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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Jean, 29091988I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Exits
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Monday, March 23, 2009
Okays, time for some quick updates after not blogging for a couple of days. We are fine for now. I’ve thought it through over the past few nights. My relationship and personal life definitely worth much more than this and I believe, I can work things out to achieve more. I should not waste my time worrying and sobbing over issues that ain’t my fault at all. At least, I did not do anything against my conscience. He did showed, that whatever I’ve done, has not gone down the drain. Even if it does, I should leave with no regrets for this relationship. Things had turned its way round and we are back together again, awaiting for the one year two months anniversary to arrive this Friday, and hopefully, bali next Tuesday. Tony’s house party for Elvin was great. Beer, sake and champagne were the mixture for me that night, but I seemed to maintain pretty sober at the end of the day. One party - I’ve seen people of people talents/motives/characters through a few hours. We have people getting drunk very early and sleeping in one corner, we have people drinking and showing all the attraction to another individual, we have people drinking and throwing their asses around, blah and blah. It’s the nature of life. Humans are never perfect. So am I. The things that I’ve gone through these years, may have resulted in the certain expectations I have out of life and people around me. So should I keep the expectations? Or again, is it being unfair to my loved ones, especially him? I’m still searching for my perfect answer. For now, I love him as of Day One and it had never changed. I need to rebuild my confidence back in him and again, please allow me to have more time. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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