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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
think im undergoing too much stress. body aint functioning normally at all. Hate that I love You - Rihanna featuring Neyo Yeaah heyy heyy That's how much I love you (yeah) That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah) And I can't stand you Must everything you do make me wanna smile? And then I like you for a while No... But you won't let me You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips All of a sudden I forget that I was upset Can't remember what you did But I hate it You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long That's wrong but I hate it You know exactly how to touch So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more Said I despise that I adore you And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah) I can't stand how much I need you (I need you) And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh) But I just can't let you goAnd I hate that I love you so (ooh) And you completely know the power that you have The only one that makes me laugh Sad and it's not fair How you take advantage of the fact that I... Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy) And it just ain't right And I hate how much I love you girl I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah) And I hate how much I love you girl But I just can't let you go And I hate that I love you so One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me And your kiss will make me weak But no one in this world Knows me the way you know me So you'll probably always have a spell on me... yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhhoh yeah It's how much I love you It's how nuch I need you It's how much I love you (ohh) It's how much I need you And I hate that I love youSooooo And I hate how much I love you boy I can't stand how much I need you And I hate how much I love you boy But I just can't let you go And I hate that I love you soo And I hate that I love you soo sooo johngoh! happy 6 mths... (: Saturday, July 26, 2008
and once again. im feeling lost in life. Thursday, July 24, 2008
im devasted. Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Its the end of sleepy weekends and back to reality. a lill recap on whats happening on the previous weekend that flew past! sat! went down to batok for my 2nd 'family' gathering. bought down braised pig trotters and chickens for the 'elders' to eat. lol. i think they had enjoyed themselves. didnt they? at least Raymond [Darkk] tagged and commenting it was nice.. hahaha! baby came down to fetch me back home.. ((: sun! sleep sleep sleep sleep and sleep la! haha.... baby and i woke up for late lunch, ended up ordering a whole load of MacDonald delivery and eating to our fill. and! its back to sleep again.. hoho.. all the way till dinner.. the rest came and we headed down to North Bridge Road for famous fishhead steamboat. after the heavy dinner and sleeping (lol), drove down to Durian Cafe @ Still Road and we started to carry durians back to the car for our families. so much for the day! mon! eeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrr... i didnt go to workkkk.. XD XD XD I was tired ah... and i lill feverish.. =X oh god! lots of phone calls keep coming in waiting for me to follow up. I was too exhausted ok.. *laughs.. Egggy called, he was down east with vin and raymond. so he conned me to Bedok Interchange. in the end they have to wait for me to wait for baby to meet @ 85 for dinner! rotting session for 2-3hrs again and its home time! People! Notice that Ive posted another picture here on my blog. oh! thats sweetie with his fav Nemo hat! and guess what.. He had more pictures and videos of more retarded stuffs.. but Im forbidden to post any! ): and i swear you will laugh till you drop la...! tues evening! im blogging at office, im sleeeeppyyyy. so much undone follow-ups to continue. yawwnnnnss.. home soon! mummy's waiting with dinner! Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Work's giving me endless days and nights.. zomg.. Workload's getting pretty heavy.. and its getting HEAVIER! I didnt really manage to sleep well and enough for the past 2 weeks and weekends are too short for me to restore back all the lost energy.. I didnt even really have my meals regularly.. Im not complaining.. 'cause I love my career.. this is not a job whereby daily routines have to be repeated.. Just that Im feeling rather exhausted.. One Day = 24hrs. Its never enough. mininum of 12 hours had been contributed and occupied by work. Im left with 12 hours to sleep, do my own stuffs, spending time with family, coaching younger brother and most importantly, my man. WHERE GOT ENOUGH?! *sigh...* and this is the month full of birthday freaks. really freaks la! so many birthday that falls on this month, driving me up the wall.. lol.. and the 2 of top ranked people in my heart celebrates their birthday.. Baby and my younger brother.. PLUS came along Godfather's and Camen's birthday this week.. WA KAO! how how how.. you tell me.. Im really too packed with time.. I NEED A HOLIDAY! BABY! wheres my Bangkok trip?! lol... we had postpone bangkok trip to September as baby & i were too caught up with work.. I need a holiday get away please...... Monday, July 14, 2008
