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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
Growing up is never a simple, easy process, neither is is smooth-sailing. I was reading through my previous blog entries, starting from Friendster blogs then to blogger, backtracking the days all the way back to Year 2005. Realized, people come and go in my Life. Though so, they had left footprints in me. Footprints has pros and cons. Some left me happy moments, some drowning me in pool of tears. Guess, I've really grown up, in some ways, here and there. Different people at different stage of my life, taught me different things. Different point of views, different angles, different perspective, different solving solutions, different problems. It brought me to who I am today. Im happy that whenever I am down, there's always angels pulling my hands along. From 2005 to date 2008, it has only been 3 to 4 years. and why so? does it feels as though its been so long ago? and graduating from Riverside Secondary isnt' many years back ago too. But why does it seems so far and so out of reach? Reading back, really, thats nothing that would hold on to us forever. Friendship, love, kinship, everyday, people are born, people die. Even memories would fade and dont stay with you for long. Do you even remember how you spend your everyday like 5 years back ago? in details? I could only recalled, past few years, Life was full of ups and downs. It was really like riding a roller coaster. I hate it. Life was tiring, contridicting and so complexing for me. In fact, Life was a hinder, a burden that I had to pulled with everyday. Facing the everyday problems again and again. Making me all tired and exhausted. phew! Everything changed. Let alone Humans. Thats Life. take it accept it. or just walk to your nearest window and hop down. but its ok, I love b'fren, and he loves me too. thats asked for now. I thankyou. Thankyou for grabbing hold of me when I almost when dead at heart, pulling me hard and along with you, the heavy burdens we share together, the things we had been through together, the days we spent together. (: I could'nt asked for anything more. Thankyou for making my life simpler, better and grounded sweetie. 16 more days to 8th month anniversary. 18 days to turning 20. Im a contented lady of this ugly life. (:   come seduce me. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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