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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating

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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live.
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Thursday, January 22, 2009

work load is only getting heavier.. and never lighter... for weeks after the end of the New Year celebrations.. I've been working on an average of 12 hours or more for everyday. after work, it would be too lazy and tired to eat or go anywhere else..

Thats my life after the New Year had started. I hate it that even when I was turning to sleep last night, I couldnt and work appeared AGAIN, reminding my self of the list of things to be done today. Ive skipped lunch to be in office. but i cant work. I have no appetite to eat at all.

I didnt have enough time to spend with my family. And i still didnt manage to finish my spring cleaning. Though Chinese New Year is approaching.. or rather this Sunday is CNY eve, I dun have time to rest 'cause I need to finish my spring cleaning. This sat morning, I still have to work til afternoon. go back spring cleaning for a few hours, den change and attend my cousin's wedding @ Furama with my family. and days just goes on and on.. even if I was given 48 hours a day, mentally, I couldnt go on.

Everyone's having fun these days, I could sense their joys and excitement. and of cos, happy belated bdae to Charles and Guan. (:




my existence doesnt matter anyway, good job.so why bother? laughs.

I think its time to drop the plans that Ive been planning for some time. I shall continue to do what Im doing everyday. Its time to abandon everything.











goodbye.
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay