Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
That's fast. Welcome to Thursday. One more day and the weekends are here again. Lets have a lill recap on what happened for the past few days.. hmmm... Monday Night after I got home from work, my breathing difficulty got very. I was really out of breathe. but still, stubborn as I am, I refuse to see other doctors. I got home and took a short nap, hoping by the time Im awake, it will be gone. snoozed for 45mins and I woke up, to find myself in the same situation again. That was only then, Ive decided to get the doctor. b'fren was busy at work so I made my way down to the clinic near my house. To make things worst for me, I was already short of breathe, and the strong stench of frangipani (is that how you spell that?) smell followed me all the way to the clinic which is like half a street away. The 'fragance' was so strong and choking that I could really drop death on the spot due to lack of oxygen. argh! Ignored it and when for the doctor. after hearing what the doctor told me, I got pretty fed-up. Really. He's the 2nd doctor that I went to telling me that its not asthma and gave me something else which even boils me further. got into pretty bad shape and when I reached home feeling even worst. b'fren called from work and asked how I was. but my situation didnt get any better. I struggled for hours to breathe. the chest was feeling so tight and the blockage in the windpipe really kills. b'fren den rushed down to pick me up to his family doctor to go for ECG test to see if I had any heart attacks or sorts. results came out was normal. and AGAIN. Doctor 3 tells me the same thing AGAIN! and gave me stronger pills to it. I refuses to admit to what they say. 'cause I know the condition of my body better than anyone elses do!! to calm me down, b'fren brought me for porridge, looked after me and accompanied me for hours before he went home to sleep. though he was really tired, but im so happy and fortunate that he cares and loves me. (:
Tuesday rested awhile more and caught some DVD, changed and when out to Century Square. Only Alvin was free, so we coffee-ed at Coffee Bean and 'gossiped' for some time. Buddy then dropped me at weibin's house to meet up with b'fren and the rest for dinner. thanks bro! =D darlin' drove his 'convertable' down to bin's house..! lol.. a 'Convertable' that's able to fetch like 20 people? =D and we rode down to Big Splash to have Sushi Teh! The guys enjoying and having fun with the 'Convertable' ride. lol! Yumyum!!!!! The food is so much better and nicer than Sakae Sushi ah! (price is also 'better' anyway). b'fren, me, weibin,junxiang, we ordered like a whole table of food. DAMN SHIOK i tell you! sashimi, cod fish, ika, chawanmushi, Saporo, tempura, ramen and sooooo many more...
Goodness, we ate like we hadnt eaten for 3 days.. lol! 4 person and our bill was $180plus.. quite worth it eh! Average $50 per pax and we ate some monsters. hoho! so happy. sick and eating good food makes me feel like a happy girl! (: Wednesday This is darlin's new car. Honda Fit. Lol. He regretted and complained that he should had gotten his Swifts Sport instead. Nice what! no meh? Ive forgetten to take a upclose picture of his rims. I LIKE! It was a night of cosy hugs and loves 'cause its our 7th Month Anniversary! I love you! (: |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |