's meaningless without school. sigh. come on girls. I know you two miss me. but.. but... dun be so saddd.... lol! oh well. whatever. im still job hunting, though I know what I wanna do. so JOE! being the Number one of DSB and you are turning 21 in days time. what last words do you have?! lol! im sorry, but DSS number one's 21st still have 2 years to go along.. wahhahahhaa! come on! *gives Joe a pat on the shoulders* im sure that the rest of the DSB will give you the most utmost respect AM I RIGHT DSB?! =D alright alright.. Ill stop being annoying... laughs! I want to cut hair tomorrow!!!!!! I want my bangs back and i hate my hair now! everyday's with bbf! im a contented and happy girl though many has happened. 27th's approaching baby! Loves. (: it seems like a long time though. and oh yah. Anyone who's interested in taking over a pub at Boat Quay, please drop me a message. good deals offered and prices are negotiable. for details, drop me a msg asap ya! (: Cheers people! Monday, February 18, 2008
all of us had fun during the lill gathering over at my place. thanks to the few that came along while the rest had placed the biggest flight on me. laughs. joe charles vincent guan camen leonard junxiong thank you people! for helping me to finish up all the food and winning my money (lol?) and DSB gathering will never be full attendance. WHY?! laughs. lots happened recently. and again. I do not wish to be affected. and I will prove it to all of you. (: off to meet bbf soon! Thursday, February 14, 2008
      I went visitings during CNY till Im too lazy to blog. and the thing is. I was only caught up with my own relatives on Day 1 till evening. the rest of the days were stuck with bbf's relatives and friends place. well. Im glad that CNY visitings had came to an end. enough of losing money. Invitation to all: This coming sunday, 17th Feb 2008 1200hrs-1800hrs. You are all invited to my house for the last gambling session of the month! Note: THIS IS A MUST FOR ALL DSB members! like compulsory! call yourself DSB and ill see you guys on sundae. =D reason: i hadnt seen you guys for ages! i miss all of you! ): joe jassen vincent camen charles kenny kim raymond** Valentines had just passed. and I hope that everyone had their own sweet lill day, be it with friends or family. was back in school initally for the day and had many lill sweet stuffs to light me up. [1] get to see karen bay & valerie soh, my loves for school. [2] got back all my results, and i can say, im happy & satisfied! [3] spend time with my irritating mother, and we irritated and annoyed each other for hours [4] get to rot for a few hours. loves! [5] had lovely and simple dinner with bbf. that sums up the 2008 valentines! Jean: I want to find a challenging job. bbf smiles: Next week, you go to Town Council, and apply for job, see if they need anymore people to 'pun soh tang' (in hokkien. this means to go pour garbage with the banglas). bbf continues: Its a challenging job you know! you must tahan the smell!!!! *** ** * Flips. I was speechless. Wednesday, February 13, 2008
its heartbreaking to learn. that your mother is ill. and both your siblings are getting out of hand. Saturday, February 09, 2008
routes are getting tougher. but Im not afraid. (: Thursday, February 07, 2008
        Monday, February 04, 2008
Friday was night out with bbf to MS to meet with bbf's friends, William and JP. had 2 towers and den another bottle of martell at O Bar. bbf was 3/4 gone. laughs. and I had bak guk teh 2 times that night. -.- had a lovely day. (: Sat morning I woke up, after resting for 3 hours from friday night. Had to help mummy prepare food for first round of reunion dinner at home. after dinner, its bbf time again. lol! bbf came to pick me and we headed to town to met jp and his white contact lens. coffee club for some caffeine. and jp headed home to show some love to his 'jams'. 'Cloverfield' the movie was up next. though its a short 1.5hrs show, its really worth the money. people, please go watch it if you can and share your feedbacks with me ok! =D Gloria Jean's Cafe after the fantastic movie, perk up the night. home sweet home and sweet dreams after that. (: sundae whole dae was bbf day again. =D in the morning, bbf accompanied me to granny's to send stuffs over. it was raining cats and dogs when we were in the cab other that to head down to Suntec. had lunch at the usual restuarant that I always eat at. and it was SHOPPING TIME. I know girls love shopping. I think I like shopping too. I think. I dunno why, nothing much caught my eye. and I was walking rounds and rounds with bbf. I love bbf for those patience. lol! spend hours roaming in Suntec and Marina Square, finally by 18oohrs, I bought one Yellow Mango top, one Blue Esprit top, one Grey Zara pull-over and one Yellow Guess Dress at last. and do you know how much heart attack that Ive encountered in getting Guess dress on hand? Guess was the 1st shop that Ive stepped into once at suntec. I tried on the yellow dress and I was hesitating to buy. I turned to bbf and said,'lets go take a walk first and decide if I should buy or not.' bbf nods and we left. I looked at bbf and laugh,' SCAR-LY come back later then people all take le' bbf laughs. 3 hours later...... After buying the other shirts, beaming and I told bbf 'Lets go back Guess! but should I still get the yellow dress?' 'BUY! of cos buy la. that one nice!' 'SWEE!' hops back to Guess from Marina Square. and guess what? We saw a lady taking the same yellow dress on her left arm and left hanging was one piece, L size -.- lesson learnt. Me and my stinky mouth. argh. she was holding the last piece of S. so me and bbf stood in one corner, just to wait for her to try out. at the same time, we feel that she was too fat to be able to squeeze through S. and I was right again. =D that was how I bought my Yellow Dress. dinner was reunion dinner with bbf, jun and chuyun, valerie and telly, jolene and weiliang, weibin. International Buffet. Food was nice, ambience was nice, the companion was right. Perfect! (: caught all the lill small desserts. walked down Paulanders and phone rings nonsense started. Im realli sick and tired. I really do not want to get involved anymore. Just leave me alone will you? or else I really do not know what will happen to you. Im serious. Friday, February 01, 2008
had my court case issue settled. Just have to pray hard that it will go well on tues. (: Just have to work very hard after the CNY. ouh well~ drawing to the end of school. I am realli feeling the sense of relief. School feels damn no kick now. ORD LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha... well.. Ive made a bet.. its a big bet.. I cant believe what would happened if i lose the bet. god damn it! headed to telly&valerie's new house at compassvale after school on thursday, they must have been through quite some headaches yet excited. a new stage of life. Cosy lill house. I LIKE! next stop was Vivo city, initally wanted to shop around for CNY. in the end I went home empty handed. goodness, whereas the dude that was along with me got himself full of shopping bags in his hands. omg. *laughs.. shakehead.. and to all whom are concerned. thankyou. I am happy now. Really. (: |
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