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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Monday, June 30, 2008
thank you my baby for picking me up and bringing me to see the doctor. its been such a long time that we had seen each other on any Monday afternoon. we would either be working, or sleeping the afternoon away together. so we were so happy to meet up each other for doctor and lunch! *laughs.. Went CGH to visit the doctor, baby needed that because of his eye. shakehead. hours were wasted there waiting. lunch was at EastPoint and did some window shopping. i just love his presence beside me. (: baby send me home, told me to eat my medicine, be a good baby and rest. whilst he drove back to work again. poor thing. he promised me Scallop Porridge tml night! isnt it fun to be sick....! lol! =D hugs!! i had a simple and nice and heartwarming weekend. i simply just love rotting the weekends away with sweetie. tonsils are back again. and they are tearing me badly. causing me unable to eat, even drinking water. resulting in terrible and numerous ulcers. i hate it terribly. sweetie's eyes got infected by a drop of chemical at work, causing bad irritation to his eyes. shakehead. and i guess both of us are going to drop by and see the doctor later on. tskk.. i look at you when you closed your eyes. am i thinking too much or you still cant get it over? i love you my precious. (: happy belated 5th month. Thursday, June 26, 2008
Last Sunday, was the day out with family. Buffet Lunch at Marina Square Paris Seafood Outlet.  Ive made this myself. I added tons of syrup. but it still taste tasteless~  WOOT! note* no Photoshop Gimmicks. but the marshmallow just looks so shiny.  wooot..... we were playing and eating with this.  this is the monkey being released from the zoo happily eating satay.  this is the gorilla who seems NOT satisfied with the satay. lol!  no need to say. Im enjoying the food~ =D  mini pastries!  SHISAMO! is that how you spell that?  they are always this happy.  my nose is getting sharper.  the 3 rascals.  waiting..  and waiting......  he's jealous that mum passed me oysters. =D  Scratch scratch!  SHARKFIN!  this is best..... but looks disgusting here..  ive always love this!  long table...      i didnt noe she still has such fetish...... hmmm...   TEABREAK TIME!   HUAT AH!  i feel like a tourist! Saturday, June 21, 2008
there goes another week of Life... sigh.. Probably postponing bangkok trip to sep.. nothing much interesting this week.. i dunno... i feel sian.. tskk.. Wednesday, June 18, 2008
omg. read this. I had a pretty good laugh and a huge 'WTF' sign above my head.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
baby's sick.. didnt get to see him for 2 days.. ): i miss him badly. i love it when you call me every morning when you've just reached work. i love it everytime when you call me while you're at work i love it each time when you message me saying that you miss me. i love it when you sing 'small umbrella' to me over the phone. i love it when you kiss me goodnite on my forehead and eyes before we head to sleep i love it when you always walk me up the stairs when im home. i love it when we run errands together i love it each time you look into my eyes and hold my hands tightly in yours. i love it each time you say you cant afford to lose me i love it each time you give me a tight hug before the day ends. but i hate it without seeing you for a day. sigh. why you are such an addiction my husband. pleasseeee get well soon..... 10 more days to the 5th month. im simply head over heels for this guy. i want this to continue for the next 5 years.. 50 years.. and ill leave this world with a smile on my face, being the most fortunate lady on earth. would you too? ): alright. i shall stop this overwhelming post. Sunday, June 15, 2008
I was busy. Sweetie's busy too. nothing much. just working and having short nights with sweetie. nice and simple days. i like. (: Tuesday, June 10, 2008
 the 2 dont look alike brothers. we are standing outside the toilet my love! inside the Changing Room before the dinner. why is Everyone looking so shy?  (: its us again! the 'rabak' session with Groom Telly and Bride Valerie. we are waiting for food to be served. Jean.John.ChuYun.Jacky.  the ladies that were on the same table with us. that the guys dislike max?laughs.  yea. like ive said. Im most unwilling. 'cause he keep askin me to drink!laughs!  and of cos', its us again. (:on the escalator down. they were carrying cartons of red wine back to Conrad.  its time for 2nd round! weibin is so strong and handsome!  the night view from the 25th level president suite of Conrad say hello to the groom and red wine! POUR AND POUR! CHEERS! 'EH GUOWEI! Come drink eh! dun geh siao down there!' *points down* guowei is having fun. weibin was a lill high when he took all these pics. weibin2 weibin3 sat nite was telly's & valerie'e wedding dinner. sunday nite was out with the same people and some shits happened. this shit changed the way how some talked to me. which i see it both good and bad. this shit also caused my mum to flare her top at me. insisting that im fabricating story. good one! i risked things that i dunno how to do, things that i shouldnt do to control the situation. but it is all my fault. you dont even hear me talk. you dont even hear what i have to say you only care about how you feel and what you think control freak. put yourself in my shoe for once. and for goodness sake the more im goin to show you that you are wrong. make me erupt. i swear that you will hear things that you dislike. go on. sigh. i wish for a big hug from sweetie now. badly. Saturday, June 07, 2008
WAH! so fast sat already!! tskk.. had been rather busy these days due to work. work had gotten rather hectic. met up with the Senior Producer of MediaCorp on thurs along with daddy eric and jason. new experience eh! but it was damn fun, with the big director room, huge meeting room with the damn long table and the large office area. wahhhhh.. all of us started to dream that it was ours...~ ''JEAN! Please get all the coffees ready and bring my documents in to the meeting room now!'' says Jason. SIGH! friday was a tiring one. walked here and there. I really swear that my rubber soles of my shoes are depreciating.. tsk! really walked too much le la! goodness. suppose to meet egg for coffee.. but sorry ah bro! last min appointment ah.. owe you one ok! lol.. lastly, was at woodlands after all the stuffs are done. took 969 back to Tampines to wait for darlin' to pick me up. went over to Best denki to collect my webcam from alvin. free one eh! lol.. darlin' came and he went for haircut over at kimage. walked back to Century to get some stuffs for Telly's wedding later on and i bought a new nice dress! lol. thanks to GSS at the right time too! XD. to loyang. den to Sengkang. den to Bedok. Long day. didnt really had a good rest last night. I keep having terrible nightmares of unwanted stuff. wth. but anyway, meeting hanbin for walk at Suntec later, before walkin over to the ballroom to meet darlin' for telly's dinner.. many many pictures comin!!! (: Wednesday, June 04, 2008
tues just slipped away quietly, monday's chilling. had a lill small disagreement with darlin. but its over. tsk. and you really went on sleeping without really making sure that I wasnt angry!!! HUMPPH!!!!* but its ok. 'cause you initiated to call me and even offered to pick me up from office on tuesday night. plus knowing that you're tired. thus you're forgiven! where to find such a understanding gf? lol! *beams...* you also la! always insist your way, okay lor.. but again, its ok..~ tskk.. given your annoying voice, how could I not forgive you?! XD I know its never good to compare, but I still want to. I feeling happy and fortunate to be where I am now. nothing much to grumble anymore. Just that I have to work all my lungs and heart out for work. Thats all.. Ive lost all my emotional thoughts, Im much loved by my bf and family. whats there else to complain? at least, I can wake up in the early morning / late afternoon from the side of the guy that Ive loved most, spending the evenings with family. Life's contenting and nice. I Love the way everything is now. and I want this to prolong. (: and oh! did I miss out alot on Graduation? laughs.. Dear Poly Life.. I do miss you.. but.. ouhwell.. phone's dying. something wrong with the memory card slot. tskk. its time for a new phone for myself. and a new putter for my sweetie. Or would you prefer your puma belt? lol! XD goodnite my dear readers. wednesday's a long day for me. (: Monday, June 02, 2008
I hate to feel this way. not being able to do what I want to do, not able to reach what Ive wanted. Probably time isnt right, probably I just lack of the talent, probably Im just not up to it, probably Im still young, probably this is something that doesnt belong to me. I really hate this thought to the core. soon. Im giving up. for now, i really cant breathe. I need nicotine badly. I had a fulfilling week! was feeling pretty happy and tired after the long hectic week. (: so for the weekends I had decided to take a good rest at home. friday night was at Telly's house and the guys played Risk. and for goodness sake, the game lasted for 6 freaking hours! Ive learnt how to play the game though. omfg. everyone was so freaking shag and tired after the game. Reached home at 5am plus and i slept all the way till like 4pm on sat. Laughs* sat and sunday. its all about baby, sleep and beer. thus i had been sleep alot for this weekend to recover back the beauty sleep that i had lost for the past few weeks. feel so great ah. its been such a long time that i last that rested like this. (: nothing else much. the following week, there would be much errands to run. but I love the weekends. (: |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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