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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Friday, January 30, 2009
 I've never received so many emails within 2 days before. here is it. and Im not kidding with the figures captured on my Microsoft Outlook. Happy Cow Year to all. and yes, I am going mia. Thursday, January 22, 2009
work load is only getting heavier.. and never lighter... for weeks after the end of the New Year celebrations.. I've been working on an average of 12 hours or more for everyday. after work, it would be too lazy and tired to eat or go anywhere else.. Thats my life after the New Year had started. I hate it that even when I was turning to sleep last night, I couldnt and work appeared AGAIN, reminding my self of the list of things to be done today. Ive skipped lunch to be in office. but i cant work. I have no appetite to eat at all. I didnt have enough time to spend with my family. And i still didnt manage to finish my spring cleaning. Though Chinese New Year is approaching.. or rather this Sunday is CNY eve, I dun have time to rest 'cause I need to finish my spring cleaning. This sat morning, I still have to work til afternoon. go back spring cleaning for a few hours, den change and attend my cousin's wedding @ Furama with my family. and days just goes on and on.. even if I was given 48 hours a day, mentally, I couldnt go on. Everyone's having fun these days, I could sense their joys and excitement. and of cos, happy belated bdae to Charles and Guan. (: my existence doesnt matter anyway, good job.so why bother? laughs. I think its time to drop the plans that Ive been planning for some time. I shall continue to do what Im doing everyday. Its time to abandon everything. goodbye. Friday, January 09, 2009
The first official working week of the year got me really tired. Im totally exhausted and drenched out from work. Thanks to the whole week of continous 'partying' and 'holiday-ings' during year end of 2008. b'fren had started school in SIM and he was sweet enough to pick me up from work most of the days this week. never ending work. end month is the time that ive detest most. the tons and tons of invoices stacked in my in-tray to settle for payment, planning for next issue of publications, news clippings, research and research. blah blah blah.. i could go on forever. i've made a decision. Im going to enrol for the July intake 09 for SIM. but im not going to take Marketing. im picking up Psychology with Business. Boss says its good. Brandon Chang says its good. Its a good combination and makes an all rounder, they said. They were happy for the choice that ive made. studying for the sake of studying is never the case. So i chose not to continue Marketing and going to give Psychology with Business a shot. Doing things that Ive wanted to do and they are of use. Boss enlightened and straighten my thoughts by throwing me that One word that Ive always been searching for. Coaching. ok, it sounds chim. i shall not bore you with those thesis. I dun want to waste time anymore. Im young, I will do what I like and do what I want. I wont let anyone decide my life route for me. (: happy, like so happy la! the rest of the people that i told, that im going to take Psychology with Business, no one sees the rationale why. they kept putting me down. telling me that you will switch course in no time blah... very hard to study blah... Ive frens studying that then they bth they switch course blah... I hope you wont pick the wrong course blah... blah all you want. minority is what i want to be. not the majority. i'll do what i want and so what when the time comes i might regret not studying something that i should study. duh! i can always go back and finish Marketing what! tsk. im young = i have time. who knows. i might finish Psychology with Business of 130 Cus and just another 40 Cus for an Honours and also Marketing's degree before 30 years old? I can afford ten blardy years to do that, working at the same time. CAN YOU? (: but for now. its still work + play + hugging time till Feb at least! (: (: Monday, January 05, 2009
I owe everyone a belated Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. =D Im too lazy and tired to blog. I had zillion and 1 things to do everyday. plus mj! wahahha..  =D |
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