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I CAUGHT A MOVIE?! **shits** laughs.. but I just did! caught 'Red Cliff' at Tampines Mall just now. and just got home after my sinful supper with baby. He knows that we have been cave men for so long, thus he had decided to be nice enough to bring me out for a show. XD well, he was drooling at Lin Zhi Lin.. while I was indulging in Takashi and Tony Leong.. hmm.. we both each had our fun.. didnt we? lol! monday blues again. sigh. goodnite my dear readers. (: Saturday, July 12, 2008
I had a long, tiring and busy week. Busy till the extend that Im starting to skip my meals again. i need a long rest please.. Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i love you, (: but when would he be able to forget her totally? is it even possible? forgive me of my thoughts. Monday, July 07, 2008
HELLO TOH-MAN-DOS! dun ask me whats that, baby taught me that word. XD THERE GOES ANOTHER WEEKEND! i hate it. SUPER! time is passing so much faster and faster than we've realised. wooosshhhh... baby's upcoming birthdae at the end of the month, we can celebrate it together with our 6th month anniversary! =D when i asked baby what he wants on his birthdae, he replied that he doesnt want anything. just for me not to bring any more nonsense to him. SIGH! DID I?! lol.. guess i had been such a tyrant to him for the past few months.. ): but i believe my pocket would be burning. which it already did 'cause my younger brother just had his birthday yesterday. SIGH............ OH! IM PROUD TO SAY! ive finishing serving my 3 hours of CORRECTIVE WORK ORDER. thank you. it was at East Coast Park.. wahhahhaha.. damn shiok la i say. SO PEOPLE, if you need some real life experience like this, please continue to litter. and do it in CBD and town areas, especially with all your cigarette butts. i tell you.. SURE KENA ONE! lol.. damn fun la.. made new fren some more.. and it was rather relaxing.. not ask bad as what i thought it would be. to think that i still worried so much that those blardy officers would be as mean as monsters. they are not ok! they were so nice to me and still have free water to drink.. wahhahaha............  this picture is old and random. i love you my husband! (: Friday, July 04, 2008
I was just watching case study of 'AutoBridal' in Indonesia on Channel News Asia. It was pretty interesting of how the Female Entreprenuer had made it all the way through, breaking the barriers of being a female entreprenuer.. creating the brand awareness, collabrating with the various famous MNC companies like COKE etc etc. it take USD $15,000 to franchise AutoBridal in Indonesia. so Im wondering how much would it takes to bring in the brand to Singapore? I need to get a invester. let's create Full Throttle Wash. DAMN IT! i like to embrace my days with lots of love, ending nights with smile and contentment. Its either i embrace them fully, or Ill rather choose do it totally without love. Yes, im one who needs lots of love. I get hurt easily at times, but i bite on hard. tears that i had shed silently, i do not need anyone to know. nothing happened. its just random thoughts. lol. Life had always teaches me, never just look things on the surface. went Changi Prison on thurs with my mum to visit my aunt. flashing back on the days where aunt uses to dote on me so much, quarrelling with my dad because of me. after she's released in another 9 months time, she would alreadi be in her 50s. Thursday, July 03, 2008
Ive finally got better!!! No more tonsils pain! No more fever! just some slight cough and lau sai? baby said that it was some side effect of the medication. tskkk.. i didnt had much food over the past 48hours or so.. just some scallop porridge on tues night as baby promised. lunch on wednesday i only ate like half.. earlier on before wednesday ended was at Bark's cafe with baby and i had nice spaggetti!... we were watching 'Nip/Tuck' on Channel 5 when i suddenly turn to baby and asked, 'Baby, if you were to sponsored to go for plastic surgery, where do you want to operate on?' baby, 'Make my ears smaller loh!' *points to his own ears* wahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa.............. for people who knows him, they will understand this very well! hhahahha...... I burst into terrible laughter..... heee.. oh baby.. please dont be angry with me if you read this...~ you know i love you! lol! =D =D =D |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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