Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Friday, October 17, 2008
know what? 10 more days would be my 9th month-sary with b'fren. (: This is how time fast time flies. by this upcoming Chinese New Year. We are offically 1 year old. it has always been like the same old days where we play, have fun, chit-chat, rot together. and I guess. Im falling in love with him all over again. there isnt any other better way to make me smile other than seeing him. i felt so reliant on him. ): I would only feel safe when Im with him. I can only shut my eyes off and have a good deep sleep when Im in his arms. b'fren has always been around with me whenever I need him to. through all my ups and downs, when Im sick, when Im tired, when Im sad, when Im having terrible days to get things over. He's always there for me. just like what he had promised me from the day we started off. He's a man of his words. Im in love with a wonderful man. (: ![]() on the other view. what happened to all the friends. everyone seemed to have vanished into thin air. laughs. or rather, am I drifting away from the everything out there. Everyday seems like a ritual to me. but im contented. I have enough rest, enough money to spend, enough time for my family, enough time to be loved by b'fren. Life's simple, nice and sweet. Mentally has been settled down for now. no more drinkings and clubbings like those good old days. I cant even stay awake for late nights now. Im been refraining myself from the outside world. Im lazy. haha. work's alright but annoying too. laughs. Im starting to have plans to study again. (: so sickening. but its ok. everything's still under control. Jean's not dead yet! (: |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |